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mephedrone fucked me up! (health wise after 1 use)

i can empathize. i had a similair exp. with lsd. i was a healthy kid about your age 18-19 when after a night of drinking a guy offered me some acid.and more acid, and even more acid. i was up 4 days. suicidal, extreme psyhosis/paranoia. wasnt ever the same after that night.( i often fantasize about drawing and quartering the guy who gave me the lsd).
i've had numerous e.r visits over the years ultimately resulting in bankruptsy. once i was in a laundry mat with g.f.(21-22) and thought i was having a heart attack. she called ambulance whole nine yards. the e.r. doctor said i was simply having a panic attack. yeah right!
i cant tell you how many times ive heard that over the years. . i went through my 20's with a resting heart rate of 118 bpm...........i know what u are going thru.
xanax has been a life saver for me.
 
eternalDamnation said:
i can empathize. i had a similair exp. with lsd. i was a healthy kid about your age 18-19 when after a night of drinking a guy offered me some acid.and more acid, and even more acid. i was up 4 days. suicidal, extreme psyhosis/paranoia. wasnt ever the same after that night.( i often fantasize about drawing and quartering the guy who gave me the lsd).
i've had numerous e.r visits over the years ultimately resulting in bankruptsy. once i was in a laundry mat with g.f.(21-22) and thought i was having a heart attack. she called ambulance whole nine yards. the e.r. doctor said i was simply having a panic attack. yeah right!
i cant tell you how many times ive heard that over the years. . i went through my 20's with a resting heart rate of 118 bpm...........i know what u are going thru.
xanax has been a life saver for me.
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Lucky you, i dont have xanax to help me with anxiety, im allergic to it...
Best of luck to all of you
 
xbloodwhipx said:
Hey, have the symptoms gone away now, are you okay?
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no but i have simply learned to just live with it. as a matter of fact i had to go see a heart specialist today. i get short of breath with the slightest exertion. have had several test run. today was a followup to interpret a two week monitor i wore my pulmanary doctor wanted it done. all looks normal according to the specialist. arteries "clean as a 20 yr old". too bad i feel old as dirt.the lsd definately damaged me they just dont seem to be able to figure out how. it gets frustrating but i try not to dwell on it. i dont smoke, drink, or use caffeine
 
Mindgone, i wish i knew something about the rest, but iv never heard of anything like that happening. :/ theres alot of good advice up there though. Since you said you are trying to treat the depression it caused, i can say that prozac made me alot worse too. I was more suicidal and hallucinated once or twice. Really freaked me out, but my dr switched me to lexapro and xanax and within two weeks i could see a huge difference. I hope you find a good doctor who will listen to you, and atleast try to help by atleast telling you ways to treat the symptoms seperately as many here have done, if they dont all add up to one thing. Please update when able. Good luck
 
this same deal happened to me from taking mdma/mda mixed together. I had the exact same thing. I think those problems are very similar to what people who heavily abuse mdma or mda get. IMO its from serotonin neurotoxicity to the brain.

i also have the head pressure thing
cant think straight
sleep 12 hours and feel tired when getting up

and basically everything else u listed including heart beating weird and bP problems ect.

Its from serotonin neurotoxicity and im here 4 years later having recovered maybe 20% from it. It sucks hardcore and its basically permanet, life ruining thing.
 
I feel for you Mindgone. I am sort of in the same position as you. I am wondering if you have ever found a solution to your problems? DO NOT GIVE UP!
 
same shit happaned to me, i used one time mephedrone, the high was ok, until next day
after that night i was never the same, had heart palpitations, every time i stood up my heart jumped up to 180s, felt dizzy, couldnt breath normaly it felt like i cant get air in lungs, my heart felt wierd and damaged on my hands. i was totally sure i damaged my heart, and my blood pressure droped from normal 120/80 to 100/60. had chest pains, and my left arm burned like hell, dont know why
that was almost one year ago, later a found out that my veins in my legs are on one leg dialetad, so i can see them and other not, this is wierd now, and i have some red spot on my finger etc. list can go on and on still,

today i feel changed still, my blood preassure is still same 100/60, anxiety is little better, heart problems are 80% better, can smoke weed again, but then again not to often, becouse i get scared of my heart. i cant drink alcohol as i used to, get really bad tachicadria in hangover, i used to get this sometimes before meph, but now its worse,
i stoped all drug use,

i found out that exercise is the only thing it helps, the problem is, i cant exercise hard, not even jogging becouse i get to high hr, but it is getting better,
only thing i can do is bycikling, i bought me a super bike, now im learning to make stunts with it lol, but every time i make bunnyhops etc this fast moves, i get bad tachicardia, 188 my hr monitor says :(
the problem by my exercise is that i dont get out of breath, but i get tachycardia and later after exercise i get chest pains


i feel like i wont be good ever again, i have suecidel thoughts still , becouse nothink in my life gives me pleasure anymore, that sucks the most, why would i live this life like this to the end , this are my suecide thoughts.

