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Same anger as my last angry thread post, stupid sister being a stupid little bitch. If you don't agree 100% with what is her opinion then she gets offended and says stupid shit like "Thanks for ruining the day" She is a super bitch master manipulator evil person sometimes.

Really have to walk on eggshells around her, hate walking on eggshells.

Where is a punching bag when I need one. Really feel sorry for my dad having to live with her.

Wonder if she will be the same when she is no longer ill, I expect so as she has always been like this. Hopefully people will start to stand up to her and make her realise she is being a complete twat.
 
My sister does my fucking head in too, she moved out years ago and is now back until her flat is done up and im sick of her over opinionated criticism about everything

I feel like saying to her now you know why your single if you keep giving opinions when not asked for them, theres nothing more annoying but shes pregnant so that wouldnt go down very well if i did but i have more experience with kids than her so maybe i will do the same to show her how it feels when the kid comes along cos she doesnt know how fucking annoying it can be and half the time she doesnt even know what the fuck shes talking about , especially when she starts trying to give advice and opinions about me being on meth " because thats what her friends done " " well my friend on a script never felt like that so you shouldnt either " blah blah ... she has no idea really lol
 
parttime crackhead said:
Do this...



Best piece of software ever & the thing that stops me changing to another browser. Ad-block is available for most other browsers but it doesn't work anywhere near as good as it does on Firefox.

I didn't even know Youtube had started making you watch adverts before some videos until I saw it at a friend's house & was thinking "What the fuck is this??". It's also weird seeing some web sites on other people's computers, I forget how many ad banners are supposed to be all over most websites.

Ad-block is the shit!

I very rarely watch TV on the actual TV, either downloaded or on 4od/iplayer so no adverts at all. Thank fuck. Even very occasionally seeing some of the more annoying ones does my nut in, I'd lose the plot if I had to see them daily.
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Hang on? sorry If I'm a bit slower than usual tonight. Are you saying that this new firefox adblocker would be that good as to block Youtube adverts? Just want to clarify before I go download it.

Sorry for the ignorance. A usual occurrence granted....

mugabe said:
Same anger as my last angry thread post, stupid sister being a stupid little bitch. If you don't agree 100% with what is her opinion then she gets offended and says stupid shit like "Thanks for ruining the day" She is a super bitch master manipulator evil person sometimes.

Really have to walk on eggshells around her, hate walking on eggshells.

Where is a punching bag when I need one. Really feel sorry for my dad having to live with her.

Wonder if she will be the same when she is no longer ill, I expect so as she has always been like this. Hopefully people will start to stand up to her and make her realise she is being a complete twat.
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Grrrr. Yeah, I remember you talking about her before. Think you were at a family BBQ or something. Sorry to hear about the irritation. Frustrating mainly because it's not really easy to speak up. Not in that situ I'd imagine.

Just do your best to get it off your chest here. Hopefully that'll help a bit. If not, a walk, punching bag, a good game on your fav console / PC or just go shout in a random persons face and run away ( I've done that one, it's both relieving and a bit comedic. Just don't do that to an old person. it's just mean and could have devastating consequences ;) )




Oh, And sorry bout your loss Spade. That really sucks! From one skinto to another that really does blow. Hope you have better luck next time.
 
Sisters are most definitely a pain in the arse, glad to see I am not alone. I think being family the best option is to just let them get away with their annoyingness and be glad that you don't have to live with them and try and enjoy the good times. I can't spend over a week living with my sister or it gets too much and I can't hold it in any longer and we have a massive argument. Today is my 7th day here and it is boiling up, glad I am going home tomorrow without having had a massive argument with her yet.

just go shout in a random persons face and run away ( I've done that one, it's both relieving and a bit comedic. Just don't do that to an old person. it's just mean and could have devastating consequences )
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HAHA!! =D

Quality idea, not sure if I would have the guts to do that, might have to give it a try sometime though. Although knowing me I would accidently do it to someone that I would meet the next day as the new boss at work or something like that, lol.
 
