What's up friends just a place for some new members to say hi, no shame in your game either judgment is the last thing you should be getting from this family, and if you feel ashamed or embarrassed about something I can promise you either someone's been through it too, can relate or has done worse, cheers!
Been driving around the site for a long time finally got around to becoming a member to join in on the fun, East coast, PA, central Pa, basically I always say I'm like an hour and 15 from philly, I'd like to call my self an ex doper but in reality it is junkie I'm an ex junkie, started with all the crap very young, too young self medicating to help with terrible depression and anxiety 12-13 years old parents thought you could be so called fixed, this lead to many doctors I never wanted to see and or talk to pschy docs as well and caused me to try a slew of different med cocktails very young, I believe all these meds and just other factors played a huge role in just why I became addicted, I mean all those med combos ssri anti pschy benzos addys that young before developed brain is bound to wreck my brain, found my home in the opiates though, first time I took a piece of an op 80 I was like this fixes me I feel normal, you know how that goes I did the whole oxy and pills til things just dried up because of the opiate crisis this like many others turned me to bags, heroin, there I found myself truly addicted and on the needle, lead to over 10 years of just the cycle, all my friends started dying literally around 2014 2016 you know when the fent started to really come into play, had a chance and ran to Florida to et cleaned up for my first time, I ripped and ran down there briefly coke and dope but learned down there it was different game I just luckily gave in and started the florida shuffle half way to detox got involved in some not so cool making money for doing this and for recruiting parents to certain php and half ways, this was all to meeting some people that are straight predators it's gross but at the time I was just sick and got caught up in it, finally cleaned up and got on subs and had a good few years, 2022 came and due to a breakup And heartbreak of 5 years, engaged all that just ended and I was a sad puppy. But I decided to be a bitch and not ask for help and picked up for what was my last dance I'd say I went right back to the needle started doing my old go too which are iv goofballs, boy it wrecked my body and health like never before in about 3 months I did more damage than 10 plus years of using, the shit out there is poison guys so not get back into it. Had a few ods blew out all my veins that came back and looked awesome from working out, missed a neck shot that I almost died from due to infection, and I developed these little sores that then would turn into holes, shit was really eating my skin like everyone was saying, I was naive I guess I thought being very clean and sterile with my setup like I always had been would help that but I was wrong, 3 months caused more damage than 10 plus years, man I threw in the towel after that and unforchantly got on methadone. I'm on 160 go once a month and been my version of clean now like almost 5 years, I still smoke weed beings I'm a head, deadhead, never seen Jerry to young but yeah weed the delics tripping and some snow if it presents itself at a vet togehter anyways that's me yo im 33 btw. Thanks dudes Anyone know how the seasoo42 gug ended up
Been driving around the site for a long time finally got around to becoming a member to join in on the fun, East coast, PA, central Pa, basically I always say I'm like an hour and 15 from philly, I'd like to call my self an ex doper but in reality it is junkie I'm an ex junkie, started with all the crap very young, too young self medicating to help with terrible depression and anxiety 12-13 years old parents thought you could be so called fixed, this lead to many doctors I never wanted to see and or talk to pschy docs as well and caused me to try a slew of different med cocktails very young, I believe all these meds and just other factors played a huge role in just why I became addicted, I mean all those med combos ssri anti pschy benzos addys that young before developed brain is bound to wreck my brain, found my home in the opiates though, first time I took a piece of an op 80 I was like this fixes me I feel normal, you know how that goes I did the whole oxy and pills til things just dried up because of the opiate crisis this like many others turned me to bags, heroin, there I found myself truly addicted and on the needle, lead to over 10 years of just the cycle, all my friends started dying literally around 2014 2016 you know when the fent started to really come into play, had a chance and ran to Florida to et cleaned up for my first time, I ripped and ran down there briefly coke and dope but learned down there it was different game I just luckily gave in and started the florida shuffle half way to detox got involved in some not so cool making money for doing this and for recruiting parents to certain php and half ways, this was all to meeting some people that are straight predators it's gross but at the time I was just sick and got caught up in it, finally cleaned up and got on subs and had a good few years, 2022 came and due to a breakup And heartbreak of 5 years, engaged all that just ended and I was a sad puppy. But I decided to be a bitch and not ask for help and picked up for what was my last dance I'd say I went right back to the needle started doing my old go too which are iv goofballs, boy it wrecked my body and health like never before in about 3 months I did more damage than 10 plus years of using, the shit out there is poison guys so not get back into it. Had a few ods blew out all my veins that came back and looked awesome from working out, missed a neck shot that I almost died from due to infection, and I developed these little sores that then would turn into holes, shit was really eating my skin like everyone was saying, I was naive I guess I thought being very clean and sterile with my setup like I always had been would help that but I was wrong, 3 months caused more damage than 10 plus years, man I threw in the towel after that and unforchantly got on methadone. I'm on 160 go once a month and been my version of clean now like almost 5 years, I still smoke weed beings I'm a head, deadhead, never seen Jerry to young but yeah weed the delics tripping and some snow if it presents itself at a vet togehter anyways that's me yo im 33 btw. Thanks dudes Anyone know how the seasoo42 gug ended up
