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sakura.summers

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Every time I've taken E at a rave it's made me very anxious, I freak out and it really doesn't feel good. Does anyone else have this problem? I'd really love to be on E in that atmosphere, but I just freak out. It might just be coming up there that's the problem, but I'm not sure I'd want to be already high when I get there because of possible cops outside. Suggestions?
 
Maybe its just the pills your taking. Have you tried different ones?

When I roll at shows I usually sit down for the first hour or so with my friends waiting to come up. Its easier and gives you time to get in the zone before you go out and try and dance.

Try stretching when your coming up, always puts my mind to rest and it feels reallllllllllyyyy good!

It could be the people you go out with too; I go out with close friends and I know that I'm safe with them.
 
Try a smaller party or go with a couple like minded friends.... I know that helps me be a lot more relaxed.... Never had this problem with lsd tho.... maybe give that a shot
 
When you say every time, how many is that? Twice, ten times? Like said above maybe its your pills but then again maybe its just a bad setting for you. If the anxiety goes away once you're dancing and having fun then yeah, its just the come up and a lot of people experience that. However, if you get passed the come up then its the rave environment, at least the ones that you've gone to so try and change the types of parties you attend.


But if you don't feel comfortable then don't do it, its that simple.
 
I've tried it with different pills every time, sometimes molly, sometimes E. I've tried it 4 or 5 times and every time I've had to leave while coming up because of anxiety, I even puked once. I always go with close friends, but there are just so many people there. Do you think maybe I should sit in the bathroom while I come up or something? I know I'd be fine once I'm actually rolling, just not sure how to get there.
 
Smoke some fine herb, be away from people, sit in the bathroom if it helps. I recently hippy flipped and the comeup was a little weird, then after about an hour after ingestion I started to feel anxious then nauseous and threw up a little(which hasn't happened to me on mushrooms or MDMA and I've rolled probably over 30 times). After that I felt amazing though.
 
sakura.summers said:
I've tried it with different pills every time, sometimes molly, sometimes E. I've tried it 4 or 5 times and every time I've had to leave while coming up because of anxiety, I even puked once. I always go with close friends, but there are just so many people there. Do you think maybe I should sit in the bathroom while I come up or something? I know I'd be fine once I'm actually rolling, just not sure how to get there.
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Just chill on the side, sit down with a friend while you come up.
That way you don't have to be in the middle of the crowd but once you start peaking you just stay where you are if you end up floored or go dance like a madman if you want.

If you feel like sitting in the bathroom then go for it, in all actuality I've spent a good deal of time coming up in a bathroom just by coincidence.
Weird.
 
sakura.summers said:
Every time I've taken E at a rave it's made me very anxious, I freak out and it really doesn't feel good. Does anyone else have this problem? I'd really love to be on E in that atmosphere, but I just freak out. It might just be coming up there that's the problem, but I'm not sure I'd want to be already high when I get there because of possible cops outside. Suggestions?
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I know what are you saying.. Sometimes i have this.. Thats all in your head..

I can control it now.. On the first times i was always alert to the symptoms of my body, always thinking that something is going to be wrong, that i could pass out or something.. you just have to stay away from that toughts..
 
LimaZ said:
I know what are you saying.. Sometimes i have this.. Thats all in your head..

I can control it now.. On the first times i was always alert to the symptoms of my body, always thinking that something is going to be wrong, that i could pass out or something.. you just have to stay away from that toughts..
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No it's not all in your head. Some people's bodies react differently to drugs, this person seems to have very anxious comeups (very common).
 
Just chill bro...why are you freaking out? Are you afraid your going to get caught? Do you have social anxiety? Do you feel guilty about something? Are you afraid you will OD? Did something bad happen to you or someone you know in the past?

These are all anxiety triggers.

Based on what you have written I feel like even if you didnt take E at raves you would probably still be the type of person that just cant handle that type of social interaction. If You really "think" its the E thats causing it then just dont take it. Simple. You are there to have fun, you dont need to roll if you cant handle it.

But honestly IMO you seriously need to just relax and man up. Take charge and get confident. Have a 'dont give a fuck' attitude. Theres no reason to feel like a pussy at a rave...that type of attitude will prevent you from getting pussy.

Theres nothing to be afraid of. There are 100s and often 1000s of people who are wayyy more fucked up then you and nobody even makes a big deal about that so why would they make a big deal about 'little old you'? Plus you have friends to take care of you...they will keep you safe.

If you cant handle it, maybe raves are not your type of environment.
 
When I first started rolling I couldn't roll around a big group of people. I had a mental block that would literally just keep the roll from starting. The second I would leave the party I was at I would start to roll instantly. I just hated being around people because I thought they would judge me.

But then I just thought, fuck it. I want to have fun. And after a while I started having less problems.
 
MasterSplinter said:
Just chill bro...why are you freaking out? Are you afraid your going to get caught? Do you have social anxiety? Do you feel guilty about something? Are you afraid you will OD? Did something bad happen to you or someone you know in the past?

These are all anxiety triggers.

Based on what you have written I feel like even if you didnt take E at raves you would probably still be the type of person that just cant handle that type of social interaction. If You really "think" its the E thats causing it then just dont take it. Simple. You are there to have fun, you dont need to roll if you cant handle it.

But honestly IMO you seriously need to just relax and man up. Take charge and get confident. Have a 'dont give a fuck' attitude. Theres no reason to feel like a pussy at a rave...that type of attitude will prevent you from getting pussy.

Theres nothing to be afraid of. There are 100s and often 1000s of people who are wayyy more fucked up then you and nobody even makes a big deal about that so why would they make a big deal about 'little old you'? Plus you have friends to take care of you...they will keep you safe.

If you cant handle it, maybe raves are not your type of environment.
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yeh man it really does sound like your the issue, not the pills. maybe you should start off just taking it with a load of friends in a comfortable environment, THEN when your all accepting and open and what not go to the rave.
 
Well I've definitely taken it plenty of times without raves, and gone to raves without taking E. It was fun every time. It's just that I already get a little anxious when I come up on E, and and the music and people are super overwhelming during this part, especially when guys are asking me to dance, or just strait up start grinding on me without permission, it's just a little much when I'm coming up and haven't started rolling yet. I think i'm gonna take amanda_eats_pandas' advice and just sit on the sidlines with friends during the come up.
 
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