GoldenLovely
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I posted in this forum a few months ago when I was going through withdrawal from poppy pods. If you remember I was in agony. Though I tried to go cold turkey, I was just terrified the WDS. When I was going through them before I had some tramadol and it helped greatly. It pretty much made the WDs go away. When I was out of tram, the WDs came right back. I really didn't want to go back to poppies, I was taking such a large amount by the end and it was so expensive, not to mention the other issues with it.
I found a way to get Tram and its been helping me. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to keep off the pods completely, but I take them alot less now then before, once or twice a week at most instead of twice a day. At my worst, I was on 3.5 half pods a month. Now I've had the same 3.5 lbs supply for over two months and I've used maybe half.
Before, the only side effects I had from tram were constipation, which was the same as pods and I guess most other opiates. Also I didn't have much appetite, but I didn't see that as a bad thing. I was afraid of gaining wait and this helped me keep the weight off, so I was also using it as an appetite suppressant.
But today, it finally caught up with me. I was some place, some place public, feeling fine, when all of a sudden, I felt the sensation of people pulling on me. Next thing I knew there were all these people around me and one of them was asking me if I was OK now. NOW? I didn't know I wasn't ok. He told me I passed out, but I was so disoriented I barely understood him. I couldn't drive home, so I had to ask my father to pick me up and my brother drove my car home. In addition to passing out, I found I couldn't urinate for several hours. Tram seems to make it harder to go, but I can usually always go eventually. So this scared me, but after a few hours I was able to pass water again. Anyway, now I'm nauseous, I have a headache and my back is killing me. Not sure if its from the fall or from people dragging me up from the floor.
I think this may have been seiuzure, but that's never happened before ever. One of the people who helped me asked my dad if I had epilespy. I don't, I knew what it was from, but I couldn't say anything of course. Let's put it this way, the people that were around me were "official" types, if you catch my drift.
Anyway, not sure what to do now. I was developing a tolerance, and was taking more and more. I was probably being reckless, thinking well if nothing's happened yet, it wont happen. I realize that's very stupid and arrogant, but when you're dependent on something, you make up excuses.. But now I'm scared. Tram was helping me maintain and now I'm frightened to take them again. Has this happened to anyone else? Any Advice?
I found a way to get Tram and its been helping me. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to keep off the pods completely, but I take them alot less now then before, once or twice a week at most instead of twice a day. At my worst, I was on 3.5 half pods a month. Now I've had the same 3.5 lbs supply for over two months and I've used maybe half.
Before, the only side effects I had from tram were constipation, which was the same as pods and I guess most other opiates. Also I didn't have much appetite, but I didn't see that as a bad thing. I was afraid of gaining wait and this helped me keep the weight off, so I was also using it as an appetite suppressant.
But today, it finally caught up with me. I was some place, some place public, feeling fine, when all of a sudden, I felt the sensation of people pulling on me. Next thing I knew there were all these people around me and one of them was asking me if I was OK now. NOW? I didn't know I wasn't ok. He told me I passed out, but I was so disoriented I barely understood him. I couldn't drive home, so I had to ask my father to pick me up and my brother drove my car home. In addition to passing out, I found I couldn't urinate for several hours. Tram seems to make it harder to go, but I can usually always go eventually. So this scared me, but after a few hours I was able to pass water again. Anyway, now I'm nauseous, I have a headache and my back is killing me. Not sure if its from the fall or from people dragging me up from the floor.
I think this may have been seiuzure, but that's never happened before ever. One of the people who helped me asked my dad if I had epilespy. I don't, I knew what it was from, but I couldn't say anything of course. Let's put it this way, the people that were around me were "official" types, if you catch my drift.
Anyway, not sure what to do now. I was developing a tolerance, and was taking more and more. I was probably being reckless, thinking well if nothing's happened yet, it wont happen. I realize that's very stupid and arrogant, but when you're dependent on something, you make up excuses.. But now I'm scared. Tram was helping me maintain and now I'm frightened to take them again. Has this happened to anyone else? Any Advice?
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