Ive had heaps of arguments with my sis since she moved back, i even tried to have a laugh with her and some light hearted convo but shes again manages to turn it in to a fucking argument

I said to her look im sick of you every time your here you cant hold a conversation no matter how much i try with out turning it in to an argument so just keep out of my way because im trying to blank that your even here now , its pointless trying to interact with you ... lasted a week and there she goes again spouting off with more criticism about something

She even had to use an argument to tel me shes pregnant ffs

Ugh i hope her flat is going to be ready by the time she gives birth, i have no intention in having kids, done pleanty of that with my ex's who had them and i dont want the responcability and i hate being kept up all night but i know whats going to happen .. after all this time of me looking for a job i will get one and then th kid will be born and i will have fuck all sleep and be starting a new job like a zombie every damn day .. i just know this is going to happen and will drive me insane !!!
 
:( Sounds like it is very hard to live with her, but can't turn family away, still love them, but you don't have to like them all the time. I'm sure that there will be good times again when you are not living under the same roof.
 
yeah unfortunately our natures clash completely , they say that a saggitarian and a virgo do not go well together ,, they are right xD
 
parttime crackhead said:
It's not new & yes.

AdBlock Plus. Winning.
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Can't believe I've not heard of that before. That's deffo worth a repeat: WINNING! Gonna try and download it just now.

I started using Chrome but it's got too many glitches. Firefox so far has been pretty smooth. Might just have to go back to firefox if only for AdBlock.

mugabe said:
Quality idea, not sure if I would have the guts to do that, might have to give it a try sometime though. Although knowing me I would accidently do it to someone that I would meet the next day as the new boss at work or something like that, lol.
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Seriously, Just to a run by. Run past someone Shout something inoffensive and random like Gummy bear or grapes and just keep on trucking. By the time they've registered what has just happened you're long gone.

To them it's a total WTF moment. For you, it's a tension release. Laughter is the best medicine after all. That and you'll be getting a damn good sprint out of it. ( as long as you remember not to do this to people who look like they could out run you. I hate long runs, usually because they can out run me. But I'm good for a sprint! )



Sorry to those of you having sister problems. Sounds pretty crap. Always wanted a sibling. I've got two mates that I think of as sisters and a cousin who's like a sister. Reading your stories kinda makes me grateful I'm an only child!


Smack: Hope things get better between you and your sis. Lets hope the aggro is down to pregnancy hormones. It be a bit of a surprise to most girls how much a bitch they can become!! Trust me.

pregnant women tend have random cuntish outbursts. Can't be helped. Fortunately for most its a random thing and doesn't last long.

Then again I don't know your sis. Maybe she's like that all the time. If so, sorry pal. Hope things get better. <3
 
its hard to tell cos she hasnt stayed here in so many years so i cant remember if the arguments were as frequent or not, lets hope not anyway lol

how are u anyway Sadie ?
 
Sounds like it's probably harsh hormones and maybe if she's not in a good place she's just wanting to lash out a bit. People tend to argue with the people they love and that love them. Mostly because they're the ones that will forgive easily and understand. Why not try and have a chat with her. Try and be overly sensitive. DONT ANGER THE BEAST DUDE! She might open up or at least get a few things off her chest. I'd do you both a bit of good ( if hormones are to blame )


I'm good. Today was a good day. I've just kinda been a bit quiet as of late. Gone into my shell and kept myself to myself. I get that way sometimes. Depression can be funny that way. But cider helps. It's made me feel lovely and way too chatty tonight =D So it's all good.

How have you been keeping, Aside from the sister thing that is. Haven't spoken to you in a while. Hope you're well.
 
