Zzyzx
Bluelight Crew
My best friend just told me he's going to kill himself soon and that I should make the most of the time left with him. I'm in total shock because I don't want to lose him but I have no clue how to save him.
He said it took him well over 10 years to mature his decision and that there is no point reporting him to get him under suicide watch because he'll simply act normal and they'll have no choice but to release him. And if I do that not only will I lose him but i'll lose him with a bad standing wich I will have to live with for the rest of my life.
This decision he says, comes after 20 years of physical and mental suffering that he just can't bear anymore. Well I couldnt bear to let him go like that.. Is that selfish of me????
I have good brain power myself but this guy outsmarts everyone and anyone I know. So all the 'life is great' jesus bullshit don't help at all. In the last decade he has consulted 5 or 6 different therapists with absolutely no result. He says the therapist were nowhere near smart enough to even begin to understand his situation.
I know that his current doctor has him on a pretty good dose of Effexor and Concerta and that my friend takes his meds exactly the way he should. I thought it would help him but he confessed it just provided him with the clarity of mind necessary for him to decide he wanted to die.
Please help me
He said it took him well over 10 years to mature his decision and that there is no point reporting him to get him under suicide watch because he'll simply act normal and they'll have no choice but to release him. And if I do that not only will I lose him but i'll lose him with a bad standing wich I will have to live with for the rest of my life.
This decision he says, comes after 20 years of physical and mental suffering that he just can't bear anymore. Well I couldnt bear to let him go like that.. Is that selfish of me????
I have good brain power myself but this guy outsmarts everyone and anyone I know. So all the 'life is great' jesus bullshit don't help at all. In the last decade he has consulted 5 or 6 different therapists with absolutely no result. He says the therapist were nowhere near smart enough to even begin to understand his situation.
I know that his current doctor has him on a pretty good dose of Effexor and Concerta and that my friend takes his meds exactly the way he should. I thought it would help him but he confessed it just provided him with the clarity of mind necessary for him to decide he wanted to die.
Please help me
