ColtDan
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Did quite a bit of MXE last night after returning home from a amazing rave, was a bit drunk and felt a bit rough from the night before so it was an earlier night than usual. but it was awesome nonetheless. got tempted to have a nice little experience with mxe for a few hours, then sleep. weighed out what i thought was 40mg... either i read the scales wrong or they're broken because it looked like too much... but thought sod it and did it anyway...
Jesus fucking CHRIST. blew me away, was absolutely flying. rocketing... fucked. as it took hold not long after i started to feel like i was on nitrous... numb... then it kept building, and building, and building. couldn't move, every song i played in my headphones took me on a wild journey, re-lving the past, extremely real feeling deep closed eye hallucinations, i could go wherever i wanted, time became meaningless, full on tripping.
never done a drug which has such a profound, deep effect with music. you become part of the music. it takes you. i noticed breathing became slow and shallow.
i became a part of everything, completely dissolved into everything, HAMMERED with euphoria like somebody was slapping euphoria into me, was a bit too intense. earth shattering. a feeling of complete connection. the pinnacle of my existence. nothing could beat this. thought i had done too much as it was hard to recognize my surroundings when i forced my eyes open, walk, and it was getting too confusing. the aspect that i could die crossed my mind. but there was no fear or anxiety. such a ride. most euphoric thing ive experienced since N,N, DMT. infact it may have been on par with DMT. seemed to bring back memories/feelings of DMT trips and ended up re-living them. i find low doses of this stuff minimics other drugs... get the dose higher and it gets crazy. it got a bit too messy. popped a valium and ended up in some semi lucid messed up state on my bed for awhile... sod neil armstrong going to the moon... this stuff took me belting across the fucking universe.
damn wild experience, must of been close to ego death. stipped reality back to bare bones. forgot i was human. it was a bit too much. woke up still kinda wonky on it, went out and sunbathed for awhile and still had some minor closed eye things going on... was quite beautiful. drove to met some people later, sunbathed and felt completely relaxed and at peace with myself and everything else. although quite groggy. dunno if it was still the mxe in effect or the valium, or both
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Jesus fucking CHRIST. blew me away, was absolutely flying. rocketing... fucked. as it took hold not long after i started to feel like i was on nitrous... numb... then it kept building, and building, and building. couldn't move, every song i played in my headphones took me on a wild journey, re-lving the past, extremely real feeling deep closed eye hallucinations, i could go wherever i wanted, time became meaningless, full on tripping.
never done a drug which has such a profound, deep effect with music. you become part of the music. it takes you. i noticed breathing became slow and shallow.
i became a part of everything, completely dissolved into everything, HAMMERED with euphoria like somebody was slapping euphoria into me, was a bit too intense. earth shattering. a feeling of complete connection. the pinnacle of my existence. nothing could beat this. thought i had done too much as it was hard to recognize my surroundings when i forced my eyes open, walk, and it was getting too confusing. the aspect that i could die crossed my mind. but there was no fear or anxiety. such a ride. most euphoric thing ive experienced since N,N, DMT. infact it may have been on par with DMT. seemed to bring back memories/feelings of DMT trips and ended up re-living them. i find low doses of this stuff minimics other drugs... get the dose higher and it gets crazy. it got a bit too messy. popped a valium and ended up in some semi lucid messed up state on my bed for awhile... sod neil armstrong going to the moon... this stuff took me belting across the fucking universe.
damn wild experience, must of been close to ego death. stipped reality back to bare bones. forgot i was human. it was a bit too much. woke up still kinda wonky on it, went out and sunbathed for awhile and still had some minor closed eye things going on... was quite beautiful. drove to met some people later, sunbathed and felt completely relaxed and at peace with myself and everything else. although quite groggy. dunno if it was still the mxe in effect or the valium, or both
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