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Ah, but summer here kicks royal ass. :)

And when I was in FL last fall I couldn't wait to get home to winter, it didn't feel right, I need my four seasons.

Winter has it's fun too, it's cozy to hang by a fire and you can't snowboard without snow. :)
 
I hate snow, I lived back east for about a year, and can say for certain temperatures in the 30s or below are without merit. I just scurried from building to building to escape the biting cold (maybe my clothing wasn't quite up to par for that weather though...). I mean, if it's like 100 out I can sit in the shade with a cool drink, nothin' fun to do outside in the cold and wind.

Of course, I still wanna move back there, and there's nothing quite as beautiful as that first day of warmish weather in the spring.
 
Hmm, I got the job. Making 10 bucks an hour as well, which is pretty sweet. I'm not sure I have to take a drug test actually. On the application, and I believe from my brothers experience - who used to work there - they usually drug test. Also, being in the meat department where there are potentially dangerous equipment, it wouldn't be too surprising that they would. However, in the interview, they mentioned nothing about a drug test, even after they offered me a position. Granted I still need to complete all the book keeping work, but if they didn't bring it up in the interview or after they gave me the job, I'd be surprised if they wouldn't mention and still plan testing me. They do really need another employee in the department, so they could be rushing through the usual processes - I'm fine with this :P.

I'm not working full time though. Part-time wasn't what I was looking for, but receiving 10 bucks an hour makes up the lack of hours. If I was working around 35-40 hours making say 8 bucks an hour, that would be pretty much the same as working 28-32 hours. So with hopefully working around that range of hours, I should be making around the amount of money I was at least hoping to make, but with some extra free time. I've worked full time many multiple times before, but man, with low-end non-career jobs like food, retail, etc., I always start to get driven a little bit crazy. I hate working so much doing the same ol` thing over and over again for an extend period of time, especially without breaks (I'm sure my AD(H)D doesn't help at all).


Note* amphetamine induced story telling, read if you interested in my experience with colitis/gastrointestinal issues.

I also know about some digestive issues. I had indeterminate colitis in April. My colon was so inflamed that there was a complete block, with stool from the blockage all the way up into my small intestine. By god that experience was nuts. I started to noticed some unusual feelings with in my intestinal tract, distinctly below the stomach, - some sort of creeping bulk, with a determinable location, causing a feeling of occasional sharp yet relatively (note relatively) light pain as it moved through the GI track. I was watching TV, smoking weed I just picked up, and was in just a bit of discomfort. This was around 5:00pm. My roommate at the time came home with a Jimmy Johns sub that he bought for me (complete surprise), and stupidly I ate part of it, probably because I was pretty blazed. I stopped eating it because the pain start to get more noticeable - 6:00pm or so. As the night went on I started to experience a greater increase in pain, and the pain was continuing moving through the GI track. I started to get restless, sitting in my chair, lying in my bed, and walking around the apartment. I was thinking it was just some sort of impacted stool that would eventually pass in the next few hours once it moves all the way through my system, well I was wrong.

Around 11:00pm, the pain became isolated a little below my belly button - not to the left or right, but essentially center of my body. At this point, the pain started becoming the most excruciating pain I've ever experience in my life - above breaking two bones in my wrist, or anything related to my blood clots. I continued to smoke weed for the pain, but had such a hard time doing so. I essentially was rolling around in my bed, only getting up to try and use the restroom. Eventually after midnight I started throwing up, even though nothing would really come out, just some white mucus looking liquid. Weed wasn't helping with pain, nausea, or giving any sort of GI relief (supposedly cannabinoids are good for GI track issues). I was essentially rolling around in pain, grunting, screaming (loud enough for my downstairs neighbor to hear me), and trying to take a shit. I felt like a hot rail road spike was being impaled into that isolated spot every time there was a contraction, which happened every 5-10 minutes (closer to 5). I also experience a lighter pain that was a pressure or duller pain, which was sustained.

Well, around 4 am I called my father, who is the insurance holder and would be paying for my medical bills (still in college), and told him what I was experiencing. I wanted to make sure it was appropriate for me to go to the hospital, and if there was anything he suggested I'd do since he has had constipation issues in the past. I tried his suggestion of seeing if I could removed some stool from the rectum, but there was nothing at all in there. So, I smoked one last bowl, took a shower, and woke up my roommate around 4:30 am to get him to take me to the hospital. I had to deal with an addition 30-45 minutes of extreme pain in the hospital while filling out initial paper work, waiting for an available nurse and doctor, and a few initial examination procedures. Finally got 5mg of morphine IV, which did hardly anything but stop me from screaming/grunting. After a CT they finally got an idea of what was going on, confirming the intensity of the issue as well as pain. They noticed large inflammation, but were having trouble isolating the location of the problem/cause due to the extent of the stool with in my GI tract. After that I managed to get 1mg of hydromorphone IV, which I got up to 2mg of hydromorphone every 2-3 hours to relieve the pain down to a tolerable level.