Oh im the same about shelling up especially with my family so i would find it hard to talk with my sis about hows shes feeling lol however when it comes to talking to people like my key worker i have no issues

Ive been not bad, just abit depressed also about there being no jobs and im a bit worried about wednesday , i had alot of blood tests done the other week because my liver test came back a little off but im hoping its cos i had a virus and not the thing they testes for because of me injecting , you know the illness i speak of =( but they say they can treat it now .. . i dont really want to say much of my thoughts about it though in case i jinx my self , another test that came back low was my iron levels so they done another on that , they took 5 different vials of blood and ive had one result back so far which was my bowl which was fine he he =D that was cos of the methadone doing its number on the toilet scenario lol

Hope you get your self feeling happy soon , you always have us at BL to talk to if your feeling down :)
 
since talking to my friend about the attack weekend, when we managed to randomly bump into an ambulance that was parked up in town. . she opened up and i found out one of the men who raped her was a student doctor. she was in no head state to go hospital or police but i did get her to talk to rape crisis line and she agreed to come with me today. but she went awol yesterday after noon as me and both been clucking bad and knew her mind was on scoring when we were sat in ambulance.the ambulance man knew this. we scored but i didn't see her after going out again the next morning. so I'mworried about her. i had a cluck from hell today. getting on script this week, but i just want to see my mate!
 
smackcraft said:
Oh im the same about shelling up especially with my family so i would find it hard to talk with my sis about hows shes feeling lol however when it comes to talking to people like my key worker i have no issues

Ive been not bad, just abit depressed also about there being no jobs and im a bit worried about wednesday , i had alot of blood tests done the other week because my liver test came back a little off but im hoping its cos i had a virus and not the thing they testes for because of me injecting , you know the illness i speak of =( but they say they can treat it now .. . i dont really want to say much of my thoughts about it though in case i jinx my self , another test that came back low was my iron levels so they done another on that , they took 5 different vials of blood and ive had one result back so far which was my bowl which was fine he he =D that was cos of the methadone doing its number on the toilet scenario lol

Hope you get your self feeling happy soon , you always have us at BL to talk to if your feeling down :)
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Sorry to hear you're feeling down. Seems there are a few of us feeling that way lately. Kinda sucks you're not really open with your family. They can be a real support but only if you've been used to that kinda thing. I've always been really open and honest with my close family and friends. Until recently I used to be pretty open with anyone when asked or even in a casual chat. Now when I need it most I have to be asked directly before I open up if at all. Clamming up and hiding away in your own thoughts usually goes hand in hand with depression IME. Been reading a lot of books lately. A bit of escapism I guess.

I feel you on the job front but at least I've got a course to look forward to in August. Still that's three months away on top of the past 4 months dealing with the shoddy job market. Hope you find something soon. If not something you really like at least something you can bide your time with until something better comes along.

I assume you mean Hep C since you mentioned your liver. Sorry automatic assumption, my mum had that.

If you know you've been doing things properly I wouldn't worry, you're probably getting an off reading because you've been ill.

I had bloods for my liver come back high earlier this year. Had to go do them again a few weeks later. Turns out it WAS because of a recent illness and the fact that I'd had a pretty good drink the day before. What they didn't tell me until my second lot of blood work came back was that it was only one point higher than what should be my normal range!! I was raging. Anyway, I'm sure you'll be okay honey. I wouldn't worry too much. Do you have re-tests scheduled yet? If or when you do make sure you take it easy maybe have a bit of a sabbatical a few days before. Give your body a rest and if you're over your virus the results should be a bit more accurate.

Hope you get things sorted with your blood work soon. I had to go through YEARS of Hep C testing because of my mum. It was always a bit worrisome.

Oh and thanks for the well wishes. Being a bit personal tonight but I try not to on BL these days. That is except for my whinging here and there. Never in need of a problem, me. What can I say!!! ;)



Cherry: So sorry to hear about your mate. Hope you get in contact with her soon. Let us know if you get hold of her. Not an easy thing to go through. She's lucky you were about. You're a good mate. I really hope you find her soon.
 
