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DMT... Just wow... Mad depression

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Warped Reality

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Howdy Bluelight. I just want to share this with you, I guess it COULD be a trip report but honestly I'm not documenting my trip or anything, I'm merely explaining how I feel after my trip.

My trip was amazing. I'd never seen anything like that. I was so confused, but at the same time I knew every single answer to the world. Everything was so beautiful - I was seeing things that didn't exist, things that were physically impossible to exist, but at the same time I knew exactly what they were. I saw colours that didn't exist, I heard noises that didn't exist. I saw the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen, but at the same time she wasn't even a human, she was nothing I'd ever seen before. It was too perfect. It was SO amazing.

Now, as for the title: I find this extremely depressing. I WANT life to be like that. I wish I lived on a planet that was like that. It was so peaceful, I heard nothing but foreign animal noises that sounded like the most beautiful symphony I could ever imagine... then when I came down I realized that none of it was real.

Do you ever get that feeling after having a dream, that you just wish you could fall asleep again and have that dream one more time? That's how I've been feeling ever since I've done it. But at the same time, I'm happy that I'm back to my normal state, I'm happy that I had such an amazing experience, but I just wish I could do more DMT and have the same trip again. Sadly that is impossible.

Does anybody else get this feeling after doing DMT or any other strong hallucinogens?
 
Some people got it after seeing the movie "Avatar". So it's quite common, I'm sure
 
Warped Reality said:
Now, as for the title: I find this extremely depressing. I WANT life to be like that. I wish I lived on a planet that was like that. It was so peaceful, I heard nothing but foreign animal noises that sounded like the most beautiful symphony I could ever imagine... then when I came down I realized that none of it was real.
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Did you see something? Hear something? Feel something? What you experienced WAS REAL. And you do live on a planet like that. You should know, you just experienced it.

<3 :)
 
Agree 100% with swilow.

Just because something doesn't last forever, doesn't mean it's not real.

Everyone will vanish into the eternal blackness of death someday -- does that mean that none of our lives are meaningful?

Mitchi said:
Some people got it after seeing the movie "Avatar". So it's quite common, I'm sure
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Actually, the most powerful DMT trip I've ever had in my life was only minutes after returning from seeing "Avatar". I think the movie somehow opened up my imagination to new possibilities. Anyways, I know the feeling -- x2. LOL.
 
Aha, you make a very good point. I guess half of the depressing part is the fact that during my trip (it was about... 10 minutes I think? I didn't time it. It felt like days), I felt as if I made a lot of friends, a lot of amazing friends, but now I'll never be able to see them ever again. I'd honestly love to be able to have that trip again. But who knows, maybe my next one will be even better ? :D
 
yes i remember reading yesterday actually people commited suicide or tried after avatar 3d cause of how real and amazing the world was, then after they are on Earth....

But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
But im fairly sure u cant see new colors..
 
kanyeknievel said:
yes i remember reading yesterday actually people commited suicide or tried after avatar 3d cause of how real and amazing the world was, then after they are on Earth....

But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
But im fairly sure u cant see new colors..
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Hahahaha!! Lol!
 
DMT is fucking amazing. ive seen and experienced things i cant ever comprehend. colors i cant imagine. its next level deepness. truely beautiful and mind opening. inspiring. it does stuff to reality i never thought was possible. its changed me, enlightened me. its the teacher. its magnificent, and im grateful ive been able the opportunity to experience it
 
kanyeknievel said:
yes i remember reading yesterday actually people commited suicide or tried after avatar 3d cause of how real and amazing the world was, then after they are on Earth....

But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
But im fairly sure u cant see new colors..
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I've seen them alright... They're soooo mystical <3 :D
 
kanyeknievel said:
But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
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Yeah, but if the crazy stuff you see on DMT comes from the artistic visions of other people, where did THEY get the ideas? They have to start somewhere... might as well begin in your own mind!



I haven't ever seen a "new" color on DMT, must admit. I've seen every color of the damn visible spectrum, though, that's for sure! :D
 
DMT is one of those things that is more of a window into another world than a drug.

See it more as a tool, one that can show you the doors, and what is on the other side, but ultimately its up to you to walk through the doors.

It is a very powerfully beautiful experience, and one that can be productive on the most unimaginable levels.

The trick is to take things from the experience and incorporate them into your own life.... The next time you do it, in the moments before blasting off, take a moment to contemplate why you are doing DMT and the things that you wish to gain from doing it. Think hard about it, then relax, and smoke it.

Despite how powerful it is, it is possible to point it in a direction. I went into my last serious DMT trip with the thought of "I want to commune with the elves, and seek their guidance in finding happiness".

The result was moving towards this glowing light through the nothingness. The space was empty of all physical nature, it was only consciousness..... I approached the light, the closer I became to it the more powerful its influence was. The energy radiated by this light was the full spectrum of positive emotions, I was embraced in the sensations of pure love, acceptance, and ecstasy. In this state, I went through an inventory of all the reasons I don't feel like this normally and the things in my power to be truly happy with my life.
 
jamaica0535 said:
DMT is one of those things that is more of a window into another world than a drug.
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Yessss. There's no rational way of accounting for it, nor is there any reason to believe it's not simply an illusion. LOL. But seriously, it's almost impossible to resist the idea that you are connecting with something outside of yourself on DMT! :)
 
kanyeknievel said:
yes i remember reading yesterday actually people commited suicide or tried after avatar 3d cause of how real and amazing the world was, then after they are on Earth....

But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
But im fairly sure u cant see new colors..
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LOL yeah bro, if you've never done DMT then you just don't know. "New colors" are just the beginning of the crazy shit you never thought was possible to experience :D
 
kanyeknievel said:
yes i remember reading yesterday actually people commited suicide or tried after avatar 3d cause of how real and amazing the world was, then after they are on Earth....

But im really baffled by "Colors that didnt exist".... i really dont think thats possible with ANY drug.. as far as i know you cant just MAKE things completely up, you have to have seen them ONCE in ur life.. and all the stuff u saw that wasnt real, couldve been something u saw someone draw or create or u put different pieces from different things uve seen in ur life to create it... i dont know i never took DMT
But im fairly sure u cant see new colors..
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Honestly, you'd have to have the exact same trip as me to understand the colours. I can guarantee you that they were nothing I've ever seen before.
 
I recall on a breakthrough dose, watching shapes and colors shift and morph into impossible dimensions, your mind is desperately attempting to logically comprehend what it's experiencing and yet the very nature of logic itself is been defied through such paradoxical proportions that you have no choice but to surrender. - And that's when the magic happens.

:)
 
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