Long and short of it, they ran me through another CT - getting a better idea of what was the problem -, did blood tests, and preformed a minimal invasive surgery to see if a blood clot was a potential cause - injecting dye through an artery around the colon allowing for radiologist to examine the veins for a clot. After almost a week in the hospital the inflammation was gone from anti-biotics, and I managed to have bowel movements. The determination of what caused the colitis wasn't found with in the hopsital. I went back for a colonoscopy a month later, and I came back with a healthy colon. So as a result they concluded indeterminate colitis.

Opioid induced constipation and resulting GI issues after use, were exacerbated from previously seen. Not sure if these has something to do with the colitis, or potential unknown causation. I experienced some discomfort 2-3 times after the hospital, but only lasting a short period, under a day.

Recently I had some liver enzyme elevation (ALT), with no other liver abnormalities, so I had another set of tests done a few weeks afterwards. This initial test kinda got me wondering if there was a connection to the colitis and to potential liver problems. However, no more liver issues were seen, but the tests noticed a Fe storage issue, with excessive Fe being stored. So I'm becoming more interested in the possibility of a connection between this problem and the colitis, which doesn't seem like it would be to farfetched. I'll be going to my old hematologist that I used for my blood clot, to figure out what the potential problem is and if there is a connection. Having genetic clotting factors, with Fe storage issues, and the colitis seems like there could be a larger issue. A little scary, but I rather figure out what is wrong with me while I'm experiencing isolated incidents, with recovery to a state of minimal issues. If I can catch a major health issue before it turns into something that can effect my life-style and health in the future, I'll be happy in the long run.
 
Luckily I live in florida, so the worst I could get is somehow wondering into a limestone quarry or into some preserved swamp lands.

That really blows that you had to go through so much while on your ayahuasca TheAppleCore, you seemed so happy about making it.. I could only imagine what happened to you..

same for peppersocks, glad I live in FL :p
 
cloudy said:
Glad I don't have such a problem, hating going to get medical help as I do given my poorness. My recurring bouts of colitis usually just lead to discomfort/pain and bleeding though, nothing impacted. Downside is though due to pain I've been unable to enjoy my usual long and leisurely walks, but hopefully the worst will pass soon.

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Luckily I live in florida, so the worst I could get is somehow wondering into a limestone quarry or into some preserved swamp lands.

That really blows that you had to go through so much while on your ayahuasca TheAppleCore, you seemed so happy about making it.. I could only imagine what happened to you..

same for peppersocks, glad I live in FL

Florida is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too humid, and too many bugs as well. Not high on my list of places to live. (my list of places to live include: Washington, DC; San Diego, CA; Los Angeles, CA; Asheville, NC)
 
I fell through the ice a few years ago in a marsh in springtime up here while on a leisurely shroom stroll through the woods. Who would have thought that the ice you could ski-doo on in the winter would soften up as the weather warmed up?

Anyways I went through, 32F, 0C water all the way up to my armpits (elbows managed to grab the ice), I manage to pull my stinging cold body up, carefully get to shore and run home as fast as I can (about 2 miles). My jeans were crusting on the way. When I got home I stripped down and got in the tub. Talk about panic. As soon as I fell in (which is feeling fine to deathly cold before you even realize what happened) my mind went into panic mode, I pulled myself out and screamed at the absolute top of my lungs HELP!!!! HELP!!!! to absolutely no one within reasonable distance. Not like they could do anything if they were there anyway, they likely would have fallen in trying to get to me.

I learned quite the respect for springtime ice, having stuff like that happen while on psychedelics is rough.

Damn. Lucky you got out of that water quick enough! Ergh, fearing for your life on psychedelics, nothing quite like it.
 
I hate snow, I lived back east for about a year, and can say for certain temperatures in the 30s or below are without merit. I just scurried from building to building to escape the biting cold (maybe my clothing wasn't quite up to par for that weather though...). I mean, if it's like 100 out I can sit in the shade with a cool drink, nothin' fun to do outside in the cold and wind.

Of course, I still wanna move back there, and there's nothing quite as beautiful as that first day of warmish weather in the spring.

