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Opiates Help!

IamSam12323

IamSam12323

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Hi everyone at bluelight!

My name is Sam and I'm a Pharmacy tech. However, I have a nasty love for Opiates. I'm only 21 years old. I occasionally have a oxycodone binge with my friends.

Anyway, my really question is for the ones that went through the recreational use to addiction. Did you know you love it any kept doing it? Furthermore, would you tell people to just not do the opiates if you know you love it?

Oh and p.s sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. It seems semi- correct spot.
 
@ scottboy421

Yes you answered my question. Thanks for the help man. I think i will follow in your footsteps and just not do the drug. However, most of my friends still use it (daily). I don't necessarily feel the urge to do it with them everyday though. It is a weird love.
 
just stop now.

save yourself so many fucking years. I say this with the utmost kindness, stop now. If you question you are ever slipping with opiates - it's too late - and once it's done - it's damn hard to ever come back up.
 
seriously, I know I'm stubborn and didn't listen but please look at the people pointing out this - you have supply and friends ,it's all good atm. Soon it won't be, the friends will go with the supply, shit gets real ugly fast. That's a great turn out - you all end up in detox/ rehab - reality of it is prolly one of you will die one will end up in jail or both will happen.

The group i started with we got 3 left outta 11 back when i was 16 and the 3 aren't holding up to well bro ! My body needs time away from he lifestyle and opiates PERIOD. (Like the rest of my life).

Just dont think it's all that, it's not, I used to worship the shit. Now I man up to my own reasons I did - they are mine - I'd suggest you find yours as to why you like the drug. Try to really respect drugs in general and they will be much friendlier in return this I promise.
 
I loved opiates when I first started using them. I remember the day I stole three of my cousins vicodin and it was such an amazing feeling.... I knew on from there on out that I would be trying it again and again. It was of course great at first and I only did it for recreational use.....I could even stop and quit without getting withdrawals.... Then at one point I picked up again and that's when it finally went from recreational to needing to take it or else I couldn't function normally. It went from fun to being a pure drag and even hell at some points. Right now I'm battling my addiction to opiates, it's so hard getting clean when your bodies screaming for more. I highly advise you quit now. It's in your best interest.
 
Thanks to all of you for the help. I just tried it a few weeks ago. Snorted 20mg my first time. It was great! To great. I will not be doing it again.

Thanks for the info!

Peace and love guys! Wish nothing but the best for you!
 
I don't feel that opiates are queit an "all or nothing" drug, there perscribed on temperary basis all the time, and recreational use can be maintained for some, of all the people I know most do take opiates once or twice a month none are nor ever have been addicted. Myself I use a bit more often once a week usually. Was less often in the past but still that's my general pattern for half a decade now....

I keep a constant stash of Heroin and Morphine along with a few others, and all the gear for IV use. I don't actually use once a week every week, I pick certan days and events to use and will usually have three days straight and then maybe five weeks off till the next planned use. Sometimes I IV morphine others I'm feeling methadone. Now I won't say I'm not addicted but def not dependent never have been. I feel this is a decent balence of use and I try to keep it from impacting my professional life and have done well so far.

This all being said I know I'm not immune to a consuming addiction and that my pattern of use is not the norm, and is indeed foolish to try to attempt such a "balence" as things could spiral out of control anytime... but well, I just felt the need to share my experience. I feel one can have the self control but it certanly is rare.

I have flirted going on methadone just to be high all the time without the legal issues but That was just a silly fantasy like if you could get 5 minutes to the pharmacy in a grab all lol.
 
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Glad you found your answer :)

I agree with the post above that it is not necessarily an all or nothing affair. But, from all I've seen this seems to be the way most people use opiates. I'm not very experienced with them so I can't fully relate, but I suspect they may be one of the more difficult substances to use occasionally if it provides the type of high you enjoy.

But again it depends on the person. I find coffee more addictive than heroin in my own experience because I'm just an upper kind of guy.

And stopping now does sound like the safest bet. The best case scenario is you get high once in a while, the worst case is full dependence. Doesn't seem worth the risk in this case.
 
Both of my parents got into lots of shit because of their opiate addictions (developed seperately), but from the first time I tried an opiate I knew I wasn't going to stop if I had access. I have very limited access, so for now they are an occassional treat, but if I had access to opiates I probably would end up addicted. They are so good, I am willing to take the risk. I will never pass an opiate up, ever.
 
Thanks for all the response. I agree Alex i doubt i could stay under control. The only thing that is stopping me is that my friend has the connection. I would not want to show I have an addiction or anything. However, I know despite the warnings ill be doing it again in a few weeks. :(!
 
ugh i LOVE oxys! Its the hardest addiction iv ever had! the feeling of utter happines no matter what is the kicker here! i wish you luck if your really tryin to quit!
 
I have not done them in a few weeks actually. However, that was only like my 4-5 time ever lol.
 
Bro. Just stop. Its not worth it. im 23. i started when i was 21. it used to be purely recreational. I was once where you were. and now im sitting next to my best friend while he's carving off a piece of an oxymorphone.. Its so hard for me to say no to him when he offers it for free and ive only been off them for 5 days.. and its MESSED up to think that the only way i can even think about shaking my addiction and staying clean is by ending my friendship with him. cause every time im with him i want to use. I have lost 3 friends to opiate addicctions.. i thought to myself it would never happen to me and i would never get addicted because i was the last one to get hit..and it hadnt happened yet. but it creeped up on me when i least expected it.i finally grew some and admitted my addiction to myself about a month ago. stop while youre ahead. trust me. otherwise you will be STUCK in a foggy mess. I wont ever be the same person i was before OC. ya i can be normal when im not around it. but the minute it comes up, even on a tv show or something i get cravings.. and they last and keep coming.. its not worth it.. message back on this thread in 3 months and tell us how many times youve used since now.. this is my first post on this forum. and im telling you to stop while you can. think about it. i know you might not understand right now. and you probably wont care or register it in your mind because you literally just dont understand. The truth of the matter is that you wont understand until you are addicted. its not too late for you. i know how it goes tho. its fun as hell. and it feels amazing. i started out only once a month. only on weekends. then recreational turns in to habitual and youre royaly screwed.

some people say they can do it without getting addicted. but they are just plain ignorant or lying to themselves. that used to be me. now what? i cant take it back.

good luck my man. really.
 
Your right I'mallgood. Maybe ill just leave them alone. I should not do this to myself.
 
IamSam12323 said:
Your right I'mallgood. Maybe ill just leave them alone. I should not do this to myself.
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If you leave them alone it will be one of the best decisions of your life. I promise you that.


There are a lot of drugs out there. stay away from opiates. they are too damn addicting. Find something else that is fun to use but not so addicting.. I wish id done the same.
 
Being dependent on oxycodone is not the same as the first few times you try it. I would say that the wow factor goes down considerably, from my personal experience.
 
freedomchild said:
Being dependent on oxycodone is not the same as the first few times you try it. I would say that the wow factor goes down considerably, from my personal experience.
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100% True. I could feel 10mgs of oxy for months (although I would need 30mg to nod) but then I switched to hydromorphone and the needle and my tolerance shot up. Now I take 40mgs of oxy IR just to ward of withdrawls. I feel nothing but normal.

That's right I have to take 40mg of oxy to feel normal! A lot of people will attest to this, it sucks the big one.
 
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