Is there hope for me?

TaZeR said:
Ok the truth is out obviously if I'm too scared to walk out on the street I have never spoken to a girl before that was a big lie but its what I imagine they would say... Never kissed a girl, never spoken to one except the one at mcdonalds and probably never going too.
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You're either trolling or the epitome of a useless human being. I'm going to go with the former, because I truly cannot accept the fact that there really are people like you living in this world.
 
I don't even gym, and would never touch steroids, I'm perfectly happy with my body (although I'm starting to gain alot of weigh recently). I'm 6,4 and pushing 180 pounds. I'm not particularly muscly, but do enjoy a beer gut. I do have close friends who use creatine, whey and are thinking of dabbling, and I also know many who actually do use.

You know their motto?

It's exercise supplemented with roids

Not roids supplement with exercise.

You gotta put the effort in first mate, then think about taking that route when you're frame wont even allow you to put on anymore lean muscle mass
 
Voxide said:
You're either trolling or the epitome of a useless human being. I'm going to go with the former, because I truly cannot accept the fact that there really are people like you living in this world.
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Not everyone is born rich and perfect into the good life with friends and family like you...
 
man you're gonna be about as angsty and over-masculine as that guy if you do steroids and SUCCEED at "building" with them. every single steroid using motherfucker i have ever known has massive anger issues and their worst enemy, ironically, is the "useless" nerd who doesnt get laid often enough [i.e. their image of themselves if they didn't "build" constantly], so why!? WHY?!?! just git AWAY before its too late dammit...

[i had to just shit out that last log of truth, then im out of this discussion for good. i have my own problems]
 
Monkeybizness said:
i agree work on your inner self first . you seem to not have much esteem and bulking up is not going to make you any cooler . your 6'3 and im pretty sure you dont look like a 12 year old , you probably approach girls as one tho.

confidence is NUMBER 1 if you walk around thinking your hot stuff girls will see you as hot stuff . if you dont love your self who the hell will

so take the advice me and xtc are giving you because were girls and we know what girls like.
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^this....see us girls know what we are talking about.
 
xstayfadedx said:
^this....see us girls know what we are talking about.
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The thing is I don't have an inner self right now that's what I want to hopefully get is a personality and identity with society, but before I can start any of that I need to get rid of the dehabilitating physical and mental pain I get from going outside or interacting with people and I can only do that to my knowledge with intense physical training. Without the pain first gone from me and being able to finnaly relax then I can start on the basics learning how to communicate with human beings again etc...
 
This is obviously a troll. How would you be able to communicate and write like that if you didn't even "Exist", as you seem to claim ? How do you survive without being a human citizen of planet earth? I mean, being lazy, a virgin, premature, that's all understandable. What with today's technology and whatnot especially. But you claim to not have a personality and identity. ?!?!?! Lol no inner self? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I heard that injecting monkey brains can give you an inner self instantly. :D
 
Yeah I'm gonna call troll on this one.

Just for the heck of it though, a few years ago I was 6'1 and weighed about 145 lbs. I was anxious in about every situation you could think of, which eventually led me to become a alcoholic and later a full blown heroin/coke addict. I got clean for long enough to focus on my health and I put on about 40 lbs naturally. Just by eating clean and making the gym a priority. Just recently have I started to dabble with steroids. I still struggle with my anxiety and depression, but bodybuilding has given me confidence and purpose that I didn't have before.

OP- if you are actually being serious my advice would be to put on as much muscle naturally as you can before you even think about roids. If your anxious start out slowly, get out of the house and go for a walk, ride a bike, skateboard, whatever just don't sit on your computer all day. And go to a gym even though it will be uncomfortable at first, talk to people there and make some gym friends.
 
PARooolller said:
good quote....but you enjoy a beer gut?
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Well, not so much enjoy it. I just don't really mind all that much, I'm happy with how I look. I can scrap, don't really have much need for more muscle mass than whatever's around at the moment. I know alot of guys do it for confidence, but I'm not lacking. Other's do it for the body image, which I don't really want. Each to their own I guess.
 