Man I can not stand the heat all. Being on drugs that prevent the body from properly controlling body temperature, as well as increase the rate of sweating, doesn't help either (amphetamines and ropinirole). Its been fucking in the 100s every fucking day, and I stand it. I'd like to get out-side, and usually spend a decent amount out-side, even if I am just sitting.

I wish I was back to somewhere cold. App mountains were absolutely wonderful for me for most of the year. Chill temperatures in the fall that would make one spluge. Then winters that had a bite, but with the right clothes were wonderful. Not to mention the snow fall the past few years were something I've been dreaming of my whole life. We'd see snow on the ground everyday during the winter at least some where even if it didn't recently snow. However, we'd get periods were we'd see snow fall almost everyday, even if it was just a flurry. I loved walking to class with snow falling all around you. Picked me up.

Eventually I'd like to move somewhere for an extend period where there is cool summers, and cold winters fill with snow. Hoping maybe in a few years head to CO or somewhere in the Rockies to settle for a while. We'll see though.
 
Seems like we're quite the opposite then, I'd rather live in friggin' Vegas and put up with the summers there than live somewhere with lots of snowfall and coldness (though it does snow there and get fairly cold sometimes). I love the rain though, so maybe I wouldn't mind living in the Pacific Northwest, perhaps that's a happy medium we can all agree upon!
 
That really blows that you had to go through so much while on your ayahuasca TheAppleCore, you seemed so happy about making it..

It definitely blew at the time, but I feel pretty good having escaped that experience pretty much unscathed. I also had some interesting insights before I started becoming truly afraid. I'll conquer ayahuasca yet... :)

Seems like we're quite the opposite then, I'd rather live in friggin' Vegas and put up with the summers there than live somewhere with lots of snowfall and coldness (though it does snow there and get fairly cold sometimes). I love the rain though, so maybe I wouldn't mind living in the Pacific Northwest, perhaps that's a happy medium we can all agree upon!

You have excellent taste in weather, my friend. I totally agree.
 
Glad I don't have such a problem, hating going to get medical help as I do given my poorness. My recurring bouts of colitis usually just lead to discomfort/pain and bleeding though, nothing impacted. Downside is though due to pain I've been unable to enjoy my usual long and leisurely walks, but hopefully the worst will pass soon.

I'm not one for getting medical help due to my anxiety from medical situations or establishments, as well as vasovagal syncope (seen with medical procedures, but I've almost passed out many times from hearing about others medical procedures). Probably why I waited as long as I did to go to the hospital. I mean 12 hours of pain before going to the hospital, particularly when most of it was the worst pain I've ever experienced was pretty silly. Should have gone after experiencing an hour of the pain being isolated on my lower colon with such ferocity. Though I do understand the problem with not having medical insurance, or not having money to pay for medical bills even with insurance. Part of the reason I moved home. With my problems I can't afford to get sick again and be with out health insurance.

I never had any bleeding involved with my problems. Hope you are ok man. Sounds like it could be a bigger problem than you know, if it continues I'd consider finding a way to get some sort of medical help. GI pain can be correlated with many problems ranging in severity. Lets hope its nothing serious, but I wouldn't continue to put this problem off it is effecting your life-style and reoccurring. Best of luck with you.
 
Seems like we're quite the opposite then, I'd rather live in friggin' Vegas and put up with the summers there than live somewhere with lots of snowfall and coldness (though it does snow there and get fairly cold sometimes). I love the rain though, so maybe I wouldn't mind living in the Pacific Northwest, perhaps that's a happy medium we can all agree upon!

I honestly find myself wanting to get outside/getting outside more if there is snow in the air or ground. Not sure what it is, but I'll crave being out in a winter wonderland.

Hehe, I've had some fun with ketamine and snow. Being a dissociated state walking through the snow is a very enjoyable experience.
 
Doc said I need some tests, but there's no way I could afford them without insurance, and so long as I am without income insurance is impossible so whatevs. Not like I plan on living long enough for it to be a problem anyway, if things continue as they are now. Plus the worst bouts of it usually take place after use of certain drugs for varying amounts of time, so I may have to severely limit the things I use to prevent these issues in the future.


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Hehe, I've had some fun with ketamine and snow. Being a dissociated state walking through the snow is a very enjoyable experience.

Well, I have to agree that dissociatives and opiates are best appreciated in the colder months of the year.
 
Personally, I'd pick somewhere friendlier and safer to use it. I dunno, if you don't wanna be trapped indoors, perhaps somewhere/when with friendlier foliage and milder weather.

