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A drug that Takes you Back?

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GodricNightfall

GodricNightfall

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Hey, I was just chilling last night doing nothing as usual and was getting pretty nostalgic about my childhood. In particualar I listened to the goosebumps theme song and really wish I could watch that show again and have the same feelings I had watching it as I did a kid. I just want to experince that again. I know the answer is almost definitly going to be no but if anyone know of a drug/combination that would make you feel like a child again I would probably become a serious addict. Fuck im depressed and pissed. Anyway im 2 months sober and not really enjoying it at all.
 
Tramadol was the first high I've ever enjoyed, so even though my current tolerance doesn't really allow me to enjoy it anymore, I still appreciate it. Back when my opiate abuse was harmless...
 
i always though ecstasy was that kinda drug.

when im peaking, i let out a deep breath and it just gives me that feeling that i had as a kid when everything was alright.
 
Mdma lets me reflect on past times as well, in a less intense and more positive manner than shrooms.
 
GodricNightfall said:
Hey, I was just chilling last night doing nothing as usual and was getting pretty nostalgic about my childhood. In particualar I listened to the goosebumps theme song and really wish I could watch that show again and have the same feelings I had watching it as I did a kid. I just want to experince that again. I know the answer is almost definitly going to be no but if anyone know of a drug/combination that would make you feel like a child again I would probably become a serious addict. Fuck im depressed and pissed. Anyway im 2 months sober and not really enjoying it at all.
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Last time I experienced that "true" happiness feelings, at least for me they were happy, was last year around Thanksgiving & it was w/o drugs. I was watching the Thanksgiving parade on tv waiting for the football game to come on & I was watching it with my brother & we were talking about back when we were young & didnt have a care in the world, I got that nostalgic feeling & felt the warm blanket of love come over me because I was with my entire family.

I wish those days would never end but unfortunately they do.
 
From what I read about MDMA, the pure & good stuff from back in the 80's & I hear its back now, it would probably do something quite what you're looking for. Psychiatrists & therapists I believe use to give it out to couples that had marriage problems & from what ive read, it helped them alot.
 
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From what I read about MDMA, the pure & good stuff from back in the 80's & I hear its back now, it would probably do something quite what you're looking for. Psychiatrists & therapists I believe use to give it out to couples that had marriage problems & from what ive read, it helped them alot.
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I know what you mean Micheal, Its just depressing that those times have to end. Ive had some times like that with my brother too that just make me think this feels so comfortable and nothing to worry about, like almost as if there wasnt any gap from the good times to the present.
 
2C-I. The last time I tried it, I remembered a song from early childhood and was sooo happy I started to sing. Very nice and warm feeling.
 
Yeppp ecstasy does that for me. I'll be peaking and i'll just go into a hardcore daze and think about and literally playback in my mind good ass times.
 
When I smoke weed, my memory becomes very vivid. When I'm high, I often play out scenes from my childhood in my head (not always good ones!). It usually makes me feel nostalgic and bittersweet. Sometimes it also gives me very vivid images of potential futures.

Mushrooms, of course, are another one. They capture that special sense of awe that only a child could experience.
 
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