im currently taking AD tianeptine (coaxil) it helps very little if at all
during the year i ve been to doctors like 100 times, not long time ago i had cardiologist and im still waiting for his opinion,
the main reason why im not sure if its anxiety its becouse of my low blood preassure, anxiety should rise my bp and make my heart pump, but my heart is pumping becouse its tryng to get my pb to normal i guess.
in near future i will visit pulmologist and see if thats ok,

the most think i hate is when people says its all in my head, you are making you this symptoms. best friend is saying im a psicho and just over thinking this stuff. they say stop thinking about it dont worry,
they just cant understand , how im feeling like this, like damaged bodey, like im 70 years old :(



thats all
man you will get better i think youre still young,
i wish you u will recover faster then me

if you have any questions ask

way
 
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@mindgone: that was the most comprehensive list drug side effects I've seen. ***** If your body checks out, it's your panic response directing the cardiac and respiratory symptoms, not the organ damage from a single use of meph. Panic disorder can be treated with meds and behavior therapy. You're in good company here on BL :))
 
I've never heard of that kind of reaction to Meph, I was doing quite alot of the stuff before they banned it in the UK and I suffer from anxiety and depression but didn't find it any more damaging than any other stim in that respect infact it was quite forgiving.

I've done 3 day runs on th stuff 5gs or more I'm not suggesting that is a sensible way to use but apart from nausea on the comedown and the effect of sleep deprivation I was OK.

Maybe you just triggered some underlying issues and have focused this onto the Meph, either way you are where you are you cant untake the stuff.

I would try and stop focusing on the Meph and start focusing on dealing with your depression, can you get CBT I'm due to start next month after trying 5 different ADs which just made me worse, Prozac just made me throw up within an hour or so of taking the first tablet, side effect from others have run to full hallucination, that said some people seem to get on with them.

Best Wishes hope things start turning around for you soon.
 
I dunno but i did a fair bit of mephedrone im talkin like 4 or 5 grams over a period of maybe 6 months about two years ago and am having ongoing mental issues that seemed to slide downhill worse since then.
But the origional issue (panic disorder, depression) was still there three years b4 that, But i wouldnt doubt that this shit was a factor in makin my situation worse:|

end of the day if we play with RC's we are human guinnipigs:\
Im really sorry to hear that you had such an adverse reaction:(<3
hope things willl get better for you.
 
hey man we havent heard back from you in almost a month.... scared you gave into temptation drop us a line and let us know ur alive and if things remain the same or if there have been changes....
 
hey im here my internet just been off. Thanks you guys are so helpful. But, sad to say nothing has changed. Still have all the health problems mentally and physically. Not going to college im going to get my cdl license and drive trucks. That way i can be alone in a truck and not worrying about people talking about me because my head is twitching, black rings around my eyes, or my hard breathing etc. Shit list goes on. I guess my life was meant to be like this. Sad i know but i dont wanna keep typing tears starting to fall cheers.
 
hell medicaid cut off my health insurance after19years of having it (my whole life). Which i never really been to the dr or dentist other than an annual checkup or biyearly teeth cleaning. Now when i need it they cut me off. So i cant go to the dr. Even before my damn dr. Wouldnt prescribe me xanax or anything sayin im to young its addictive. After i kept tellin her i only want it if i went out on a date or something or am around some people. But now i cant see a dr. Or psychiatrist or get any medicine prescribed. I only brush my teeth probably once a week, hell idc i never go anywhere anyway. To ashamed especially when you have the reputation i HAD around here. Been a long year. I call it the year of 2011 i aint far from being in heaven. And if i make it to 2012 ill be suprised as hell.
 
gained 60lbs. Guess its from me not makin bowel movements like i used to maybe once every 2-3 days. Which i used to every day sometimess twice a day. And when i do its not much just lil pebbles and when i wipe i looks like i have a period and im a guy. Idk im just rambling. Life sucks for me anyway
 
mindgone

I've used meph too and other research chems, I couldn't leave my house all summer (last year) I thought I was going to pass out if I got outside and I also was very afraid and even got panic attacks after smoking a ciggarete. It got a bit better of time but I'm still not 100% , I currently decided to stick with a treatment Cipralex and Medazepam. Will keep you informed of how it works out for me !

And a tip of how i managed to get on with my life . You must be aware that you cannot die , you feel like your going to pass out, die . But it won't happen, you get the sensation of passing out from hyperventilating and not being aware of that.

I also gained weight since but now I'm starting to loose it back again. Mephedrone is a very, very toxic chem. 1 year and few months passed and my card on witch i used to do meph still smells of it.

Just take Calcium with Magnesium , your heart palpitations will go away. Also drink a lot of fruit juice to clean up your body. I had almost every side-effects you wrote there + others.
 
