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is it me or the mdma?

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rollinboobs

rollinboobs

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iv been rolling for coming up on two years. at first i rolled once a month, sometimes every two weeks, and sometimes two days in a row. this went on for about 4 months. then i slowed down quite a bit. by the way, even when i started rolling i could never roll 2 days in a row. the second day would be a huge let down. like almost no feeling of rolling. just a burnt out feeling..

my first 3 times were amazing. next few were not that great. then i had a couple more amazing ones. and since then i have not really had an amazing roll. its always been slightly dissapointing...

now i only roll once every 4 months or so and i still cant get that amazing feeling i once had...

last night i ate 450mgs of supposedly good molly at a rusko show. it looked like powder but you could see some crystals/snowflake looking shit in it. all of my friends said it was the best molly they have ever had, but not me. either it was like less than 50% pure or i just cant roll hard anymore.. based on what i have read and learned, the dose last night felt like it was maybe 100mg of pure mdma. but i obv cant be sure..

i mean i rolled for a few hours but it wasent that good at all. i barely had any eye jiggles, unless i kinda made myself do it. and i didnt even feel very happy. i felt good, but not extremely good like i felt before. my pupils were huge and i had most of the side effects of rolling...but the amazing feeling wasent really there.

plus lately i feel like i dont like rolling at raves or dubstep shows. i like to dance more when im sober. when im rolling off a non speedy pill or molly i dont really wanna dance. i like to move a bit but then sometimes i like to chill and shut my eyes and listen to music and talk.

it seems lately i can never be satisfied with my rolls. is it me or is it the shitty quality of anything mdma related lately???

i believe i do have somewhat of a tolerance, but nothing too crazy...but compared to some of my friends it seems like i do. i also think that i might have a higher threshold than some of them, naturally.

based on what i have given, do you think its me that is not allowing me to roll (whether that be my brain/tolerance, or maybe my mindset because of always being disappointed?) or is it the shitty quality of mdma i am getting?

id like to think that if i had 200mg of pure mdma that would get me rocked and feeling amazing...im hoping its just the shitty mdma lately and not my brain..
 
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No one knows what you took, and we cannot accurately speculate what you may have taken. Loss of "magic" is a common issue- even sometimes for those who didn't abuse MDMA. You'll notice we even have a mega thread dedicated to the issue.

My advice is that you must use a test kit to solve your inquiry- if the substance you're taking is in fact MDMA, then you can identify that the issue is with your own chemistry.
 
Bsiren said:
No one knows what you took, and we cannot accurately speculate what you may have taken. Loss of "magic" is a common issue- even sometimes for those who didn't abuse MDMA. You'll notice we even have a mega thread dedicated to the issue.

My advice is that you must use a test kit to solve your inquiry- if the substance you're taking is in fact MDMA, then you can identify that the issue is with your own chemistry.
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i dont think a test kit would solve my problem. i don't doubt that what i had was mdma. i know mdma when i feel it and im almost positive it was. if it wasent mdma, maybe it was mdea, due to the more mellow feel i had.

i just feel like i did build up a bit of a tolerance, and now the shitty quality of e these days isn't working for me.

also whenever i buy something. its always supposedly "bomb" so i start off with usually 2 pills or 2 tenths of molly so i dont over do it. then an hour later drop another. then usually 1 more. but it seems like none of the redoses ever have an affect...

i feel like i have to dose a decent amount right off the bat in order to get the feeling i want. but i never do because im scared of over doing it. i think the shit that i am getting is just weak...theres no way i could have lost the magic that quickly.

btw not all of my friends were completely faced off this stuff either. some had similar results as me..
 
Thizz_Machine_138 said:
It's worth it.
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i know it is and i will eventually get one.. but that doesnt help me find out the purity and if it's really me or the shitty quality mdma..

like i said im almost positive i have had at least a low dose of mdma most of the times i dropped. im just trying to figure out if the dose is really low, or if my brain is incapable of rolling hard anymore.

i feel like the only way to tell is to get actual pure mdma. like straight rocks/crystals and test that. then i could be sure its mdma and obv if its all crystal/rocks its most likely pretty pure. then i would probably dose 150-200mgs and see where it takes me...

problem is i cant find pure mdma and i have doubts that i ever will be able to :(
 
If you are not going to get a test kit to confirm what you've taken is MDMA, we cannot help you further.

90 day breaks and preloading with piracetam are (ime) the best way to have the absolute most meaningful and fun experience possible with MDMA once you've abused it.
 
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