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ChainsawWilliams said:
Long story short I fell and cut myself a couple of weeks ago and I had blood tests done for the first time in a long time and my liver is in discraceful shape. Before I heard that, which was about a week ago I think maybe, I'd been drinking a bottle of whiskey a day for quite a while. Sticking to the beer now.
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Hey Chainsaw, I've made no secret of my alcohol issues, been dry now since 1/7/2011, if you've been hitting it that hard you really do need to think about knocking it on the head to give your liver a chance to repair itself. With the amount you've been drinking you will need to do a detox with some kind of benzo (they offered me Librium but since I was already taking Diaz I didn't need it!).

I know your not in the UK so things may not be so easy but I would really encourage you to go to a proper drug and alcohol service to at least discuss the issue, the one I went to was top notch, no pressure no preaching just good advice and support.

I did the I'll stop the whiskey and just drink beer and cider one a few times, but 6-8 cans of special isn't any better really I was just fooling myself that I was doing something about it.

Best of Luck
 
Sup all... Wow I fucking slept for a LONG time, 17 hours :S. should probably eat something. Does Benzo's and milk count as cereal?

How’s every1 in the world of BL going?
 
heya scott, how’s it going? sorry to have left mid conversation last night, neeeeded to watch some ninja turtles and passed out mid episode :P.

Hows the day been?
 
atm23 said:
Hey Chainsaw, I've made no secret of my alcohol issues, been dry now since 1/7/2011, if you've been hitting it that hard you really do need to think about knocking it on the head to give your liver a chance to repair itself. With the amount you've been drinking you will need to do a detox with some kind of benzo (they offered me Librium but since I was already taking Diaz I didn't need it!).

I know your not in the UK so things may not be so easy but I would really encourage you to go to a proper drug and alcohol service to at least discuss the issue, the one I went to was top notch, no pressure no preaching just good advice and support.

I did the I'll stop the whiskey and just drink beer and cider one a few times, but 6-8 cans of special isn't any better really I was just fooling myself that I was doing something about it.

Best of Luck
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Cheers for the advice matey. I've no idea what the deal in Germany for that kind of stuff is but I expect they take a pretty harsh stance, especially because I'm not German citizen. Even though I was born in Berlin I think you have to live here 7 years or something for citizenship.

Plus, I'm not sure I really give a fuck if I'm honest.
 
Whipped Dream said:
I'd like to hear more about that. How long did it last, what did you experience, etc.
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It's hard to remember most of it. But I dropped 32 CCC's and about 20 minutes later, my stomach started hurting really bad; worse than normal. I was sitting in someone's car in the back yard of the trailor we all used to hang out at. I start spewing out the car, and in my mind, I started walking towards the steps at the other end of the back of the trailor and I turned around and saw what looked like ghosts almost just start whizzing by me. I thought I fell down a couple of times but apparently my friends had taken me inside the shed in the backyard and I never walked to the steps.

I don't exactly remember what I experienced. I was 16, this was 3 years ago and this is right before I got into reallly hard drugs so it's a miracle I remembered this much lol. I remember dying over and over again in my trip. It was horrifying. The people at the house said they had me sitting down in a chair in the shed, and I would just suddenly start shaking my head like I was saying no, but it was VERY violently so and I was rocking back and forth while doing it.

I actually remember doing this, cause it was the only way I could somewhat come back from my dissociation and see the real world. They took me to the couch and let me finish it out there and said it was not pretty. The complete dissociation lasted about 4 hours but it seemed like an eternity. The next 4 hours I just kind of drifted down from plateaus 3-1 feeling like utter shit and still kind of fucked off in the head from the experience. Like I said, I do not advise taking doses like this.

This is about as much as I can remember. Not a whole lot, but enough to give you an idea lol. That shit fucked me up more than a 4-day binge of not sleeping smoking ice, eating oxy and morph, and ending it with a mescaline based x tab. It fucked me up more than smoking an entire bowl of salvia out of a gravity bong (and that shit fucked me the hell up...only time I got high from it and it's the last time I'm doing it...). DON'T DO IT! lol

Sorry for the big chunks of text, couldn't find a good place to break the paragraph...

Edit: there...are you happy now chainsaw?
 
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Mornin' CW, nice to see you about here again :)

Mornin' all other wonderful BDDers, how are you all? <3 I've had 3 hours sleep and I can't be bothered to read through the previous posts here ;)
 
MOrning Ms Effie, Imnaged about 5 Hrs so not so bad for me, gotto be up early as have an MOT booked on my old Lambretta at 8:30...wish me luck !
 
Sup Effie, hows things.

For your 3 hours of sleep I had 17 :p... and just ad a healthy breakfast of diaz... God I love Saturdays :P.

Listening to Pendulum smashing "the island Part II" atm.
 
Lol, just noticed something...This thread is at 2/3's the hits of the BDD Rules and Guidelines Thread. Kind of funny. Sounds like not everyone has been looking at the rules :P

And howdy doodie Effie...It's only 2 AM for me lol...
 
disposition said:
1200mg dxm has had me pretty freaked out on a couple occasions when venturing that high. nothing a little stumbling to a more positive spot couldn't fix=D
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Just saw that...FUCK THAT! lmfao...

granted my 960mg trip was like my 5th or 6th time to do it...so I might have gotten more off my 960 in comparison to you taking your 1200mg...but either way...FUCK TAKING MORE THAN A GRAM OF THAT SHIT!

And I'm gonna call it a night...
Getting exhausted...had a long day of trig today, gonna have a long day of religion, human sexuality, and microeconomics tomorrow, and perhaps some trig depending on what I get done/how I feel...Taking online class is awesome for the fact you don't gotta get your ass up for them...but they suck in the aspect that you let yourself procrastinate so much you've gotta put it into overhaul to get caught up...but anways...later...
 
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