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Can anyone explain what exactly happens when this happens to your brain??? it is reversible or a permanent condition?? I used to do large amounts of molly and now every time I do even the smallest amount I have to deal with a bunch of bullshit feelings afterwards.. not emotional just physical ..i've been trying to figure out what i did to myself <3 thanks
 
There are no conclusive studies on the harm of MDMA. Blame the DEA. Despite experts and the judge overseeing the hearings suggested MDMA be placed under Schedule III.
 
Fuck the DEA what doses were you taking and what are you taking now? I have experienced what you posted, doing upwards of a a gram later on after many months break taking 1-2 tabs and not rolling hard enough but feeling shitty. It has gotten better for me man, have hope!!!
 
Nothing conclusive, but there are plenty of studies showing it is somewhat neurotoxic
 
It clearly is, who ever claims it isn't is either retarded, or in denial.. Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo
 
It clearly is, who ever claims it isn't is either retarded, or in denial.. Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo

Not sure what I think about this. If you've got some credible sources to post I'd really like to read them as I'm 6 months out from nearly a decade of MDMA use - the past 4 to 5 years in the category of abuse.

The reason I'm interested in sources is that I'm curious about what I may have done to my brain during that decade, and secondly I don't think that feeling fucked up is synonymous with neurotoxicity.

I'm not very scientific, but it seems to me that feeling fucked up may be a normal homeostatic mechanism that may be harmless in the long run whereas neurotoxicity could be equally silent but nonetheless harmful.
 
It clearly is, who ever claims it isn't is either retarded, or in denial.. Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo


I don't think you can say that just because someone has been fucked by MDMA that it automatically means neurotoxicity.


and without any sources, I wouldnt go as far as to call people retarded or in denial...

also, if you're saying it 'clearly is', then don't end with 'imo'.
 
It clearly is, who ever claims it isn't is either retarded, or in denial.. Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo

You also have to remember that a lot of what people think is "MDMA" is cut with other nasty, toxic chemicals, and pure MDMA is not usually the norm.
 
but what happens when this happens to you ?? and is it really dangerous to roll afterwards??? ive had a really good source for a long time but thats what did me in too much endless pure mdma not good i would have stopped sooner if it was bunk it would have started making me feel like shit sooner....but now i have maaaaaaaaaaad jaw / ear problems i live with everyday it SUCKS .. yet all i want is to roll once and a while ..I just think that if its possible to have your brain be nurotoxified.. (just made that word up but just roll with me)..it probably happened to me ...one time I lost weird motor skills and i couldn't chop vegetables it freaked me out and that was after a really really bad time. :L .......i just dont know what to do with myself anymore.. too much ecstasy
 
Ok, lack of proper word, substitute retarded for ill-informed. Anyone wight rh capability of reading, and has 15 minutes can clearly site maps, and scan through hundreds of creditable sources pointing to MDMA neurotoxicity. All these studies may be inconclusive because they cant specially relate them to the human brain, but in general it's very similar. A muscle cell acts like a muscle cell, a liver generally acts like a liver, a stomach generally acts like a stomach, and a serotonin axon, terminal and receptor site generally acts like a serotonin receptor, axon and terminal, regardless of the species.

Sure it a bit more complex, but anyone can obviously see that it correlates. I like to ask you, where did they test ssris before the first ever therapeutic prescription was approved by the FDA for use in humans? In rats/animals. Why? Because it affects the serotonin system generally in the same way as it does in humans, as it does in rats. Look how far we've come from then, there's no way they randomly picked a depressed guy that didn't care what he took it of a hat for testing, it's unethical, immoral and illegal.

Post creditable sources? Google it, map it, pubmed it, I'm not wasting my time. If your going to refuse it, then go ahead, be arrogant. Look at the details and in-depth coverage and methods used in numerous studies, clearly there not bullshit. Saying a rats serotonin system can't "generally" relate to ours, is like saying there hippocampus is unable to grow with maze learning, that's like saying their muscles aren't like ours and are unable to grow with exercise, or that fat cells can't be burned. There's a reason rats are used in almost every pharmeceutical drug testing operation.

Now there's clear a difference aswell, size (why they use % based on humans), metabolism (effecting recovery rate) and many other little things, but nothing extreme enough to cancel out neurotoxicty. Maybe if their stomach had a whole different mechanism as ours then MAYBE.

So what dude? You used and never felt consequences, congradulations. I rolled 300+ pills in 4 years and never felt any negative effects EVER, happiest guy around, was doing better in uni than most straight edged nerds. Ive popped up to 11 pills in a night, blacking out and then going back to school the following monday with no noticeable change. It wasn't until I reached my final binge that wreaked havoc upon my life, your brain can only take so much, it's very resilient, but not impervious. Who ever doesn't believe this is plain stupid "IMO".

Referring to "IMO" earlier, I was talking about the correlation between ppl being fucked from over use, even moderate. You don't see that shyt in cannabis discussion do you? No. So please, either stop being so negligent, or go and roll everyday for a few months if it's "inconclusive" then come back and tell me how you feel.