I agree, unless I have someone there trip sitting me. I love exploring on psychedelics, but I usually stick to areas I have been to before. I may not have explored everywhere where I may end up traveling, but I like to have some understanding of land, with and idea of how to get back to a comfortable house or campsite. This usually means me not traveling to far from the house/apartment. I have had some hilarious experiences with a group of individuals on acid in the middle of the night. Ended up getting slightly lost, so started trying to find the way out. Naturally we all ended up splitting up into little groups or couples and traversed through a handful of obstacles. I remember hearing random yells and groans in the distance (short and long, or well I dunno I was tripping balls), and it seriously was one of the most hilarious experiences I've had on a psychedelic. I would laugh my ass off when I'd hear someone scream due to whatever reason, with usually their own laugh accompanying it or a nice loud exploitative afterwards. I'd end up in the a similar situation right afterwards, so it was all good and fun, especially since my group of friends are pretty out doorsy (less concern for someone hurting themselves).
 
Personally, I'd pick somewhere friendlier and safer to use it. I dunno, if you don't wanna be trapped indoors, perhaps somewhere/when with friendlier foliage and milder weather.

Yeah, that's the plan for next time. Although I would've been fine if I hadn't started aimlessly wandering off-site during the peak... :P

I agree, unless I have someone there trip sitting me. I love exploring on psychedelics, but I usually stick to areas I have been to before. I may not have explored everywhere where I may end up traveling, but I like to have some understanding of land, with and idea of how to get back to a comfortable house or campsite. This usually means me not traveling to far from the house/apartment. I have had some hilarious experiences with a group of individuals on acid in the middle of the night. Ended up getting slightly lost, so started trying to find the way out. Naturally we all ended up splitting up into little groups or couples and traversed through a handful of obstacles. I remember hearing random yells and groans in the distance (short and long, or well I dunno I was tripping balls), and it seriously was one of the most hilarious experiences I've had on a psychedelic. I would laugh my ass off when I'd hear someone scream due to whatever reason, with usually their own laugh accompanying it or a nice loud exploitative afterwards. I'd end up in the a similar situation right afterwards, so it was all good and fun, especially since my group of friends are pretty out doorsy (less concern for someone hurting themselves).

Ah, I need to get some outdoorsy friends too. That sounds like a lot more fun.

BTW, Cloudy, that experience with colitis sounds absolutely terrible. D: I really hate hospitals too, and I really hope that I don't have any reason to pay one a visit for a good loooooong time.
 
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We need some nujabes up in here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4w21HcML2M&feature=related

Also, it's like 15 degrees warmer in here than outside, what's up with that?

Also also, wish I could take some 4-meo-pcp or something and have a lovely night that stretches out to infinity, but I really don't wanna risk my innards on anything but some booze (which seems to help, to an extent).

Also also also, found some of the same meds the doc prescribed me back in january in a drawer (RXed to someone else a year ago...) decided to start self medicating with what's left of it. I find it amusing that we have a locked cabinet full of OTC meds and all the RX only stuff is just haphazardly left lying around in various drawers and cabinets.
 
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I'm in a really good mood today for some reason. Whenever I am I seem to always find myself coming to PD social to say hey :)

I'm thinking of either day tripping on some 2C-E today, or maybe even taking some at a reggae festival which is tomorrow and Saturday. Are we allowed to discuss methods for taking drugs past festival security here or not? Because getting arrested here with drugs is guaranteed prison, and I want to know if my storage methods should suffice. Planning to probably take a couple of doses of 2C-E, maybe some 4-AcO-DMT, and a single joint.

Also what are your opinions on tripping at a reggae festival? I don't think I've ever listened to much reggae tripping, but I think it'd be great :) (It's actually a rock+reggae festival but I think it's mostly reggae anyway)

Edit: I just checked and the festival starts at 4:20PM on both days. Appropriate.
 
man just found this artist by browsing the web and floating through soundcloud.

http://soundcloud.com/megaclown/megaclown-falling-sky
It starts with a hint of dubstep bass wobbles, flowing into a Kashiwa Daisuke sounding accent (modern classical with glitch), which breaks into a dub-step DnB feel, and some Russian female vocals thrown in for good measure.

http://soundcloud.com/megaclown/megaclown-glitchephobia
Some IDM glitch by the same artist.

http://soundcloud.com/megaclown/megaclown-long-way-home
Acoustic jam, heavily string (guitar, orchestral strings), with some dubstep

Really you can just browse his tracks (he has a bunch up), and find a lot of cool stuff. All extremely well done. He does a lot of Dubstep, some DnB, Drill and Bass, IDM, etc. Some tracks have a modern-classical feel (which I love), and others have more a purer electronic sound. Beautiful stuff.
 
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