blue_bomber
Bluelighter
Ok finally got there the other day with this substance at a much higher dose (150mg) administered over the course of about 5 hours. It was the most amazing and magical time of my life. While listening to American Prayer, Jim Morrisons voice sent me into a trance and I lost all touch with reality but in a very good, controlled and enjoyable way. Complete darkness filled my eyes, at a times I felt my body was literally the size of the Earth. it morphed and changed continuously into a variety of enormous shapes.
I decided on another line (by now my dose was in the region of 100mg), closed my eyes once again and within minutes my whole body began to vibrate. This body buzz was the strongest I have ever felt and everything from the "real world" that was touching my body felt like it weighed a tonne. So I stripped away all clothing and laid on top of the duvet and once again closed by eyes. The immense body buzz returned immediately and I was "transported" to a small dark cave. As I lay there the cave walls grew, stretching 100's of feet into the sky. I found myself in the confines of an ancient ruin, women in white cloths walked around me, I felt like a King who had died and they were preparing my body burial.
During this part of the trip I visited many "ancient worlds", in the transition to each stage I had a nagging voice in my head reminding me of the movie Insidious I watched the night before. I think that annoying part of my brain (the slightly schizophrenic part of my personality) wanted to turn it into a bad trip. But I was so at ease and prepared for anything, I felt, dare I say it, God like, totally untouchable. If evils spirits wanted to take my soul as I was walking around these forgotten worlds then they were no match for me.
Once the album finished, I decided on another 25mg line (dosage now 125mg), and put Santana on the ipod. I lied down again closed my eyes immediately realising I was still very much feeling the effects of the previous lines and for the first time in the night a slight bit of fear set in, worried my ass was about to be severely kicked by this drug. Within minutes that fear was gone and the incredible body buzz returned but much stronger. I felt amazing, its hard to describe the visuals, everything was a shade of black and green. Suddenly I felt the whole left side of my body begin to fall as though it was being sucked into a black hole. It was then I realised I was part of a river, my whole body had dissolved into the water and I was disappearing off a gigantic waterfall. I continued to float about, feeling amazing, flowing through an underground caving system. Various people from my life kept appearing in front of me as though this river was flowing through my mind and I was exploring my inner consciousness.
As each album finished playing I was like a kid at a fair ground, desperate for another go. The trip continued as awesome as it began, and at any point I wished, I brought myself back to reality with ease. I must stress the complete lack of fear and the feeling of total control for the whole episode. The World I was in was amazing, it was a lovely break from the stresses of reality.
I manage to write a few notes that night:
I went to a new world
A wondrous world
Dark Chasms
I was a God
Traveled to distant realms
Lying naked
The dark caves built around me
Ancient pasts
I traveled to space
I want to stay in that place
At peace, no fear
I decided on another line (by now my dose was in the region of 100mg), closed my eyes once again and within minutes my whole body began to vibrate. This body buzz was the strongest I have ever felt and everything from the "real world" that was touching my body felt like it weighed a tonne. So I stripped away all clothing and laid on top of the duvet and once again closed by eyes. The immense body buzz returned immediately and I was "transported" to a small dark cave. As I lay there the cave walls grew, stretching 100's of feet into the sky. I found myself in the confines of an ancient ruin, women in white cloths walked around me, I felt like a King who had died and they were preparing my body burial.
During this part of the trip I visited many "ancient worlds", in the transition to each stage I had a nagging voice in my head reminding me of the movie Insidious I watched the night before. I think that annoying part of my brain (the slightly schizophrenic part of my personality) wanted to turn it into a bad trip. But I was so at ease and prepared for anything, I felt, dare I say it, God like, totally untouchable. If evils spirits wanted to take my soul as I was walking around these forgotten worlds then they were no match for me.
Once the album finished, I decided on another 25mg line (dosage now 125mg), and put Santana on the ipod. I lied down again closed my eyes immediately realising I was still very much feeling the effects of the previous lines and for the first time in the night a slight bit of fear set in, worried my ass was about to be severely kicked by this drug. Within minutes that fear was gone and the incredible body buzz returned but much stronger. I felt amazing, its hard to describe the visuals, everything was a shade of black and green. Suddenly I felt the whole left side of my body begin to fall as though it was being sucked into a black hole. It was then I realised I was part of a river, my whole body had dissolved into the water and I was disappearing off a gigantic waterfall. I continued to float about, feeling amazing, flowing through an underground caving system. Various people from my life kept appearing in front of me as though this river was flowing through my mind and I was exploring my inner consciousness.
As each album finished playing I was like a kid at a fair ground, desperate for another go. The trip continued as awesome as it began, and at any point I wished, I brought myself back to reality with ease. I must stress the complete lack of fear and the feeling of total control for the whole episode. The World I was in was amazing, it was a lovely break from the stresses of reality.
I manage to write a few notes that night:
I went to a new world
A wondrous world
Dark Chasms
I was a God
Traveled to distant realms
Lying naked
The dark caves built around me
Ancient pasts
I traveled to space
I want to stay in that place
At peace, no fear
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