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Noxxxway said:
same shit happaned to me, i used one time mephedrone, the high was ok, until next day
after that night i was never the same, had heart palpitations, every time i stood up my heart jumped up to 180s, felt dizzy, couldnt breath normaly it felt like i cant get air in lungs, my heart felt wierd and damaged on my hands. i was totally sure i damaged my heart, and my blood pressure droped from normal 120/80 to 100/60. had chest pains, and my left arm burned like hell, dont know why
that was almost one year ago, later a found out that my veins in my legs are on one leg dialetad, so i can see them and other not, this is wierd now, and i have some red spot on my finger etc. list can go on and on still,

today i feel changed still, my blood preassure is still same 100/60, anxiety is little better, heart problems are 80% better, can smoke weed again, but then again not to often, becouse i get scared of my heart. i cant drink alcohol as i used to, get really bad tachicadria in hangover, i used to get this sometimes before meph, but now its worse,
i stoped all drug use,

i found out that exercise is the only thing it helps, the problem is, i cant exercise hard, not even jogging becouse i get to high hr, but it is getting better,
only thing i can do is bycikling, i bought me a super bike, now im learning to make stunts with it lol, but every time i make bunnyhops etc this fast moves, i get bad tachicardia, 188 my hr monitor says :(
the problem by my exercise is that i dont get out of breath, but i get tachycardia and later after exercise i get chest pains


i feel like i wont be good ever again, i have suecidel thoughts still , becouse nothink in my life gives me pleasure anymore, that sucks the most, why would i live this life like this to the end , this are my suecide thoughts.

im currently taking AD tianeptine (coaxil) it helps very little if at all
during the year i ve been to doctors like 100 times, not long time ago i had cardiologist and im still waiting for his opinion,
the main reason why im not sure if its anxiety its becouse of my low blood preassure, anxiety should rise my bp and make my heart pump, but my heart is pumping becouse its tryng to get my pb to normal i guess.
in near future i will visit pulmologist and see if thats ok,

the most think i hate is when people says its all in my head, you are making you this symptoms. best friend is saying im a psicho and just over thinking this stuff. they say stop thinking about it dont worry,
they just cant understand , how im feeling like this, like damaged bodey, like im 70 years old :(



thats all
man you will get better i think youre still young,
i wish you u will recover faster then me

if you have any questions ask

way
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Felt that way too, trust me, it's all in your head. The blood pressure droop, the high blood pressure, been there too that will go away . When I was standing up just sitting I was starting to get pale/white . You will feel sick you will feel like the world is going to end , like your going to die but you won't ... as soon as I realized that I fleet way better, still not 100% but much much better. I also used to get numb hands when my anxiety was high. You should stop searching the internet for your "problem" It will make matters worse (like it did for me).
 
darklane said:
Felt that way too, trust me, it's all in your head. The blood pressure droop, the high blood pressure, been there too that will go away . When I was standing up just sitting I was starting to get pale/white . You will feel sick you will feel like the world is going to end , like your going to die but you won't ... as soon as I realized that I fleet way better, still not 100% but much much better. I also used to get numb hands when my anxiety was high. You should stop searching the internet for your "problem" It will make matters worse (like it did for me).
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Typical marginalization of his symptoms from someone has not experienced what he has, your experience doesnt sound like his at all im sure why your trying to compare your experience with
his. What he's experiencing could very well be happening and ive heard quite a few similar reports from people that have used RC's or MDxx substances. Your not helping the guy by telling him its in his head, thats whats he has alrdy likely heard from the vast majority of people hes talked to.
 
Sorry, I thought I was really helping . Because it really helped me when I found out that my body is not ill and it's really my brain tricking it. It also took me a long time to accept that, because same as him I thought nobody had no idea what's going on with me.
 
Heh dude, I dont know shit about the dope you did, but I know a thing or two... I'm not saying that your side effects arent "REAL", but someone posted, (a while back) in this thread that your experience could have "brought an underlying problem out". I dont wana scare you but, what I do know about is, my son.. He wasa "normal","healthy" kid... Physically active, smoked some weed, drank a little, started eatin "X" and acid... somewhere between 17 and 18 he just, well, "crossed over to an alternative plane of existence"..(and I , well, "we" have been dealing withit for 8 years now:(... I, (me), am a,"information junkie".. ie. I am compelled to understand things... and, being that it was my son, I did extencive research, including consulting with doctors and shrinks... Well, it turnsout that, "that age" is when 95% of people,(who, "cross over),"crossover"... Like I said, from your post, and some of the colaberating posts, I acknowledge your physical symptoms... But, from my experience, with my son, it definately sounds like there has been some kind of phsycological something happen... If that is the case, fear not, because it is treatable.. Yah, yuh might havta go through years of tryin different meds,(as did my kid) but stick it out with the doctors.. and, trust me, if you look hard enough, there ARE resources out there for you..(medical and what not).. So, keep faith, focus on what you do have,(or what you did have, if need be)... In time, you will stabilize...
 
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