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permanent trip???

Yeah..I work myself up sometimes over it,
I need not try and help them, and instead let them bathe in their ignorance.

They'll pay for it in the end.

i completely agree with you. i am always telling people that rolls dont have any of the good stuff in it any more, they dont care- whatever fucks them up is real enough. they then proceed to gobble up rolls that weigh 700mg and look like they were purchased over a legal high site.

too much greed is floating around.
 
im from the deep south too devourer.. and i run across real L and fire molly pretty regularly.

sure there are assholes in clubs selling m1(or worse) as molly, but fuck those ppl, to put it mildly.

and as far as kids selling RCs on blotter..those kids hang out at different places than my group of friends.

maybe youre just not looking in the right places? wish i could point ya in the right direction at least..

Haha, well I live in Florida, can't quite call it the deep south, it's more of a joke really.
We do have LSD, though the quality/dose of it varies significantly, and it's hard to find sometimes among the throngs of DOx soaked blotter.
at least no one is selling 5-meo-amt as acid (that i've seen) as that could be extremely bad.

I wish I could still get m1, all the molly dealers used to sell the m1 but now it's all random.. butylone or ethalone IF You're lucky.
A lot of them actually think it's molly.. it's rather funny.. It's strange/funny they didn't notice how it changed after M1 was banned.
I know of a few of them that drive to tampa or miami just to buy what they believe is actual Molly, when everytime it comes under my nose/eyesight I can clearly tell it's not.

I look in the right places, for the most part, I'm sort of on the top of the list around here if you know what I mean.
Only problem is, I'm too ethical :P (if you could even consider that a problem)



and Ozchems,
I know right? They don't quite understand that MDMA and all the other MDxx are/were RC's at the time.
They also don't understand that the beans they do on the weekly are FULL of RCs, even perhaps more dangerous and unresearched than the 2c's (all these new pipes they keep coming out with)
Of course then again these are also people that think there's coke and heroin in them..

And on top of it, RC's for the most part are generally high grade lab quality, where as (if it's even real and not an RC substitute) MDMA could have been made in someone's makeshift meth lab, and thus less professional.
 
I can't believe there are people who believe MDMA is H and coke. I am fortunate to have a reliable source for powder Molly, I have never taken an E pill since.
I love pyschadelics but havnt really herd to many life changing experiences, and I'm not really sure how spiritual it can really be. I'm a try everything once type person but I still havnt brought my self to drink couph syrup. All though promenthazine w/codeine is syrup I actually had a fun time on it.
If I had to do a Dissociative it would be K or even Nitrous (which I actually really like haha) over DXM, I do realize not every one has access to all these chemicals. But take good care of your self if you must do DXM.
 
For about 8/12 months in 2011, I suffered a severe addiction to DXM. I started like most do with just drinking the robo, then after (ehh ill estimate 60 bottles or so) for some reason I could just NOT stomach the taste anymore, if I tried to drink any more syrup at this point I would just puke it up almost instantly.
But, I was not going to be beaten that easily, and so I switched to swallowing Mucinex DM Max strength (60 mg dxm per chunky white pill) and coricidin cough&colds. I did not have the time nor patience to get crystalline dextromethorphan, and I worked at a grocery store where I could stock these products so it was VERY easy to always get ahold of enough. (Yes, I realize how dumb I was but at the time I did not care about what harmful things I was putting into my body so long as I got some dex)

Things eventually got very bad, I was using roughly 1,000-1,200 mgs of dxm per day. I would wake up and couldn't get myself to shower or eat or anything until I got my dex down my throat. I ended up overdosing (not the fatal limit of 2,500 mgs [even though that's a rough estimated amount] of course, but two entire packs of mucinex dm max strength. 60x14 = 840 mgs x2 = 1,680. When it all hit me I was so far gone that I could barely talk, barely walk, didn't have any opinion or ability to form intelligent thought about anything. The friends I was with at the time got very scared, and dropped me off at one of my other friends houses. Somehow I answered a call from my mother and all I could do was slurr and make absolutely zero sense. Somehow she got out of me where I was and hurried over. Once she arrived and saw what kind of state I was in it was all she could do to not cry, she then drove me as fast as she could to the nearest hospital, where they had to put me in a wheelchair and attempt to evaluate me and make sure I wasn't suicidal. I have no idea what kind of answers I provided them with, but I didn't ave to stay the 72 hours for suicide watch so that was good, for the next 8 hours they just had me monitored on a hospital bed, being incredibly stupid high and watching disney channel while attempting to make apologies to my mother and grandmother and sister. During this time my heartbeat was VERY irregular and at points would skyrocket into the high 200s and then drop down low to sub 100 and back again.

My addiction to DXM was so strong that even after this experience I continued to use for the rest of the summer.

Today, I will absolutely not go near any kind of DXM product. I'm convinced I have a pretty much permanent strong tolerance (because after not doing any DXM for 3 months and then doing 1,100 mgs I didn't even hit the desired trip, and had a pretty normal experience.)

The effect DXM would have on me if I were to use it now is SO much different from the effect that new users and users that space it out experience. I would not wish what I experience on even my enemies.

tl;dr DXM can be a very fun and prolific drug during early use, but if you let it get out of hand it quickly becomes something to fear.
 
The best thig about this forum is that it always totally reassures me that I dont have a drug problem, I never took any drugs at all until I was 21 apart from a few beers, then i smoked a bit of weed until somewhere in my mid to late 20's I tried LSD, Around that time I also tried MDMA, I have enjoyed both of these substances rarely and always in high doses on and off for the last 20 years now.

I came to mushrooms later in life, had my first real mushroom trip when I was 43, Have been experimenting with them now for 2 years, I still like a good acid trip 2 or 3 times a year and I have not drunk any alcohol for 25 years and only smoke weed for a weekend once every 2 to 3 months, and I consider myself a long term user of psychedelics., I've had NN-DMT twice. (Best drug in the unierse IMO).

I have been on prescription pain killers (codeine) for a back injury for the last 3 years and have never really let it get out of control, I keep my doses low and use the drug for the purpose it is intended 95% of the time, whenever I do up the dose I end up feeling disgusted with myself and I snap out of it within a day or 2 and remember to act like a fucking grown up.

So every time I start to feel a bit worried about my drug taking I come to bluelight and read a few posts like the the one above and say thank fuck I didn't have a life that was so fucked up and out of control that I took drugs like a dumb ass since I was 14, I was never put on any meds as a kid, never felt the need to rush out and down 10 bottles of cough syrup lol, what the fuck is wrong with you people, do you have no brains at all, do you have no self control, are you born stupid or what the fuck is going on lol ?

Thanks for existing though, you people remind me constantly that I have nothing to worry about.
 
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