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I just recently found out my girlfriend is injecting heroin behind my back

Dr.DOB

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So I go outside to meet a friend really quickly and I come back into the house and find out my girlfriend is acting really slow. Shes acting pretty strangely and I ask her if she did any drugs during the 5 minutes I was gone. Then she tilts her head up a little and I see white powder in her nostril. I then tell her that I know she did some K and she needs to come clean with me if she is still a good person. She then lifts up an empty bag off her desk and said she still had a little left and that's what she did.
However earlier she was begging me for K and even tried scraping some off my desk into a pile which was like 15mg which wouldn't do anything, so clearly she was fiending for it. She eventually tells me that she stole some of my K and replaced it with flour. So of course I'm mad, specially since my last redheaded girlfriend stole K from me too, and then I tell her to tell me everything. That's when she admits to IVin H.
There was a dozen times before this incident that I would try to see her while she was in the bathroom and she would lock the bathroom (something she never did before). She claimed it was because she had stomach problems and she needed privacy. Now I realize it was because she had been injecting tar.
So she cries and tells me she only did all these things because she was ashamed and embarrassed and hated life which made her impulsive. I too sometimes feel like life is pointless but it wouldn't ever drive me to do something like this, but she also does things like cut herself so I figure maybe she is being legit. Maybe this is just a isolated incident from now on, since she only admitted to stealing K from me a couple times, but she has been IVin for a while now, she even has some new shady H dealers.
Anyways I figure its best for our future that I forgive her since she does live with me. So yesterday I decide to drive her to her shady dealer and get her a sack and help her IV some H. We used to plug H together all the time and had a grand time but I was always against IV because of the increased risk involved.
So she ties her arm off with the cord of her hair straightener and puts the dirty cord in her mouth, yuck, and she tries to hit the vein but misses several times and then she finally gets it and then she goes straight to the bathroom for a long time cleanin up and being self conscious looking at herself in the mirror. I go and the door is open this time and I ask her if she feels it and shes super cherry and says yes of course. A couple minutes later she wants another shot and I ask her if I can do it for her. She says no, then I remind her that I used to inject K into her hand veins all the time back in the day, something she totally forgot about. She used to call me doctor and told me I was the best at it, and she completely forgot about all those good times, which saddens me greatly.
Anyways she agrees and then I do it for her. My hands were not shaky at all, the opposite of her when she did it (she says she always gets shaky, probably from the excitement) and I shoot her up perfectly hitting the vein first time and pushing in at a perfect speed and coming out straight. So all the next times she let me do it.
Okay so this is the best part of the story. She doesn't really like rolling which is weird but, when she is pinned and nodding she acts like she is on the most epic roll ever. She used to never come up to me and grab my crotch but as I was washing the dishes she did. I realize that now is my window to have a good time with her and I quickly pull down her pants and panties and bend her over and she says, "I don't want it from behind." So I toss her on the couch and fuck her as hard as I can. The faster I go the more she screams and tells me how "godly" I am. I pull out as I'm about to cum and she puts her mouth over my cawk as fast as she can and sucks up all my juice. She tells me how she doesn't understand how good I am at intercourse and goes on and on about how perfect and large my penis is. Basically I was in heaven and she was just complimenting me as much as possible.
We wound up having sexcapades the rest of the day and she was extremely vocal during sex telling me while I was ramming her, "I want you to fuck me forever" and "I'm getting fucked by god." She kept drinking a lot of water and I guess it was all converted by her organs into vagjuice because she squirt massive puddles on our bed. She wound up having about 20 orgasms, she said her vagina was extra sensitive, I could give her one in a minute flat. She was actually getting addicted to orgasms because she wouldn't let me have a break giving them to her and she was going to a party and shes like, "I want just one more before I go but there's no time." So basically the moral of the story is that sometimes your girlfriend can be addicted to something that may seem detrimental to your relationship, but can actually enhance it ten fold.
 
Well I've been heavily into altering my consciousness ever since I was 12 so that response comes to no surprise to me. I wear a tie to work five days a week, I think I deserve a little fun on the weekends.
 
co-dependant and confused and in denial.

The fact that you are making "excuses" is allowing both of you to continue this lifestyle.

You said that you would never IV because of risks, I am assuming you are referring to the health risks. But you are more than happy to drive her to her dealer and enable her to buy and use?

I am with The Chemist - grabbing some popcorn
 
I see so many issues with this. But i can't even begin to tell you how to fix these things because honestly, i don't think you want to fix it. Which is pretty sad.

+3 on grabbing popcorn.
 
Man if you can't confront her about her use and be strong about it you should probably just end the relationship before you both end up dead. Something about the situation is clearly toxic.

Popcorn indeeeed.
 
Well I don't see it that toxic and besides she is leaving to college in the fall so we wont see each other probably since she will be hours away. So far everything is pretty good except today she was nodding out and hit her head on the table pretty hard, she was smiling afterwards though so I guess shes ok. Yes I'm against IVing and yes I drove her to her dealer but if I didn't she would just drive herself so I don't think there is anything I can do, if I reject her lifestyle then she will do it behind my back and feel ashamed, this way she can feel loved.
 
Trust me, I've been there with a tar addict before. You need to be willing to leave or she won't have a reason to quit. Honestly, most people need to hit bottom before they will bounce back. I refused to leave my addict and it ended in a lot of lies, cheating, stealing, and pain. Most addicts are extremely manipulative and will do anything to maintain their lifestyle.
 
wow, this went in a completely different direction than I originally thought

good for you guys, I suppose. there are tons of reasons for her to quit banging H... if you really need me to point them out, I think it's better for ya'll to just find out on your own. no offense or anything, it is just best that way
 
So basically the moral of the story is that sometimes your girlfriend can be addicted to something that may seem detrimental to your relationship, but can actually enhance it ten fold.

So let me get this straight, you were mad at your gf for banging H because it's dangerous, then you reversed your position completely just because you got your dick wet.

cool story brah
 
no its just that there is nothing i can do to convince her otherwise
believe me I've tried, everytime I bring up something negative about H she tells me to look on the bright side
its really her medicine and I can't get in between her and it, wtf do you expect me to do, you think its easy to convince a girl like her to stop shootin?
 
I'm telling you, man. She won't quit that shit unless you are willing to leave her. As long as she has people in her life to manipulate and take advantage of she will never stop, and it will likely kill her. Possibly you too. Lots of shooter's diseases are sexually transmitted as well.
 
i dont think shes taking advantage of me
and she would do it without me anyways
i dont think you understand that
also she wont get any STDs
she only shoots with me
 
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