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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Neko, I will be 31 next week. 27 was one of the best years of my life; worry not - happy birthday, Ms. Aries! Hope the appointment goes well. One of my good friends IRL is Type II. If it turns out that you are, drop me a note and I'll put the two of you in touch.

My word of the day: calm. I get to play tomorrow if I work tonight!
 
I got the pink eye pretty bad. I've never had it before. It's clearing up now, but I guess it was pretty contagious, so I've just been moping around my house the last few days.

I look terrible and am doing nothing but sleeping and watching TV/movies. This is almost exactly like a year ago when I was still struggling with dope.

There's no dope this time around, which is good, but I've still been feelin' pretty down the last few days. :(
 
awake
not sure if I slept last night or just laid there for a few hours until now thinking and thinking and thinking
 
sad

a friend of mine from bluelight passed away last night(overdosed).. he went by the name "nchz" in the ed irc.
i just saw him the other day on video chat.

so please keep him and his family in your thoughts.
 
i'm feel nauseous , i just tried eating a granola bar, but i felt like puking after the first bite.

laying in bed with a heating pad on my tummy now.
 
Hang in there all of ya <3

My words: late/procrastinating. I've got plans with a friend and just cannot be bothered to stay on time after a sunny day, a walk, and a nap. I will be showering again shortly and on my way. I'd rather spend this evening here.

... Friday here ... dubstep remix, do not even ask!
 
ATM: entropic.

Life has become a lot more disordered in the past week or so. Not entirely sure if that's a bad thing, although it has been keeping me offline a lot.

D's: My condolences, I hope that you're doing well.
 
Found out someone has been spreading horrible lies and lying to me. I am heart-broken with humanity. I've already lost one close friend within the last month,a nd it seems like due to the horrible mouth of a lying woman-beater I will now have to lose another.

We are so horrible to each other sometimes. Maybe it's just not worth it.
 
like a douche bag

I drank too much last night, pinched my gf (as she described it "maliciously") for a while, called her all sorts of names and kept asking her to stab me. I don't remember any of this. Maybe I should lay off the booze for a while but life is so damn boring for me.
 
Sorry to hear about your friend D's.:(<3

paranoid android said:
Fucking bored to death. PA wants outta here :!
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I know the feeling...ick! :\<3

BeckyLee said:
Found out someone has been spreading horrible lies and lying to me. I am heart-broken with humanity. I've already lost one close friend within the last month,a nd it seems like due to the horrible mouth of a lying woman-beater I will now have to lose another.

We are so horrible to each other sometimes. Maybe it's just not worth it.
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Am so sorry this happened to you. Some people's toxicity is overwhelming. Hopefully, with time, this cancerous shit will work it's way out and back to the person that planted it. I have been involved in a similar situation with some asshole's the past year, and was devestated that I had backs turned on me. FUCK THEM!!
The truth is the truth and if people want to believe bullshit thats their problem. Some people can be incredibly fickle and have their own agendas unfortunately.
Dont beat yourself up hun, be there for yourself despite this shit. Hold that head of yours up. <3


ATM: Groggy, Tired.
 
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