Warped Reality
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 30, 2010
- Messages
- 569
im done tryin to fuckin get high off of E anymore man, it's fucked. Every pill I do is TESTED to be MDxx and probably a pretty high amount of it, but I just WON'T get high like anybody else anymore. I feel the empathy, I get dilated pupils, blahblahblah, I feel every single effect of Ecstasy except the energy and the body high. My body feels normal the entire time, and I'm basically just as energetic as I was before I took it.
I know I'm probably losing the magic but damn I don't get how I lost it so quick. I was always smart with how I did it, I only did it once every 3-4 months, never taking more than 3-4 CLEAN pills, and I ALWAYS pre-loaded.
I've seriously only felt a good body high with pills that were jam-packed with amps, because I get that feeling like I could run across the country without a sweat.
I know Ecstasy affects everybody's bodies different but FUCK man this seriously sucks, it's supposed to be the love drug and I've grown to fucking hate it every little bit. Seriously when I'm on it, I can be empathetic, but half the time when people are trying to bond with me and shit I'm sitting there like "Dude, yeah, I know, you've told me this every single time we've done E, I don't care anymore, I already know this, blahblahblah"
Seriously this fucking sucks man I'm considering getting back on dope just because I want a fucking BODY HIGH. URRUHGUHRGURHGUHRGUHRGURHUIASHFASDYJBHRQEYIBASF.
I know I'm probably losing the magic but damn I don't get how I lost it so quick. I was always smart with how I did it, I only did it once every 3-4 months, never taking more than 3-4 CLEAN pills, and I ALWAYS pre-loaded.
I've seriously only felt a good body high with pills that were jam-packed with amps, because I get that feeling like I could run across the country without a sweat.
I know Ecstasy affects everybody's bodies different but FUCK man this seriously sucks, it's supposed to be the love drug and I've grown to fucking hate it every little bit. Seriously when I'm on it, I can be empathetic, but half the time when people are trying to bond with me and shit I'm sitting there like "Dude, yeah, I know, you've told me this every single time we've done E, I don't care anymore, I already know this, blahblahblah"
Seriously this fucking sucks man I'm considering getting back on dope just because I want a fucking BODY HIGH. URRUHGUHRGURHGUHRGUHRGURHUIASHFASDYJBHRQEYIBASF.
All of my friends have been doing it MORE than I have and they still get completely fucked up from the shit.
