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nearjat said:
"no words" :) I said that a lot last night.

Had an extremely powerful MXE experience. I've been dosing too low I think, and without marijuana. I was in a velvety blanket of peace and understanding.

Note from my phones notepad:

"I ebb and flow. Winter and summer. Meaningful and meaningless. Float above and you'll be fine."

So that's pretty cool. Never thought of my mindset like that before. I flow back and forth between attributing meaning to a lot of stuff, a "loving" warm mindset, to nihilism and denying meaning in any phenomenon. Now this is pretty bipolar looking to me, but I really think understanding that this happens a lot will keep me from falling off when things get a little chilly.

Much love guys.

PS: most of the trip was fucking amazing, but for some reason towards the end I took a single hit of weed from my one-ey, and had an awful anxiety attack. Like I was really worried about having a heart attack for a HOURS, but was too fucked up to really take my pulse. Was not prepared for that bullshit lol.
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Did you feel kind of off or strung out after u did the mxe?
 
MXE is definately the next thing i want to try.

Im just saving up a bit of $ so I could get a couple grams and get to know the substance well.
Saving money is hard to do though with bills, rent, etc. And now the season has come to buy festival and concert tix.
I need to prioritize, so for now my MXE fund is at $0 :(
 
nearjat said:
PS: most of the trip was fucking amazing, but for some reason towards the end I took a single hit of weed from my one-ey, and had an awful anxiety attack. Like I was really worried about having a heart attack for a HOURS, but was too fucked up to really take my pulse. Was not prepared for that bullshit lol.
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Dissociative peaks are the only time I can get away with smoking decent ganja and avoid the anxiety / paranoia altogether. Otherwise, I've concluded, it's not even really worth the high... I think by the time you took that hit, the dissociative "shield" was wearing down, if I had to guess.
 
Man, we need to arrange PD Social meetup times.

So we can all be online at once, and it can be more like a live chat type thingy.

Or we should all get on AIM.
 
nearjat said:
Haha if your prone to dissociative over use I'd be careful getting a couple grams of this stuff! :)

Yeah probably one of my favorite drugs after last night.
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Not all dissociatives, but if i have K ill use it till its gone.

I dont doubt that ill absolutely love this stuff.
Ketamine is one of my favorite highs and this is the closest thing to Ket thats available, and with its own unique and special twist. =D

I want to get a couple grams though to experiment with various doses and ROA's.

Id be interested in using it at a festival also.
 
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Man my eyes are always bigger than my appetite. It never fails me. I decided to make some guacamole to dip some chips in and decided i was really hungry and bought 5. So now im stuffed and still have a huge bowl of it left.
 
5 is a shit ton of avocados. Don't think I've used more than two personally, and i'll still have some left overs.

No oxy tonight, maybe for the best. Stone IPA and a sack of blueberry instead. Not as good, but will do me right.
 
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