I'm just curious as to see if this has happened to any1 else, or if any1 can explain what exactly happened to me.
me and a friend obtained 15 25 mg adderall XR's. I crushed the pellets and sniffed my first pill at around noontime on friday.
After 3 am on saturday, I began blowing adderall at least every 2 hrs until around 9 am sunday. I did not sleep at all.
So sunday comes, I blow my last line and wait an hour and smoke bud, like ive been doing. This high is very different, however.
This high kept going up and up until I was in a state of pure peace and dissociation. The problem is, this dissociation never went away with the high.
2 hours after I smoked, I am in a state similar to late 2nd or early 3rd plateau of DXM, minus the euphoria and such.
I felt like I was in a dream. In fact, I honestly did not know if it was a dream or not. I remember asking several times to my friends if this was a dream, and examining their response very carefully to see if it was realistic or not. My vision was so dreamy things were hard to read. sounds and words jumbled together. My memory was also fucked, but for some reason I remembered vividly certain things.
The wierd part was that I sounded fairly normal. For some reason, when I talked to people, "normal" stuff came out. It was as if someone was talking for me, because I couldnt concentrate on a thing during this time. My body was completely numb, i even punched myself in the face to show my friend how numb I was.
Thus far, my mood has been neutral. However, as soon as I thought of the smallest negative thing, I broke down crying.
It is very rare for me to cry over emotional or mood reasons, but after I cried the first time, I broke down crying at least every 10 minutes afterwards. When I found out I was out of cigarettes, I broke down crying. The crying lead to EXTREME anger, which was usually followed by more crying, and this cycle repeated until I went to bed. In many cases, I remember crying for absouletly no reason, just because my body made me do it.
Idk wtf happened. I know it was due to sleep deprivation and adderall, but I don;t understand why it was that strong. I literally was more dissociated than I am on cough syrup. Has this happened to any1 before?
me and a friend obtained 15 25 mg adderall XR's. I crushed the pellets and sniffed my first pill at around noontime on friday.
After 3 am on saturday, I began blowing adderall at least every 2 hrs until around 9 am sunday. I did not sleep at all.
So sunday comes, I blow my last line and wait an hour and smoke bud, like ive been doing. This high is very different, however.
This high kept going up and up until I was in a state of pure peace and dissociation. The problem is, this dissociation never went away with the high.
2 hours after I smoked, I am in a state similar to late 2nd or early 3rd plateau of DXM, minus the euphoria and such.
I felt like I was in a dream. In fact, I honestly did not know if it was a dream or not. I remember asking several times to my friends if this was a dream, and examining their response very carefully to see if it was realistic or not. My vision was so dreamy things were hard to read. sounds and words jumbled together. My memory was also fucked, but for some reason I remembered vividly certain things.
The wierd part was that I sounded fairly normal. For some reason, when I talked to people, "normal" stuff came out. It was as if someone was talking for me, because I couldnt concentrate on a thing during this time. My body was completely numb, i even punched myself in the face to show my friend how numb I was.
Thus far, my mood has been neutral. However, as soon as I thought of the smallest negative thing, I broke down crying.
It is very rare for me to cry over emotional or mood reasons, but after I cried the first time, I broke down crying at least every 10 minutes afterwards. When I found out I was out of cigarettes, I broke down crying. The crying lead to EXTREME anger, which was usually followed by more crying, and this cycle repeated until I went to bed. In many cases, I remember crying for absouletly no reason, just because my body made me do it.
Idk wtf happened. I know it was due to sleep deprivation and adderall, but I don;t understand why it was that strong. I literally was more dissociated than I am on cough syrup. Has this happened to any1 before?