ControlDenied said:
This is obviously a troll. How would you be able to communicate and write like that if you didn't even "Exist", as you seem to claim ? How do you survive without being a human citizen of planet earth? I mean, being lazy, a virgin, premature, that's all understandable. What with today's technology and whatnot especially. But you claim to not have a personality and identity. ?!?!?! Lol no inner self? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I heard that injecting monkey brains can give you an inner self instantly. :D
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The internet isnt real its like a movie or book i dont see you as people but like an interactive computer program thats why i can communicate with you its pretty much how i keep my sanity. If you spent every waking moment only doing things through the internet you begin to be afraid of even being left alone with your own thoughts. You would probably be like me a zombie of sorts when faced with anything real life with a burning pain in your chest your heart in your throat thumping so hard you can feel like your body is pulsating and your eyes and head darting around side to side with an uncomfortable intensity unable to focus on any one thing. You think this life is fuckin fun!? I wouldnt wish this sort of thing on my worst enemy.
 
Your dry lyrics need some E45 bruv.


Seriously though, if you aren't trolling and are really suffering, you can't get better until you take the first leap. Go to the gym, bite the bullet, build your social skills. The gym atmosphere can be good, strangers arent going to take any notice of you to make you anxious unless you contact them first really. Once you've warmed up to the idea, make some friends there.

Dont use roids straight away, your frame needs work first. I'm not an expert by any means, but put the hard work in first. Once your body wont let you put anymore on, then maybe, ina few years, use if you want.


Make diet plans and shit if youre that bothered about how you look.
 
OP, haven't you seen Hamilton morris?

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dude's lanky as a motherfucker and hella ladies like a pencil thin man.

shit... you're 6'3"?? surely you're packing SOMETHING below the belt.

but for goodness sake, eat some fucking potatoes. 145 for your height is painfully skinny.

also, you only need a couple of weights to keep in your closet to have a decent workout routine. let me know if you want tips.
 
I apologize if you're for real I just have trouble believing that you're not exaggerating a lot. ive abused the internet almost as much as humany possible since i was the same age you described, im also 24, i have insane anxiety, same problems basically, but I wouldnt claim that im like, incapable of well, anything [isnt that kind of what you're claiming?]. i mean, how have you ever made money? do your parents pay for absolutely everything, and completely ignore you or something, not knowing what you're doing with their money? I just don't see how its possible... anxiety, drug problems, loneliness, these are all old things, but you're making it seem like you're an alien. i think you're either trolling, or being way too dramatic. anyway i dont see how its possible for me or anyone here to help you if you're for real. if the internets the problem, why ask for the solution on an online forum? haha i mean this is funny, admit it. [if you're real!]. so go out for a jog. and stop talking about steroids, its just ridiculous.

i should too. ive been sitting around for years upon years basically.

anyway, i feel you might be fucking with us, because in that last post you say you see people on the internet like unreal characters in a story, then you express resentment that i find your "situation" funny. how could you know im poking fun at you, and even be annoyed by it, if you dont think im real, or have to pretend im not real because its too nerve wracking to talk to me if i was? if you're not joking, then i think the real problem is something you're not telling or dont even know of, maybe.

if you're being sincere, i think its almost entirely a self esteem issue. you're extremely hard on yourself but at the same time dont take others seriously enough. take it easy, life is too short.
 
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auhsoJ said:
Listen to black metal and picture yourself as Rocky.
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I have 70 gigabytes of black metal, in case you need some.

TaZeR said:
Not everyone is born rich and perfect into the good life with friends and family like you...
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And these things are what give someone the confidence to go walk out on the street by themselves?
 
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Captain.Heroin said:



And these things are what give someone the confidence to go walk out on the street by themselves?
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Being raised in an environment in which making friends came easy doesn't hurt. Having friends is the opposite of not having confidence (usually). Having family that you can actually relate to is another plus. We all need a base to build on.

