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NMI Social: RIP BignBrown, Ektamine, and all those before them!

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<3Ektamine's family wanted me to convey theis message to everyone here who knew him...

Finding out about Caleb's connection and relationships with the bluelight community helped set their hearts a bit more at ease knowing that he had such a close community of friends who truly cared about him and loved him for who he was... they also encourage anyone who knew him to contact them if you would like to share any insight into his life that he only shared on bluelight...

I would like to add that, having met and talked to and hugged his mother father and brother that they are some of the nicest people I've ever met and do not blame any of us or bluelight in any way... they fully understand the nature of bluelight as well as the nature of addiction and were adamant about stressing their support for harm reduction communities....

Caleb McGeorge (our beloved Ektamine) had just turned 20 years old...

It is assumed that he passed in a peaceful state...

He told his family about his MDPV and Benzo usage and both were in his possesion at the time... although the police thought it was cocaine (as that's what is shows as on a "scott reagent" field test).... I bring this up because it will probably never be known which was ultimately to blame but both are quite dangerous because they're so powerful....

Ektamine was smart... really smart... he knew how powerful they were and still.... I don't want to lose any more of you guys.... this needs to be a huge wake up call as to just how much we take for granted that we think we know about stuff....

We owe it to our fallen but never forgotten brother Ektamine to make the world a better, happier place and to be responsible, logical and educated in wherever we choose to go in life

Well I'm crying again so I'm gonna put up the pictures showing Ektamine the way his family knew and remebers him...

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some one cheer me up....been a rough day. so much to learn and keep posting in the forum. disability and medicaid denied me a 2nd time now we have to appeal and get a lawyer.
and my leg got better now it's worse. ot sucks to not be ale to walk and have to ask your parents for everything-and all they do is yell. i am almost 35 and my life feels like my childhood.
my dealer is avoiding me and i am gonna kick his ass when i raise the price of my bars. i wish i had weed. i am tired of shooting up but i can't stop.

maybe i shouldn't post this here being a new mod.

what do you guys think? you are all the friends i have. irl i am all alone and i am feeling it today. but i love this place and i love that i am a mod. i just need to relax. i feel like i have to know all this stuff by middle of next week. i have put too much pressure on myself. i need to relax.

ok-fuck all that-how is every one else. i am choosing to say -fuck all that negative shit.
let's get silly.
=D
 
Chemically Insane said:
<3Ektamine's family wanted me to convey theis message to everyone here who knew him...

Finding out about Caleb's connection and relationships with the bluelight community helped set their hearts a bit more at ease knowing that he had such a close community of friends who truly cared about him and loved him for who he was... they also encourage anyone who knew him to contact them if you would like to share any insight into his life that he only shared on bluelight...

I would like to add that, having met and talked to and hugged his mother father and brother that they are some of the nicest people I've ever met and do not blame any of us or bluelight in any way... they fully understand the nature of bluelight as well as the nature of addiction and were adamant about stressing their support for harm reduction communities....

Caleb McGeorge (our beloved Ektamine) had just turned 20 years old...

It is assumed that he passed in a peaceful state...

He told his family about his MDPV and Benzo usage and both were in his possesion at the time... although the police thought it was cocaine (as that's what is shows as on a "scott reagent" field test).... I bring this up because it will probably never be known which was ultimately to blame but both are quite dangerous because they're so powerful....

Ektamine was smart... really smart... he knew how powerful they were and still.... I don't want to lose any more of you guys.... this needs to be a huge wake up call as to just how much we take for granted that we think we know about stuff....

We owe it to our fallen but never forgotten brother Ektamine to make the world a better, happier place and to be responsible, logical and educated in wherever we choose to go in life

Well I'm crying again so I'm gonna put up the pictures showing Ektamine the way his family knew and remebers him...

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IMG_20110625_155603.jpg

IMG_20110625_155613.jpg
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it was definitely a wake up call for me and i am sure for many others. 20 yrs old-what a shame. and he was such a hottie.-this from a lesbian. but i am a hot lesbian so i can comment on hot guys.
thanks CI. you ok??
 
Swerlz said:
Miller High Life + Rainbow Kush = Goofled Swerlzzz

=D <3
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hit that shit for me,bro. i am out and jonesing. i am about to take a paint brush to my kief box.it has a screen and sometimes some bud gets stuck in between the screen and wood. and there might even be some kief on the glass that pulls out from underneath. woo-hoo. didn't think about that. and it will only take a hit of the purp but hit that shit for me and ektamine anyway-a big ass hit. i mean i want your ass coughing for me....=D

do it! you know you want to =D

love your guts,bro......................skillz=D
 
Yea skillz it doesnt matter if ur a mod or a noob... this is bluelight... and were here to help =D

I applied for the moderator too but I'm honestly glad that you were chosen... I think your going to be a much better NMI mod than myself... I like talking and I'm fairly smart but I don't have that awesome personality that you do where you can just start convos and get people talk.... I usually wait for a subject then go from there lol

Anyways I'm in a oddly good mood right now.... I've already come to grips with losing Ek..... meeting his family today and seeing what a great family he did have for his too short life makes me feel good... I made 3 new friends today... his brother, mother, and father... and will be keeping in contact with them... and being in santa cruz today.... it was sooo beautiful... I think I may go to UC Santa Cruz now instead of UCLA.... I had only ever been there before in the winter.... its soo beautiful right now....

I mean I am happy that he did have a truly wonderful loving kindhearted family.... he did not die in dispair or alone... he has akind, understanding, close, loving, compassionate family and that's the most important thing in the world <3
 
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Chemically Insane said:
Yea skillz it doesnt matter if ur a mod or a noob... this is bluelight... and were here to help =D

I applied for the moderator too but I'm honestly glad that you were chosen... I think your going to be a much better NMI mod than myself... I like talking and I'm fairly smart but I don't have that awesome personality that you do where you can just start convos and get people talk.... I usually wait for a subject then go from there lol

Anyways I'm in a oddly good mood right now.... I've already come to grips with losing Ek..... meeting his family today and seeing what a great family he did have for his too short life makes me feel good... I made 3 new friends today... his brother, mother, and father... and will be keeping in contact with them... and being in santa cruz today.... it was sooo beautiful... I think I may go to UC Santa Cruz now instead of UCLA.... I had only ever been there before in the winter.... its soo beautiful right now....
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thank you sweetheart. that means so much-you have no idea.

i am so glad you went and met them. i bet it was great closure and catharsis. right on,man........word.
 
skillz~4~thrillz said:
thank you sweetheart. that means so much-you have no idea.

i am so glad you went and met them. i bet it was great closure and catharsis. right on,man........word.
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Your a sweetheart @skilllz... I'm here for you foranything you wanna talk about

@TOS... I told ektamine's family...
"as far as I know, "theotherside" was perhaps calebs closest friend on bluelight"

<3
 
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