llama112
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Okay not sure where to put this ... just hoping someone on here can help as I've read things on here that have to do with anti depressants
So I have anxiety problems but I do NOT have depression. I'm a happy, cheerful, bubbly person for the most part. But once or twice a week, I have panic attacks. It has been getting worse for the past couple months but I've had it for years. (I'm 20 and in college now... I know I had them in high school too but just not as bad) I'm also just scared a lot - like of everything - irrationally.
Anyway the doctor gave me some anti depressants. Citalopram (to be exact). I don't want to take them for a couple reasons. The main reason is that I have heard that they basically get rid of your feelings and don't make you happy but they just mask the sadness. But I don't want to mask all my feelings - I enjoy being happy when I am - that is part of me.
Another reasons is I also do mdma like once a month and you can't get high off of m when you are on these things.
The doctor said specifically that I don't have depression, he knows that, I know that, okay great. But then he prescribes me these? Why? I want something for my anxiety!!!
My mom advised me to tell the doctor that I use mdma. (I'm pretty sure I don't want that on my record though) I don't think the doctor will prescribe me anti anxiety medication if I use other things recreationally. I don't want these for getting high - I could get them if I just wanted them for getting high. I actually have anxiety problems and I want them to help me with that.
Should I actually try these anti depressants? Should I go back to the doctor and ask him about it? Should I try another doctor? Are there ways that I can get anti anxiety medicine instead? I'm not sure...
So I have anxiety problems but I do NOT have depression. I'm a happy, cheerful, bubbly person for the most part. But once or twice a week, I have panic attacks. It has been getting worse for the past couple months but I've had it for years. (I'm 20 and in college now... I know I had them in high school too but just not as bad) I'm also just scared a lot - like of everything - irrationally.
Anyway the doctor gave me some anti depressants. Citalopram (to be exact). I don't want to take them for a couple reasons. The main reason is that I have heard that they basically get rid of your feelings and don't make you happy but they just mask the sadness. But I don't want to mask all my feelings - I enjoy being happy when I am - that is part of me.
Another reasons is I also do mdma like once a month and you can't get high off of m when you are on these things.
The doctor said specifically that I don't have depression, he knows that, I know that, okay great. But then he prescribes me these? Why? I want something for my anxiety!!!
My mom advised me to tell the doctor that I use mdma. (I'm pretty sure I don't want that on my record though) I don't think the doctor will prescribe me anti anxiety medication if I use other things recreationally. I don't want these for getting high - I could get them if I just wanted them for getting high. I actually have anxiety problems and I want them to help me with that.
Should I actually try these anti depressants? Should I go back to the doctor and ask him about it? Should I try another doctor? Are there ways that I can get anti anxiety medicine instead? I'm not sure...