kanyeknievel
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Soo I have a quick question. I've been on Kpin about 1mg as of a year ago and i went down to .5 mg and ive been on that does and switched to valium and back to kpin but ive been at the equivelncy of that does for atleast haf a year or so now.
But the past few months I'd say I was buying xanax from a friend and taking them in large amounts at times then smoking weed. cause thats the only time i smoked. then the last 2 months or 3 i took like 2 bars or more at night and smoked.. or not even and slept. then i realized that this would be habit forming and probably be really bad if i kept it up and i decided to stop and not buy them anymore and stop doing this.. and since school/college is starting and i dont wanna be smoking now anyways, it would be a good time to do that.. plus i dont wanna be used to that dose of xanax and not be on it.
Anyways, last night was the night I didnt take any, but i took PM tylenol pills and stuff and i was anxious for school and always when there is something anxious provoking the next day, i always have trouble sleeping and thats what happened last night.. but im thinking the xanax played a part in that too. I realized i ahd to get up earlier and i couldnt fall asleep and as the time kept going and i couldnt sleep and i kept thinking i had less and less time to sleep that made me more anxious.. i eventually slept, but i only slept for maybe like 2 hours or less at a time and im tired as shit right now.
Im guessing that i was getting used to that does of xanax and that it was a very good time for me to stop getting the xanax before i got TOO used to taking them and i had to stay on a dose liek that or i would go into bad withdrawal right? Im going ot just stick with my kpins now.. i get 90 .5s a month.. i only take 30 if that.. i might need to take 1 a day with the 5mg a valium due to the xanax that i've had, and weed myself back down to my normal dose of kpin.. but i think cause of my xanax and smoking that this happened , but i think if i kept doing this i would havent devloped a need and phsyical addiction to them.
So do you guys think i picked the right time to stop, or the perfect time? I know i should have stopped earlier.. i was planning to but i am now. Im sure that im feeling some insomnia effects from not taking that at night now, but ill have my klonopin to so i dont withdrawal or anything.. i dont get a refill until 2 weeks or so, so i can only take my 5mg of valium plus .5 mg of klonopin each day.. which is fine for me.. kind of sucks i put myself in here. but im happy that i didnt keep going with this and i realized that If I kept going this could have gotten SO much worse and I could be going through HELL if i kept it going.
So i guess my question was that because i didnt have the xanax for the first time i didnt sleep well and that i prob wont sleep that great for a few days or so, but ill be fine with my kpin and valium. just dont get anymore xanax correct?
Thanks :D
EDIT: oh and this last month I realised that I was making a habit of it and taking like a bar or so each night and i wanted to get rid of it quicker so i didnt make a habit of it so I took a few bars at a time to get rid of them fast too
But the past few months I'd say I was buying xanax from a friend and taking them in large amounts at times then smoking weed. cause thats the only time i smoked. then the last 2 months or 3 i took like 2 bars or more at night and smoked.. or not even and slept. then i realized that this would be habit forming and probably be really bad if i kept it up and i decided to stop and not buy them anymore and stop doing this.. and since school/college is starting and i dont wanna be smoking now anyways, it would be a good time to do that.. plus i dont wanna be used to that dose of xanax and not be on it.
Anyways, last night was the night I didnt take any, but i took PM tylenol pills and stuff and i was anxious for school and always when there is something anxious provoking the next day, i always have trouble sleeping and thats what happened last night.. but im thinking the xanax played a part in that too. I realized i ahd to get up earlier and i couldnt fall asleep and as the time kept going and i couldnt sleep and i kept thinking i had less and less time to sleep that made me more anxious.. i eventually slept, but i only slept for maybe like 2 hours or less at a time and im tired as shit right now.
Im guessing that i was getting used to that does of xanax and that it was a very good time for me to stop getting the xanax before i got TOO used to taking them and i had to stay on a dose liek that or i would go into bad withdrawal right? Im going ot just stick with my kpins now.. i get 90 .5s a month.. i only take 30 if that.. i might need to take 1 a day with the 5mg a valium due to the xanax that i've had, and weed myself back down to my normal dose of kpin.. but i think cause of my xanax and smoking that this happened , but i think if i kept doing this i would havent devloped a need and phsyical addiction to them.
So do you guys think i picked the right time to stop, or the perfect time? I know i should have stopped earlier.. i was planning to but i am now. Im sure that im feeling some insomnia effects from not taking that at night now, but ill have my klonopin to so i dont withdrawal or anything.. i dont get a refill until 2 weeks or so, so i can only take my 5mg of valium plus .5 mg of klonopin each day.. which is fine for me.. kind of sucks i put myself in here. but im happy that i didnt keep going with this and i realized that If I kept going this could have gotten SO much worse and I could be going through HELL if i kept it going.
So i guess my question was that because i didnt have the xanax for the first time i didnt sleep well and that i prob wont sleep that great for a few days or so, but ill be fine with my kpin and valium. just dont get anymore xanax correct?
Thanks :D
EDIT: oh and this last month I realised that I was making a habit of it and taking like a bar or so each night and i wanted to get rid of it quicker so i didnt make a habit of it so I took a few bars at a time to get rid of them fast too