I didn't even believe anymore. My faith was gone. Even so, I still cursed Jesus & railed on Him; Why did You abandon me?! Why did You allow this HELL to happen to me?! I may have lost my faith, but He remained faithful anyway. And He healed me in spite of my sick-sick condition. Actually, in reality, because of it. Jesus doesn't come back for the well, but the sick who need a doctor; sinners to repentance. To "repent" simply means, "to think again." I don't know what your personal prescription is, but I DO know that God wants to gift you amidst this catastrophe. It's up to you to find His purpose & plan for your life. It's definitely beyond this Invega nightmare. Maybe it's your testimony to other sufferers when you get well. Surrender & see what He has to say & do. I promise you, Jesus is still fighting for your heart, soul & mind. These are dark times, Brother! Don't let The Enemy win! Victory is yours. Thank you for your positivity & your patience, thank you for your sincere best-wishes & blessings. It means more than you know. I too am rooting for you & fervently praying for your recovery. Even this very moment! Amen. Peace & Much LOVE, my man, sincerely,Thanks for the reply man and yeh that’s exactly what I’m waiting for, no worries at all man I wish you the best and I too believe in Jesus Christ although heavily struggling with my faith at the moment as it feels like God has left me out to dry, but I know I’ll recover just hope it happens soon
God bless you man
DanWhat was the first thing that got better for you if you don’t mind me asking brother? Just looking for any type of hope to add to my recovery stories I’ve got saved
They’re all pos even the good ones show their true colors eventually
Not to mention that psychiatrist get paid money for literally putting people on the injections, when the jabs first came out abilify(the company) were going round to different places buying staff food and drinks and things to make them put people on injections that’s what a nurse told me
How many days has it been for you now man and how are you feeling? Hope you’re much better
I’am cooked (26 months) Rip
It’s been 154 days for me so far and it’s been so freeing . I am definitely out of the anhedonic state . I just need to get my attention span back finally . I can enjoy music and movies and video games again . I can feel nicotine again even though it takes more puffs than my normal dose . I still deal with boredom but it’s nowhere near as bad as it was when I was on invega .Not even remotely in the same universe of boredom that I felt when I was on invega, that was straight up torture .
Forgot to say thank you for the well wishes my bad. Thanks for the hope bro and yeah it’s been 154 days I feel much better . Out of anhedonic hell. Just have issues with my attention span but can genuinely enjoy my free time again . Feel almost like myself before the injection
Yeh of course man I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy and I hope everyone here gets to recover just like you my brother
, I bet it feels amazing to not have anhedonia as well I can’t wait fr, your attention span will defo go back to normal man just keep going and take it day by day, I’ve kinda been gambling a lot at the moment because I’m so bored so when I recover I definitely won’t be
, take care man and thanks for both of the replies I’ve read both 
I'm 14 months soon and i still don't have my cognition.
26 months here..