This argument is stupid and won't go anywhere.

Now what's being done to your brain "theoretically" is, toxic metabolites of MDMA unleashing free radicals upon your brain which pluck electrons from your serotonin axons to become a stable compound, excitiotoxicity from a crazy amount of activity of serotonin, once the initial rush of serotonin happens due to MDMA-dopamine begins to be picked up in your serotonin receptor sites causing then to "self-destruct" basically. And of course, downregulation of your 5HT terminals from such an abundance of serotonin, it's your body's natural defense. Also, hypergtemia greatly increases neurotoxicity bc your body can regulate it's temp on MDMA.

Now if you dint believe me, MAP it, you'll find something regarding each one of those methods of action.

Of course adulterants in pills contribute, think about it, one theory is that dopamine is reuptaked into the serotonin receptors causing harm, so clearly a pill cut with meth or smt (a dopamine releasing agent) would clearly add to the amount of dopamine being wrongfully took up by these receptors. As well as some adulterants easing body temp, which doesnt help, and whatever other shit is in the pills we don't know.
 
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Not sure what I think about this. If you've got some credible sources to post I'd really like to read them as I'm 6 months out from nearly a decade of MDMA use - the past 4 to 5 years in the category of abuse.

The reason I'm interested in sources is that I'm curious about what I may have done to my brain during that decade, and secondly I don't think that feeling fucked up is synonymous with neurotoxicity.

I'm not very scientific, but it seems to me that feeling fucked up may be a normal homeostatic mechanism that may be harmless in the long run whereas neurotoxicity could be equally silent but nonetheless harmful.

Generally speaking, give it time. Studies have shown frontal lobe toxicity, causing mood problems, which leads to depression, which throws your brain out of homeostasis, resulting in a ton of cognitive problems. Aswell as pre-frontal cortex damage, but minor. That parts responsible for your so called "intelligence".

Now recovery is shown to occur with alot of abstinence, meaning that with time, your frontal lobe will repair, stamping your mood. Once your moods stable you'll be much closer to your former intelligence. They have a hard time picking out intellectual differences in non-users and ex-users. So just chill.
 
There are inadequate studies on the recovery of this neurotoxicity, all the studies I've seen had dosages mg/kg that were completely ludacris. Taking more than you need is your problem, no shit its going to cause you problems if you abuse any drug. I refuse to take more than two beans in a night.
 
There are inadequate studies on the recovery of this neurotoxicity, all the studies I've seen had dosages mg/kg that were completely ludacris. Taking more than you need is your problem, no shit its going to cause you problems if you abuse any drug. I refuse to take more than two beans in a night.

see thats the thing that i wonder about as well. Take cocaine for example. I went on a bender splitting a gram-2grams everyday with about 5 friends for a month, and quit with relatively no problem except the occasional hard to fall asleep nights during use . No long term damage until the very end of that bender, when i had a panic attack. Went to ER, took EKG/EEG and a ton of other tests, no damage to heart (EKGs measure your hearts activity, and can monitor past activity as well), no changes in physical (they actually said i was healthier than when i started, which i do not attribute to cocaine at all and would NEVER recommend doing this drug to "improve your health")

Now, pick that up a notch and pay attention to the people who snort a ball in a hour and have a heart attack. Difference? I think so.

This was years back, i dont touch coke anymore simply because i dont like paying to feel anxious.

the only cool part was the feeling of the drug numbing your nose and dripping down your throat, imo. plus snorting things is fun (IMO, again)

Same thing with alcohol, i can drink a glass or two of wine a night for the rest of my life, with the occasional nights of getting drunk as well, and never have a problem (healthy or addiction wise). The folks out there who kill a handle of hard liquor a day and end up on intervention, well, thats a difference case, high chance of health problems and addiction.

So..... does it bring us back to the "everything in moderation" clause?

I think the only "long-term" effect i've ever felt from MDMA was knowing how awesome it is and worrying about spacing my rolls.

oh, and getting introduced to rave culture and Microlights in gloves :) =D
 
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I've taken a few neurscience classes that spent a decent amount of time on substance abuse..

IIRC, the reason MDMA is neurotoxic is because of the enzyme that is produced in the brain to break down dopamine (and likely norepinepherine and serotonin)... Since the levels of neurotransmitters are higher during (and after) a roll, the enzyme is overproduced. This enzyme in larger amounts can essentially kill off neurons.

When you take MDMA in moderation (i.e. moderate doses/not too frequently), there is 0 evidence suggesting MDMA is neurotoxic... However, when you take it too much your neurons will indeed start dying. The same can be said for alcohol and most other substances...

Be smart about it... a few fun experiences is not worth damaging your brain over... space out your rolls and don't take too much
 
Ok, lack of proper word, substitute retarded for ill-informed. Anyone wight rh capability of reading, and has 15 minutes can clearly site maps, and scan through hundreds of creditable sources pointing to MDMA neurotoxicity. All these studies may be inconclusive because they cant specially relate them to the human brain, but in general it's very similar. A muscle cell acts like a muscle cell, a liver generally acts like a liver, a stomach generally acts like a stomach, and a serotonin axon, terminal and receptor site generally acts like a serotonin receptor, axon and terminal, regardless of the species.

