There's really no way for me to offer you advice about what will hold you over...dosage is just too unpredictable and everyone has a different reaction, like for me I would be fine off just one bag of H but oxy's barely do anything for me...I used to think suboxone just didn't work for me the way it seemed to work for other people. Well, it turned out I was basically an idiot taking subs all wrong at first. I had a fairly large dope habit, so I thought I'd need a lot of suboxone. I was wrong though, now I feel like less is more when it comes to suboxone. And, at first I hated the taste of subs so much that I would never let them fully dissolve sublingually. And that drastically altered the effectiveness of them. So now when I take subs (I have the strips basically for emergencies) I only take 2mg to start, and I make sure they fully dissolve and I'm taking them correctly. And guess what-now they will actually work for me! Also, I think it was a little mental for me too. I had the mind-set that suboxone wouldn't do shit for me, and I think that affected my reaction. So now I get a much better result off the subs.
Yay for Friday! I'm going on a family trip this weekend--quality time with mom, dad, and my little sister at our cottage in Michigan. And I'm actually excited about it! I am reconnecting with my sister and that's really cool. I already went and copped early in the day so I'm all set. My dope guy has been talking about us hanging out...he says I should "kick it with him and his boys" sometime. Personally I feel this probably isn't a good idea...he seems like a nice guy and all, but I don't want to complicate anything so I should probably just keep it professional...any opinions on that? How close is too close? Especially between a guy and a girl...I don't want our business dealings to get screwed up you know?
Oh yeah I definitely remember the days of a clogged up nose...before I started on the needle, of course. Years ago I used to snort tar, had to mix it with dormin in a blender to snort, and it was hell on my nose. I used to make a dope nasal spray and that seemed to help when I couldn't snort powder.