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How are you, in 1 word? v. 2011.2

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depressed.

my landlord actually gave me an ultimatum today. he thinks im using hard drugs and said either go to rehab or you have 2 weeks to leave.

rehab places wont take me because i have not used anything in 72hours, (maybe a week or two actually) i have just been so depressed past couple days that i seem like im on drugs. (sleeping at weird times, up at weird hours, that sort of thing.)

fuck my life
 
^do you have a lease agreement? If so, your landlord really has no legal grounds to evict you in two weeks for something that s/he is merely suspecting
 
^^ The best kind of love :) <3


Me: reflux :|
I've taken my reflux meds properly for the last few weeks, and have even had more antacids today, yet I've still got horrible heartburn :! Must just be from stress.


HeWhoHowls said:
I like stories.
PM me if you wish.
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I may just do that, thank you :)
 
^^ Are you referring to that documentary he narrates, called "Through The Wormhole", or something to that effect??
 
Asclepius said:
^Me too............by myself ;)<3
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If that was seconded, I suppose I just thirded it! Haha! Self-love has proven to be far superior, man! Besides, when you have sex, you never have to question if the other person loves you! Haha! Not to mention, they do it right!
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Currently feeling: motivated!
Completed a freelance writing résumé, as well as more than half of what is required for above-stated potential employment! If this works out, it looks rather promising as a side gig (in comparison to others). Also, the articles are a bit challenging, and I am seriously digging the challenge! If I fail to score the gig, big fucking whoop! The point is that I am attempting to take my lifelong passion and supposed 'talent' to the next level. After experiencing all that I have, what the hell do I have to be afraid of in regards to this?
 
^most definitely! I'm moving back to Colorado. I'm driving back in a 20 foot Uhaul with my car being towed behind. I booked a flight home for the dude that is helping me with the move.

Time to put back some more pieces of the life I started to fuck up.

Made a lot of progress in these last 9 months!
 
scared i have a PTSD group tomorrow night - I broke down to my parents and we are doing oupatient 6 hour days for a month.

I am very scared, but I desperately need help. Two failed suicides in one week is screaming for help.
 
OverDone said:
^most definitely! I'm moving back to Colorado. I'm driving back in a 20 foot Uhaul with my car being towed behind. I booked a flight home for the dude that is helping me with the move.

Time to put back some more pieces of the life I started to fuck up.

Made a lot of progress in these last 9 months!
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Very exciting to hear that OD!! Good for you man :) <3
 
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