Sure it a bit more complex, but anyone can obviously see that it correlates. I like to ask you, where did they test ssris before the first ever therapeutic prescription was approved by the FDA for use in humans? In rats/animals. Why? Because it affects the serotonin system generally in the same way as it does in humans, as it does in rats. Look how far we've come from then, there's no way they randomly picked a depressed guy that didn't care what he took it of a hat for testing, it's unethical, immoral and illegal.

Post creditable sources? Google it, map it, pubmed it, I'm not wasting my time. If your going to refuse it, then go ahead, be arrogant. Look at the details and in-depth coverage and methods used in numerous studies, clearly there not bullshit. Saying a rats serotonin system can't "generally" relate to ours, is like saying there hippocampus is unable to grow with maze learning, that's like saying their muscles aren't like ours and are unable to grow with exercise, or that fat cells can't be burned. There's a reason rats are used in almost every pharmeceutical drug testing operation.

Now there's clear a difference aswell, size (why they use % based on humans), metabolism (effecting recovery rate) and many other little things, but nothing extreme enough to cancel out neurotoxicty. Maybe if their stomach had a whole different mechanism as ours then MAYBE.

So what dude? You used and never felt consequences, congradulations. I rolled 300+ pills in 4 years and never felt any negative effects EVER, happiest guy around, was doing better in uni than most straight edged nerds. Ive popped up to 11 pills in a night, blacking out and then going back to school the following monday with no noticeable change. It wasn't until I reached my final binge that wreaked havoc upon my life, your brain can only take so much, it's very resilient, but not impervious. Who ever doesn't believe this is plain stupid "IMO".

Referring to "IMO" earlier, I was talking about the correlation between ppl being fucked from over use, even moderate. You don't see that shyt in cannabis discussion do you? No. So please, either stop being so negligent, or go and roll everyday for a few months if it's "inconclusive" then come back and tell me how you feel.

This argument is stupid and won't go anywhere.

Now what's being done to your brain "theoretically" is, toxic metabolites of MDMA unleashing free radicals upon your brain which pluck electrons from your serotonin axons to become a stable compound, excitiotoxicity from a crazy amount of activity of serotonin, once the initial rush of serotonin happens due to MDMA-dopamine begins to be picked up in your serotonin receptor sites causing then to "self-destruct" basically. And of course, downregulation of your 5HT terminals from such an abundance of serotonin, it's your body's natural defense. Also, hypergtemia greatly increases neurotoxicity bc your body can regulate it's temp on MDMA.

Now if you dint believe me, MAP it, you'll find something regarding each one of those methods of action.

Of course adulterants in pills contribute, think about it, one theory is that dopamine is reuptaked into the serotonin receptors causing harm, so clearly a pill cut with meth or smt (a dopamine releasing agent) would clearly add to the amount of dopamine being wrongfully took up by these receptors. As well as some adulterants easing body temp, which doesnt help, and whatever other shit is in the pills we don't know.

Who are you lashing out at? (I assume me).
I never abused MDMA, and i never said that MDMA is or isnt neurotoxic. I simply replied to your post because it wasnt a very well thought out post to me. I never said anything against anything that you are trying to prove.

i simply said this:

"I don't think you can say that just because someone has been fucked by MDMA that it automatically means neurotoxicity."

because you said this:

"It clearly is, who ever claims it isn't is either retarded, or in denial.. Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo"

The way I read this (and im sure it was the same for others), you were saying that it is clearly neurotoxic and your only reasoning on THAT post was that people said it fucked them so it must be neurotoxic.
What lead me to think that: "Look at all the ppl saying it fucked them? It's no coincidence imo"
This is why I said you have not stated any sources. I was asking for a source for not correlation, but causation between being fucked up and neurotixicity. Maybe you did not mean for your post to be taken this way.
 
I wasnt lashing out at you, i mis-read someones reponse and thought they mentioned they abused with no sides. My bad, iPhones cause me lots of mistakes on the net lol

I wasnt reasoning that ONLY on peoples responses to abuse, but studies AND the correlation between people abusing.

We definately arent on the same brain wave about this haha but yeah, I could have worded it a bit better, but since there ISNT any conclusive studies, ill leave it as "IMO", as I really have no authority to say otherwise.

hmm so yeah, don't abuse..
 
Wow somedud. I need to come live in your area. Thats a LOT of rolls bud. I've never even seen that many total. I've dusted MAYBE 70

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I take that back. Once I bought 23 and once I bought 17. So closer to 150 I'd guess
 
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you people know nothing about ecstasy abuse.... where do I go where they can study me hahaha
 
Drop to Canada, i'll see how many pills it takes to diminish your ability to read Green eggs and Ham.

Ill even do a follow up study on how long it takes for you to relearn how to read. You in?
 
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