LoveAlways
Bluelighter
well the most serious thing is that it could be a brain tumor....
I still have partial seizures aswell, like times where I will suddenly totally trip out and feel like i cant see, nothing feels real, I feel kind of out-of-control of my body and like im basically on the brink of collapsing or something. Do you get what I mean?
I am going to be put on some medication I think, but was apprehensive. I'm not a fan of many pharmaceuticals and don't like the thought of being on a synthetic chemical for the rest of my life.
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Does Tegretol feel like it works? Any side effects?
I actually got pretty depressed about the seizures sometimes, being unable to drive, unable to socialise as much and have fun. Hell, it was my 21st birthday in June there and I was in bed by 10pm. I mean....our health will thank us, and you are right, it definitely isn't worth the risk, but sometimes it gets me down, yknow?
If you ever need to talk about it or it gets you down, you know where to find me. It can be pretty distressing. I'm thinking i've permafucked my brain from all the GABA drugs, GBL addiction and extreme alcohol abuse. Oh well.....win some, lose some! I had a good run, i'm sure you did too, brother!