Urg, Sleep cycle has gone all wonky. Think I've got to choose between a short nap when I feel sleepy or just do my best to soldier through till bed time. I hate it when I screw my sleep cycle up as it takes me ages to fix properly. ARRRGGHHH.

Being up during the night sucks as there is nowt on telly and everyone you know is usually asleep ( Bluelighters being the exception )
 
angry as i can't sleep. and off for drug testing to see my key worker and to get on . sub script as i need to clean up at 10am.breakfast it homeless place first. . they on the full works. i not eaten full breakfast or much food for weeks.
 
Sadie said:
Sorry to hear you're feeling down. Seems there are a few of us feeling that way lately. Kinda sucks you're not really open with your family. They can be a real support but only if you've been used to that kinda thing. I've always been really open and honest with my close family and friends. Until recently I used to be pretty open with anyone when asked or even in a casual chat. Now when I need it most I have to be asked directly before I open up if at all. Clamming up and hiding away in your own thoughts usually goes hand in hand with depression IME. Been reading a lot of books lately. A bit of escapism I guess.

I feel you on the job front but at least I've got a course to look forward to in August. Still that's three months away on top of the past 4 months dealing with the shoddy job market. Hope you find something soon. If not something you really like at least something you can bide your time with until something better comes along.

I assume you mean Hep C since you mentioned your liver. Sorry automatic assumption, my mum had that.

If you know you've been doing things properly I wouldn't worry, you're probably getting an off reading because you've been ill.

I had bloods for my liver come back high earlier this year. Had to go do them again a few weeks later. Turns out it WAS because of a recent illness and the fact that I'd had a pretty good drink the day before. What they didn't tell me until my second lot of blood work came back was that it was only one point higher than what should be my normal range!! I was raging. Anyway, I'm sure you'll be okay honey. I wouldn't worry too much. Do you have re-tests scheduled yet? If or when you do make sure you take it easy maybe have a bit of a sabbatical a few days before. Give your body a rest and if you're over your virus the results should be a bit more accurate.

Hope you get things sorted with your blood work soon. I had to go through YEARS of Hep C testing because of my mum. It was always a bit worrisome.

Oh and thanks for the well wishes. Being a bit personal tonight but I try not to on BL these days. That is except for my whinging here and there. Never in need of a problem, me. What can I say!!! ;)



Cherry: So sorry to hear about your mate. Hope you get in contact with her soon. Let us know if you get hold of her. Not an easy thing to go through. She's lucky you were about. You're a good mate. I really hope you find her soon.
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yeah thats the one , i have already been re tested so this will be the results i get tomorrow but yeah thay said that the range was very little away from being normal but best to check anyway what i dont get is that last year i went for tests an they said they were fine but when i done the first tests this year that my iron had improved from last year but still wasnt proper which made me think if they were lower last year and your worried about them now and they are better why wasnt anything said when they were worse ffs . I wish i could say i was doing things proper when using but i was an idiot out my face with valium and going for the sin bin a hell of alot cos the nearest exchange is miles away and not always open, i think its pretty bad they dont have one so close to my area when i know the amount of users out here are high .

Sorry to hear about your mum, ive been told they can cure things now so hope she got better :)

What course you going to be doing btw if you dont mind me asking
 
The local paper had some article about scrap-men stealing stuff out of peoples gardens that was not scrap. The police caught them, that's all well and good but it mentioned that they all had cannabis on them. Got me raging how they mentioned the weed as if it made them go on the rob.

I fucking hate scrap-men anyway they are always waking me up going around the streets screaming, absolute scratters.
 
Bit annoyed at myself for fucking another laptop due to fuckedness...this time I spilt a wee bit of wine on it and in an attempt to save it dropped it on a hardwood floor. The man took it to bits, dried it out but the keyboard doesn't work and it's just not right :(

Thankfully I keep nowt on it, everything precious is saved to the server, but still it's purple and is all bashed and unusable :\

I'm going to have to get a new one 8)
 
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