Aboy699
Bluelighter
I was doing ketamine the entire night beforehand with two of my friends after a party and we went the whole night without sleep. Around 8 or 9 in the morning i thought it would be a good idea to take 15-20 mgs of a 30 mg OP my friends gf..
I felt fine at first, the way its supposed to make you feel. But after I walked my friends to the train, instead of being rational and going home to rest it off, I decided to continue doing K..
I'm fully aware that ketamine and prescription drugs are a highly stupid and dangerous combination. After doing some more of the K, I started drifting in and out for a while, which was relaxing at first. But I guess I did too much, because I started having what people might refer to as an "identity crisis". I heard people start feeling disillusioned and lost if they take too much Ketamine... I started rushing around my apartment just moving random things around. I remember feeling like I had to be doing something, I couldn't just lie down and relax, which for me is very unusual with K (its my fav drug aside from pot).
Suddenly, I started thinking about the OP I had ingested earlier, and I began feeling very dry mouthed and I'm not 100% on this, but I think I was getting short on breath. This is when I got scared. I thought about calling 911 and that just freaked me out even more... I decided the best thing to do would be to just lie on the couch. So I did just that, and with some thinking and self internalizing, I was able to reverse the negativity I was feeling into positive energy.
That's My Story
lol...yea but I was just wondering what anyone might think. Was I close to something quite horrible that day, or do you think it was just lack of sleep and the substances messing with my head?
I felt fine at first, the way its supposed to make you feel. But after I walked my friends to the train, instead of being rational and going home to rest it off, I decided to continue doing K..
I'm fully aware that ketamine and prescription drugs are a highly stupid and dangerous combination. After doing some more of the K, I started drifting in and out for a while, which was relaxing at first. But I guess I did too much, because I started having what people might refer to as an "identity crisis". I heard people start feeling disillusioned and lost if they take too much Ketamine... I started rushing around my apartment just moving random things around. I remember feeling like I had to be doing something, I couldn't just lie down and relax, which for me is very unusual with K (its my fav drug aside from pot).
Suddenly, I started thinking about the OP I had ingested earlier, and I began feeling very dry mouthed and I'm not 100% on this, but I think I was getting short on breath. This is when I got scared. I thought about calling 911 and that just freaked me out even more... I decided the best thing to do would be to just lie on the couch. So I did just that, and with some thinking and self internalizing, I was able to reverse the negativity I was feeling into positive energy.
That's My Story
lol...yea but I was just wondering what anyone might think. Was I close to something quite horrible that day, or do you think it was just lack of sleep and the substances messing with my head?
