n3o- thank you. little things are all I have.
pastel- everything attached to my life for some 15yrs. everything I worked for, had accomplished, and had dreams of doing. everything attached to memories that are failing fast; pictures and personal tokens, places and sounds. things that where given to me by lovers and friends now dead & gone. I lost my health; to chance, to life, to drugs, to being reckless & stubborn.
for all the things I lost; now I see sunrises, rainstorms, green trees, mountains, and the occasional stray cat who stops by. the wet street outside my window is music enough, and it'll always take me somewhere else when I need it.
the pictures I take now with the one luxury item left to me, are more for others who can't see the things I do. call it my one constructive contribution.