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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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ocean you are NOT going to blow it, you're going to be awesome! Believe in yourself, just like the rest of us do <3

BeckyLee said:
Much <3 to Ocean, N3o, PA (I still love you and think about you daily), Mermaid, Mariposa, and a few others I'm forgtetting... Will be frequenting here a lot more to chat with ya'll. :)
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Great to see you back around these parts my dear, much love :) <3
 
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Ocean it'll go great!

ME: Zombie tired. Need to visit family within an hour or so....
 
*rowr*

and not like kitty *rowr*.
more like zombie *rowr*.
*rowr* through a mouthful of caviar.
since I'm not a zombie, and zombie *rowr* has a more wet gurgle to it.
 
sleepless
feeling violent again. stupid shit from work is coming to a head and I gotta confront two different assholes concerning two different issues. I can't sleep because I'm so fucking infuriated and I keep playing out different scenarios in my head

Fucking ridiculous actually. Its a goddamm pizza shop. Insignificant and temporary. This fucking pride of mine is fucking stupid but I can't let this shit slide and I'm in no mood lately for bullshit
 
OD, it'll be okay. Deep breaths.
Its your job, so yeah, its infuriating.
Annnnd sometimes you gotta be the asshole at work....if it gets shit done, it gets shit done, so.....its not like it is just to be a dick.
Hope today is going better for you <3
I still say we open a business together :D

My word: Blegh.
I've got allergies so bad it isn't funny (or I'm getting sick again, which I thought was the case) and my bed is KILLING my back.
 
broken.

My girl lied to me 'bout using Heroin on Friday night. Though, it wasn't her using that I really had a problem with. It was the fact that she lied 'bout it, when I asked her repeatedly. I had to scraggle it out of somebody else.

And the two options that I cannot make a decision on are:

- A. Break up with her; I fucking love her madly and thus, this is hard to comprehend.
- B. Forgive and forget. Also unable to comprehend, as I will never be able to trust her again. Which'll cause big, big problems, and renders the relationship a failure anyway.
 
OD, thinking of you today man. Just keep your cool and be the better man <3


Me: tired :|
So so sleepy for a Monday morning, not a good start to the week :|
 
zooms said:
broken.

My girl lied to me 'bout using Heroin on Friday night. Though, it wasn't her using that I really had a problem with. It was the fact that she lied 'bout it, when I asked her repeatedly. I had to scraggle it out of somebody else.

And the two options that I cannot make a decision on are:

- A. Break up with her; I fucking love her madly and thus, this is hard to comprehend.
- B. Forgive and forget. Also unable to comprehend, as I will never be able to trust her again. Which'll cause big, big problems, and renders the relationship a failure anyway.
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I'm not trying to be harsh-get out now. It's only going to get worse. No amount of love is going to change her or make her stop. You can't make her change for you, that's not love either. If she wants to do H than that's who she is. You either stay with her and accept it, or leave her and move on. There is no in between, take it from someone who has been there, oh so many times. On both sides of the fence. You can only have one love in your life, and H is a jealous bitch.
 
^Agreed. Unless she is willing to make a huge gesture like going to rehab or something, you need to get out of that relationship.

I am hopeful for once.

Things are finally getting better.
 
giveitupnj said:
I'm not trying to be harsh-get out now. It's only going to get worse. No amount of love is going to change her or make her stop. You can't make her change for you, that's not love either. If she wants to do H than that's who she is. You either stay with her and accept it, or leave her and move on. There is no in between, take it from someone who has been there, oh so many times. On both sides of the fence. You can only have one love in your life, and H is a jealous bitch.
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Aye I know like. I guess I always knew I'd have to end it, but I was kidding myself. The thought of somebody else with her, touching her and loving her the way I did is harsh. This is the first time anything has truly ever broken me.

Shit happens, I guess.
 
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