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I'm happy; my main bud guy was out of town but was able to get some fire ass bud from a new dealer I met yesterday. He also sells mushrooms which makes me even happier since it's been a while since I done mushrooms or had a steady conection since my last guy stoped being able to get them.


I really been trying to find a new mushroom source lately with no luck and it just pops up when im not even looking for it. That seems to happen allot with the good stuff.
 
Man, I need to get rid of this damn 4-meo-pcp, maybe someone I know will hold it for me till the end of summer. It's starting to fuck up my health but I keep on doing it (well, it's probably the PCC in there that's messing up my health, to be precise). Mainly because I'm not getting where I want to due to tolerance then I give up cause the continued use through the night is starting to take a toll on my body, then the next day I'm like, hey let's try it again, just wanna get all nice one more time... :| Constructed foil pipe to see if that is more efficient than my chasing method, since I don't wanna put any more stress on my stomach. If it doesn't work I can always take consolation in the rest of my booze (which I also need to use less frequently, but I know I can actually manage that when I feel like it. Probably won't drink anything till Sunday, when I will have one beer).

On a more positive note, put in my application at the pizza place, we'll see if I hear back for them by this time next month...maybe I'll bug'em some more about it in the interim. (Also, been pretty quiet in here the last couple of days, come on people, we need idle chitchat, it'll be better than listening to me complain~)


Also, the $2.99 pack of cigs costs that much for a reason, they taste like cardboard, heck I'm pretty sure there actually is cardboard or something mixed in with the tobacco. Bleh.
 
There's a universe inside us, all made of liquid.
It's a case of inner space, chemically dependent.
Through the veins to the brain, a whole solar system,
And I'm a jet-setting space cadet experimenting.
Yep, I vow to this, I'm an alchemist.
I mix emotion up with thoughts and the outcome's bliss.
Inhibition ain’t my boss, without a doubt take risks.
The price of progress with that cost? I'll dish out them chips
And chip at it like a sculptor carve out a wish.
I'm on a chemical romance and life is a trip
A slow dance with destiny, and her hands I grip.
She quick, but I chase; freeze, tag, I'm it.
I keep running like a fountain, so deep as a crater is wide, high as a mountain goat.
And I'm immune to this altitude, got a high tolerance for substance. How bout you?
They say its abuse; I call it a skill rapid a river run through me like a chemical spill, no harm.
When I'm induced I live at will, whoa, the mind-marsh mellows like some lucky charms.
Blast off from an armchair into space.
So fast, so high got a sprinter's face.
So vast, vanilla skies, I can smell and taste the chemicals in them depending on the prescription.
Self-medicated chemists mixing up some inventions,
Experimenting and tripping,
Entering new dimensions.
With my eyes wide shut, intuition and vision,
Side effects make you feel like you're flying and swimming all at the same time, man
I ain't lying, no fibbing.
Throughout all found a wisdom broken down like a prism.
I think I'm neighbors with the man on the moon.
Chemistry's like music and I am in tune.

Come and lay, I'll kiss you on the eyelids,
then we'll sleep and dream good things.
Don't you know it is just the chemicals
in our brain that cause us pain?
 
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Arrghgh, I´m on MDPV, binging since 7pm, its now 6am and I feel very crappy, but still don´t want to come down. Around 9pm I went to my gf´s and gave her 90% of what I bought, because I don´t trust myself with that amount of a drug that makes my willpower disappear completely.
I mean, i can handle my drugs, I can binge on MXE, AMT, and the catinones and stop when I want to go to sleep.
I can even start smoking cigarrettes again and stop when I feel like to...
But MDPV is the devil´s drug for me.
Worst of all, I don´t find the high nice.
Have to remember this next time I feel tempted to buy more.
/rant off.
 
Well, I've vaped enough of this shit, this dose would have rendered me catatonic just a couple months ago, I mean, I'm moderately high, and could probably get where I wanna go if I kept on vaping, but my throat and lungs are becoming really irritated and my room stinks something awful. Geh. I give up for tonight. No, too soon, fuck my internal organs, excelsior!


edit:Switched to snorting, drip will mess up my stomach and throat more, my nose feels like it might start bleeding before I'm where I want to be, but I'm getting closer! I better fucking get there for all the pain and guilt/regret, and self-loathing I'm gonna be feeling tomorrow.

edit:edit:Stopped when physical discomfort became too much to bear. I got semi-decently dissociated, I could almost see it...maybe I should go at it again tonight and just eat like a gram of it that should work. Might throwup but I wanna go back to that place in my mind where I can relive my memories.
 
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God damn, the people at Direct Loan Servicing (the group that manages student loan debts for federal loans) are fucking incompetent. I've been on unemployment deferment for a few months, and now that I have a full-time job, I emailed them asking if I'm supposed to update my account to let them know to end the deferment. NINE emails later, and I've finally been told kinda-sorta clearly that I need to send a letter telling them to shorten the deferment since I'm no longer eligible, but they still haven't answered my main question from the very first email, which is: WHEN do I need to have it shortened to? They keep repeating to me that I should specify the exact date to have it shortened to, and I keep explaining that I want to wait as long as possible before my next payment is due and asking when that would be. FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU..... Whatever, the longer they take to communicate basic info to me, the longer I have an excuse for not having ended the deferment, lulz.
 
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Lol damn dude, tolerance break time
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I don't know, chasing a high has been pretty effective at distracting me from all the shittiness of life this past week. Gives me something to focus on, a goal to go after that might actually be attainable. Downside is it's hard on the body and I'm giving myself a crazy dissociative tolerance, but whatever, I'll run out of it pretty quickly at this rate.
 
^ My idol. Im so sad I missed it when he made an appearance at Coachella! I would have creamed my pants in excitement had I saw him there. I hope to see him at some point soon, he's local! The last part in that video is shot at The Grove here in West Hollywood.


Ahhhh epic weekend ahead of me!

- Only have to work until noon tomorrow
- Beach gathering afterwards until Saturday to celebrate life and the final event at the location. A lot of burners will be there, so there will be amazing music, art and firedancing.
- Will be taking either one of the red star microdots, or 2C-C/2C-B (along with my normal weed, hash, ket, triad of win) at said event
- Decomp hike/meditation session on sunday

Life is sweet %)
 
I wish he would go back in time and start again from Underground Communication. Since then he just hasnt been that great IMO. Cozza Frenzy was good, dont get me wrong, but it wasnt nearly as amazing as Underground Communication, and couldnt even hold a theoretical candle to his Pre-UC albums. I have some high hopes for his upcoming release, but idk, a large part of me is a bit let down and saddened by the direction Lorin has been heading in recently.

He needs to stop touring so much and get back in touch with the amazing creative side he once shared with us with his work.
 
Sure, though when dubstep itself is 90% shit, its not saying too much.
This is, however, just my opinion.

He's amazing at what he does, no matter what he does, but its not as original and creative as it once was. I dont feel as much raw Bassnectar emotion as I once did from his music, and I miss this. His music was so fresh, so real, so new, it was amazing and always a pleasure to listen to. Now its hit or miss.

Again, really hoping the new release will redeem himself in my eyes (or ears I guess), but im skeptical.
 
I got a ticket to the sun god festival tomorrow, so I get to see Crystal Castles, Kill the noise, and La Riots. Should be an interesting evening. Too bad my friends aren't going.

Edit: actually crystal castles is at the same time as LA riots, and JFK from MSTRKRFT is on after LA riots... hmmm. decisions.
 
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