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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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sad, bored, lonely above all else
Oh and very very anxious....no alcohol tonight means I am very jittery and on-edge.
 
n3ophy7e said:
sad, bored, lonely above all else
Oh and very very anxious....no alcohol tonight means I am very jittery and on-edge.
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Hope you are doing okay. I don't doubt your ability to get through whatever your current experiences are :)
 
Aw n3o-- I'm always sad to see you feeling down. E-hugs from overseas to you! :)

ATM: muddy. Didn't get in until after 4 this morning, didn't even try to sleep until after 5, and was woken up by a delivery call at precisely 8. I've been in worse states, but I just can't wait to get my applicances delivered so that I can have a nap. An epic headache is a brewing...
 
Struggling

Fallen on bad times but not the worst so :)
i keep repeating the same process of using then w/d repeat....story of my life im trying to finally make a change wish me luck :)
 
Opinionated.
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People who complain about miniscule ailments seriously need to toughen up or shut up. Can someone please explain to me how the process of whining and bitching about an everyday ailment (or even a somewhat significant/severe ailment) actually helps alleviate the ailment? Oh, that's right—it doesn't! If you want to sit around and whine about something of little significance in the scheme of life, all you are doing is strengthening your own weaknesses, stressing yourself out, and making me decide to stop listening to you.

PS. +10 pts to everyone with the clap!
Edit: See last post I made on thread, hahaha!
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In one word: stubborn

Its good and bad. Its certainly kept me alive at times, but has also made it nearly impossible to integrate with others around me.
 
Legerity said:
Hope you are doing okay. I don't doubt your ability to get through whatever your current experiences are :)
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Thank you <3
You know what? I was trying to repeat that very sentiment over and over in my head as a mantra when I was having panic attacks in bed last night. I really need to get my anxiety under control...
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Aw n3o-- I'm always sad to see you feeling down. E-hugs from overseas to you! :)
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Thank you Dave <3
I hope you get some more sleep soon :)


Me: tired/headache :|
 
MaybeHad2Much2fast said:
Fallen on bad times but not the worst so :)
i keep repeating the same process of using then w/d repeat....story of my life im trying to finally make a change wish me luck :)
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ee i have been there, done that. a million times over...so i feel ya. im right now in the process of trying to get clean yet again. my problem is not getting clean, its STAYING clean that i cant do...but all i gotta say is stay strong and just dont use, no matter what. its fuckin hard, but its not impossible. you can live a sober, happy life. recovery is possible.

as for me, i am broken.

:(

drugs [meth] has ruined my life. my boyfriend broke up with me. i almost died yesterday...everything is falling apart. when it rains, it POURS.
 
chillin

Feelin' like I got a lot on my plate, but ready to tackle it all since I have the week off. At least, that is the plan.
 
" drugs [meth] has ruined my life. my boyfriend broke up with me. i almost died yesterday...everything is falling apart. when it rains, it POURS. "

sounds like a chance to soak in this rain, and let it rinse you clean



<3

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