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The Cuddle Puddle vers. Bsiren's first time

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I think I have to share something on here... very relevant to ED.

Last night I went to afoaf's bday party. Really nice guy, but very douchebag. Fauxhawk + V-neck + superficiality kinda' thing. There were about 20 odd people all getting tipsy but not overly drunk. Me? I was fucken crossfaded out of my mind. To the point where I was unable to engage in any form of conversation with these people because the ONLY thing they were capable of talking about was money and women... and sometimes they even had very profound, man-to-man discussions about these things (That was sarcasm).

I don't remember how, but I remember starting to talk about drugs with one of these douchebags (and I say this with all due respect, cuz they're not assholes, they're just d-bags) and he's telling me that, you know, you shouldn't be smoking all the time but like... once a month or something is ok and all I'm thinking is "Once a month??? That's about as often as I do MDMA!!" and then I start talking to him about MDMA and for him it was like I was taking crystal meth. The worst in this is that he's done ecstacy a couple of times before, but he still doesn't get it. How can ANYONE take MDMA and still feel they haven't been lied to about these substances??

I didn't bother trying to explain this to him because he didn't seem very interested in pursuing this conversation much farther, but it sorta' opened my eyes to the reality that MANY people have never experienced ecstacy even though they may have tried it before.

Then there was the case of these other douchebags who wanted a hit of weed and to them it was something so taboo and rebelious... like, something you do when you're feeling bold! ...And I would look at them and think that even though they're "high" just like I am... they're still totally clueless. And I pittied them for this. I pittied them for the sheer fact that they'll never experience drugs for all of its beauty just because they're so narrow-minded.

But then I come to Bluelight and remember that there are humans out there who know better and who share this common interest with me. People who understand and respect these substances for what they can bring to them.

And I would also argue that a lot of y'alls here don't bother judgeing others for their use because you know what these people are living when they're totally high.

...Though I might be wrong. But that's the impression I get.

Ok. I'm done. Thank you.
 
Dude who cares? Why do you "pity" someone that doesn't do drugs? I pity you for saying something like this. They are obviously comfortable enough with themselves that they can just smoke or drink once in a while and be happy about it. Drugs aren't for everyone, and many times people that do drugs are sad individuals. Not everyone does drugs for "fun". I know I did, but when I went to rehab people thought I was crazy because they all did it as a form of escapism. Also, I'm not really sure how you can be a really nice guy, but a d-bag at the same time. :/
 
Yea i do actually, but for 2 days i was totally dumbfounded cause my mixes are .tgif or something and i didnt think soundcloud would take anyfiles that are not mp3 but it says it takes any type i just read so illl upload it today. I figured out so many new things the last week. Somethong i heard once makes sense now "let the tracks mix themselves"
If i line em up right and play intros into middles as lOng as i choose traks with the right waveforms it sounds good. Like live sets at events... Ive just been practicing that for the last 7 days.


@tm138 it could be i stilll dont even know!
 
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