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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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well she didnt knw until i was having a really nice moment with her and thought maybe i should say that i tried a blotter and things went downhill from then, that was all sorted then when i was crashed out she found a box of benzos and k and some hash etc,needless to say i cant have them back, she said she wont bin em but thats alot of moneys worth of stuff and i duno what to do :S
 
breakcorefiend said:
needless to say i cant have them back
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'Needless'???

Is your g/f your mum? I understand you're not in a strong position having been a touch sly (probably with reason) about this but what power is your g/f invested with that she feels able to control you in this way? Just curious. Good luck in sorting it.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
'Needless'???

Is your g/f your mum? I understand you're not in a strong position having been a touch sly (probably with reason) about this but what power is your g/f invested with that she feels able to control you in this way? Just curious. Good luck in sorting it.
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well its a choice of her or drugs, you know what i mean?
 
Mugz said:
what do you mean you can't have them back? has she confiscated them?
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well she has hidden em somewhere in the flat which i cant find/cant be arsed to look for..

she said she wont bin them, but i dont think she wants me to have them, the more i think about it the more annoyed im getting bout it
 
I'm really really annoyed at myself for trusting a mate who turns out to have stolen twenty quid from me. We were all wasted and my mind was not where it should have been. can't and there is no way i will tell police as i will be incriminated. she is an ex prostitute and only stopped working recently, she can get back out there and suck two dicks until she pays me back the amount she owes me. This has just made me more determined to clean up and lose my junkie mates who just encourage my using. script tomorrow. I'm so so ill today. sick as this is first day in days and days in a row i not used and I'm on medication for a painful kidney infection. all my own fault and reasons to be angry at myself.
 
really sorry to hear that cherry. ugh.

BCF i do think stealing your drugs is out of order. she has every right to get upset but as its been pointed out, she's not your mum, and my mum thinks stealing my drugs is out of order, so that wouldn't be an excuse. behaving like that is only gonna risk making you more sneaky, when ideally you'd like to be open about your use.

i've had 3 hours of pointless crap today. with 2 massive deadlines looming, this is fucking annoying.
 
ok found out from a mate the reason she is so angry with me is not the fact i do drugs its the fact she asked me not to this w/end but i had acid and had never tried it before so curiosity took over,apparently its more worried about me then pissed off but i guess its a bit of both, #hate life
 
Some of you should consider knocking drugs on the head, they seem to cause you nothing but misery.
 
TheSpade said:
Some of you should consider knocking drugs on the head, they seem to cause you nothing but misery.
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you know that might be an option in the very near future :(

might be a case of bye bye bluelight :(

but as she hasnt returned home yet im still in limbo as to how this is gunna play out
 
TheSpade said:
Some of you should consider knocking drugs on the head, they seem to cause you nothing but misery.
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The drugs are rarely the problem though mate, it is other peoples reactions to them and also the secret use which leads to a breakdown of trust and communication that is the problem. If everyone was comfortable enough to be open and honest about their drug use then there wouldn't be so much misery.

breakcorefiend said:
might be a case of bye bye bluelight
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erm, just because you stop taking drugs, doesn't mean you have to leave the site mate. Spade "claims" to not take drugs anymore (booze and benzos, cough cough) but is still hanging around like a bad smell ;)
 
yeah I know, I do agree, there are people with some serious drug problems around here, and it is true that some of them need to calm down with their use, but a lot of the problems and misery are also because of poor communication and understanding too.
 
TheSpade said:
Mate look around you, this place is full of people with drug problems.
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A mindless, self gratifying chase.

On subject of relationships, I hate those stupid arguments that escalate into something about 100x larger than the originally should have been. Makes ye sad. :\
 
Mugz said:
The drugs are rarely the problem though mate, it is other peoples reactions to them and also the secret use which leads to a breakdown of trust and communication that is the problem. If everyone was comfortable enough to be open and honest about their drug use then there wouldn't be so much misery.
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Quote of the day Mk 2.

(And the discomfort comes from the good ol' war on drugs which conditions and pervades our lives. Nice one Mugz)
 
Mugz said:
yeah I know, I do agree, there are people with some serious drug problems around here, and it is true that some of them need to calm down with their use, but a lot of the problems and misery are also because of poor communication and understanding too.
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QFT.

If bluelight was facebook and had a like button, i'd click it. I read those words earlier, and just thought TRUTH!
 
Mugz said:
The drugs are rarely the problem though mate, it is other peoples reactions to them and also the secret use which leads to a breakdown of trust and communication that is the problem. If everyone was comfortable enough to be open and honest about their drug use then there wouldn't be so much misery.
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I've also found that many people take drugs because of problems they were having prior. In short term many drugs give the illusion of relieving the problem but long term very much seem to exacerbate it/them


Just my opinion.
 
^ More truth!

I had a conversation with a good friend of mine the other week funnily enough after we'd been up all night smoking some stones and then some K, he happens to be a raging crackhead. He told me I needed to get off the smack, as yes even though he uses crack, a lot of it, it's not affecting his life he's healthy, holds down a flat, is not in debt, yada yada. We decided that drugs should be something that WE use, not THEM using us. The conversation went deeper than that, but that's basically the jist of it.
 
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