I - to some degree - actually relate to this guy. I beat myself up too much and don't take others serious enough. I also spend too much time being alone with a screen. I'm learning so much about myself through this thread.
 
ControlDenied said:
I apologize if you're for real I just have trouble believing that you're not exaggerating a lot. ive abused the internet almost as much as humany possible since i was the same age you described, im also 24, i have insane anxiety, same problems basically, but I wouldnt claim that im like, incapable of well, anything [isnt that kind of what you're claiming?]. i mean, how have you ever made money? do your parents pay for absolutely everything, and completely ignore you or something, not knowing what you're doing with their money? I just don't see how its possible... anxiety, drug problems, loneliness, these are all old things, but you're making it seem like you're an alien. i think you're either trolling, or being way too dramatic. anyway i dont see how its possible for me or anyone here to help you if you're for real. if the internets the problem, why ask for the solution on an online forum? haha i mean this is funny, admit it. [if you're real!]. so go out for a jog. and stop talking about steroids, its just ridiculous.

i should too. ive been sitting around for years upon years basically.

anyway, i feel you might be fucking with us, because in that last post you say you see people on the internet like unreal characters in a story, then you express resentment that i find your "situation" funny. how could you know im poking fun at you, and even be annoyed by it, if you dont think im real, or have to pretend im not real because its too nerve wracking to talk to me if i was? if you're not joking, then i think the real problem is something you're not telling or dont even know of, maybe.

if you're being sincere, i think its almost entirely a self esteem issue. you're extremely hard on yourself but at the same time dont take others seriously enough. take it easy, life is too short.
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Heh actually probably worse than how i describe it, i was probably genetically predisposed as well that what makes it a whole lot worse. I live on government assistance $600 a month for my rent and food I've never worked and I havnt been in contact with my parents for years they think im a crack head and dont understand mental illness.

To the other person I'm not sure if you mean the old dude or the tranny in the pic, but im not packing anything under the belt really its small and doesnt work properly from masturbating it too much since i was around 10. And even if I wanted too I could never perform around a person.
 
TaZeR said:
Not everyone is born rich and perfect into the good life with friends and family like you...
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Amazing assumption.

I give you 5 stars.

Now, for the sake of the dignity of the human race, eliminate yourself. The reason your life is like this is your fucking fault. YOU dropped out of school. YOU smoked pot too much. YOU are too afraid to carry out basic social functions. Don't put it all on me and give me a sob story. I could care less if your own father assfucked you at 6 years old, you have no excuse for your behavior and need euthanization, or at least professional help.

Like I said, we all have obstacles. Some more than others. You're a bitch and pathetic excuse for a human being if you prefer feeling sorry for yourself over actually working to try and live your life. You don't have a mental illness. Fuck off and don't you dare compare a social anxiety disorder to a real mental illness.
 
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I understand your frustration with this guy Voxide, but dont suggest death to people. Alot of suggestable people are on this forum. He sounds like he's trolling, but the even minute chance he's being serious then you might do some bad damage to him....

To me, OP sounds very 'multiple personality disorder'. You hate yourself and are shy, but are aggressive in this thread. You cant walk down the street, but you wana get big to pick up chicks?
 
StrutterGear said:
I understand your frustration with this guy Voxide, but dont suggest death to people. Alot of suggestable people are on this forum. He sounds like he's trolling, but the even minute chance he's being serious then you might do some bad damage to him....

To me, OP sounds very 'multiple personality disorder'. You hate yourself and are shy, but are aggressive in this thread. You cant walk down the street, but you wana get big to pick up chicks?
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I just want to live a normal life like everybody else but I guess deep down I know thats never going to be possible so I tell myself these things like im gonna start working out etc... to keep some sort of hope alive. I don't know im lost scared and confused the world hates me I dont have anywhere near what it takes everything seems so simple for people and im locked in my house like a hermit.
 
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