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NMI Social: RIP BignBrown, Ektamine, and all those before them!

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muvolution said:
Dilaudid. I would like to say 19 hours, but it is more like 7 since when I got home I tried to do a couple "rinse shots" to no effect (I'm sure there was a bit of somethin there.

Also - on suboxone do you guys feel normal, or just not like hell? I have always taken a very small dose of suboxone, like 1-2mg max, and this is by far the biggest habit I have yet come off - around 60mg of dilaudid a day... iv... damn that is embarassing, even for me to tell you guys.
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I also feel normal on buprenorphine, I regularly take 12-36 hour breaks between dosing for a few days, and when I redose after a day or so, it feels a lot like a full agonist.

I also shoot for a sweet spot where most of the buprenorphine gets converted into norbuprenorphine but I don't have too much buprenorphine antagonizing the effects of the norbupe (because bupe is a competitive agonist but norbupe is a full agonist and feels a lot like morphine).

That's just my experience. My preferred ROA is snorting. What's your tolerance like, mu?
 
What's good skillz?

I had to repost, I'm on my older computer with all my music on it now and I'm on Dexedrine so I'm listening to hardstyle and hard trance...couldn't help but think of ektamine. I miss you man.
 
Well I got all my cleaning done and the lawn finally mowed, time to get something to eat and SHOWER!!!
 
Hey @Laika... I drank too much last nite... and to make matters worse was out of herb till this evening... lol but now I feel pretty good... just tired... it was a long day and busy too... nice to smoke a couple fat bowls and zone out lol =D

How are you? And how is everyone else? Seems kinda slow tonite...

This is one of the funniest things I've seen in a while...

The "moral majority" has a bad habit of speaking their imagination as truth... =D
 
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Hey @Laika... I drank too much last nite... and to make matters worse was out of herb till this evening... lol but now I feel pretty good... just tired... it was a long day and busy too... nice to smoke a couple fat bowls and zone out lol =D

How are you? And how is everyone else? Seems kinda slow tonite...

This is one of the funniest things I've seen in a while...

The "moral majority" has a bad habit of speaking their imagination as truth... =D
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dude that is so sad and hilarious. did you check out the T-shirts from the Christianwear store...well check it out.

why can''t people just leave those alone who believe differently?
i am fine w/ the web site...to each his own.
personally i feel this way...


warning...if you are a christian,this is not for you. just being honest-you will be offended.

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muvolution said:
man, you are so fucking smart.

I remember stuffing them into the envelope like a month ago, and just thinking "wtf do I do if something goes wrong?"

should've gone with that feeling.

luckily (I count myself very lucky for this btw) I e-mailed my doctor today and he called me back @ 7:00pm - that's 3 hours after they close! What a stand-up guy. I certainly wasn't expecting a call that promptly so my phone went straight to voice-mail, but I know that when I call him tomorrow AM, he will do everything he can to make sure I get my peals.

He's truly a great doctor, which is why he has a signed 18" x 24" of this hanging in his office:

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man, I'm such a fucking narcissist about my skating. Gotta work on that.
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when you are that bad ass at something you should be a narcissist. that is a fucking awesome shot. i'll let you know when a photo contest comes up with a theme related to that i am gonna let you know.

i'll be a narcissist w/ you...i won the photo contest this week ...check it out. i am really happy and honored. thanks to all who voted-not just for me but for everyone.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=577621
 
C.I. - there is no way that website is real. No Way.

Skillz - I have always loved that picture of jesus shooting up. facking hilarious.
 
The application thread is almost done being open.
And I'm almost not a mod here at NMI anymore, probably take a couple days.
 
you will still be around,right,Laika? No one can ever replace you. and whomever gets the spots has some mighty big shoes to fill. i promise to come see you and hang out in NEMD. you were the one who reached out to me and here i am now-posting crazy,pushing the line,long,repetitious,loving and peaceful words. you kept me here and i thank you...Bluelight has saved me more times than you can imagine. thank you for sticking with me.
I LOVE YOU GUTS!!! =D seriously-thank you for all you do-not just for me but for HR & the community and all that Bluelight is. you are truly an inspiration.

much peace and love........................................skillz<3 =D <3
 
Captain.Heroin said:
ROFL I loved that skillz! =D
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thanks,brah....GREAT news. yo know how i haven't been able to walk-at all? well my parents went out of town today and my mom went to get my meds and bought me a 4 legged cane and a bad ass knee brace. i can walk. dude,i fucking cried tears of joy. i'd been scooting on my ass to get everywhere around the house. now i can walk w/o pain. they were expensive but i have awesome parents. i can walk down the stairs,no longer need help for EVERYTHING and it feel so good. like i am finally letting my grief over my accident go-i've been holding onto it for 5 1/2 years. i have no expectations,i am just happy now!!!!

my shoulder is still fucked from using it to overcompensate for my bad leg. but compared to the pain in my knee(i haven't been able to find a comfortable to lie in in weeks and earlier i slept like a baby for like 7 hours.it was awesome.)

how are you doing? you ready to pull your hair out yet???
 
muvolution said:
C.I. - there is no way that website is real. No Way.
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I don' t know about the whole site but part of me thinks that article is a troll. I MEAN CMON lol. I was expecting the average biased christian article but this just seems like either a joke or someone with some serious issues.

Still this is my favorite...

"Besides the copious amounts of fecal flinging, sex addicted homosexuals, the clown dressed midgets and bath salt sniffing hippies, you can see a wide variety of God hating sinners."

Sounds like a good time to me I don't see what the problem is... Well besides the bath salts. You would think they would have better drugs than that. lol
 
skillz~4~thrillz said:
you will still be around,right,Laika? No one can ever replace you. and whomever gets the spots has some mighty big shoes to fill. i promise to come see you and hang out in NEMD. you were the one who reached out to me and here i am now-posting crazy,pushing the line,long,repetitious,loving and peaceful words. you kept me here and i thank you...Bluelight has saved me more times than you can imagine. thank you for sticking with me.
I LOVE YOU GUTS!!! =D seriously-thank you for all you do-not just for me but for HR & the community and all that Bluelight is. you are truly an inspiration.

much peace and love........................................skillz<3 =D <3
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:) Thank you skillz. That really means a lot to me. When I was applying to be a mod for NMI it was because Bluelight had already saved me, and that's when I began to feel like I needed to dedicate a little extra time and clicks on helping keep up a place that helped me in so many ways. I could maybe be dead if not for bluelight, I'd probably still be single if it weren't for bluelight, which helped me find my perfect match in someone who shared similar interests and views and now we live happily together.
I'm glad my pep talk with you when you first joined, welcoming you in and stuff, i'm glad it actually worked and you stuck around. Not everyone does..
I'm glad that you paid close enough attention to what bluelight really is all about, rather than getting bored and going to other websites. :) It's a special place here, and knowing that, and believing that, and wanting to preach that, is the perfect recipe for an NMI mod in my opinion.

Of course I'll be staying around, it'll always be a big part of me. I just feel like I've finally got my bachelors degree in NMI-U and I'm good enough with that.
:) <3

Still most NMI'ers should check out NEMD ;)
 
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