I need a bit of help, I'm am a super experienced drug user, from opioid pills and cocaine as a teen hustler to fentanyl and crack/cocaine shots as a homeless. I've been through it all. Recently I got sober, I'm two years in with only one or twice use of fentanyl. My goal is to be able to get high (very occasionally) without using fentanyl so I'm working on lowering my tolerance. I currently have kadian(XR morphine) and Dilaudid(hydromorphone) prescribed. Tell me how I can take 50 Dilaudid 8mg pills in one handful and not feel anything????? Nothing at all. And it's not a joke I think my last try was 40 pills. I got so fed up I felt I was wasting my pills like I can get at least 100 usddollars for 40 Dilaudids around here. And when shooting them I can only fit 16 8s into a syringe, the fat ,3ml syringe. And I still feel NOTHING. The liquid becomes SUPER THICK and I was wondering if anybody can teach me how to make a more concentrated Dilaudid liquid iv. Or should I just give up?? It seems like fentanyl ruined my tolerance for opioids 100%. I'm so discouraged and I really wish I could just feel the warm rush like the old days. Does any body else have the same problems I'm having and is there anyway to get around it?? I'm hoping somebody knows how to make a super concentrated liquid iv with Dilaudids and I'll keep trying to lower my tolerance in the mean time. Please help me if you can