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My only advice to young aged users...

iv always told ppl mdma abuse is the worst, may not b the most addictive but the damage overtime is rediculous, u can straight up ruin urself, and alot of ppl think its ok to do it alot if its pure. but again ur relly not suppost to do it at all ur gonna relese all ur chems this early in life/ and by the time u feel these negative effects its far to late,,, i still roll yes but few and farr inbetween like it should be, its better for u and more fun than doing it every month anyway, as i get older and wiser (hopefully) i might just do it once a year , or not at all if i cant get pure, i find lsd much more enjoyable these days, no come down, cheap if not free, long duration, awsome mood elevation with no depression, but i havent had any flash backs from lsd yet either, so i dont wanna go overboard
 
I've used and abused all types of drugs knowing what will happen when they wear off. I'm sure everybody's been in your boat but to post "concerns" on a public forum about all the bad that will happen to you if you use them is ridiculous. You been through the good now the bad begins so read up on how to take care of yourself and try to get through it but don't let it get the best of you. If you're down, don't bring everybody with you.
 
Sounds like you need to lay off the ecstasy. My story is similar, though, but it has a much happier ending. I finally got control in the end after getting serotonin syndrome after abusing MDMA very heavily. Even heavy abusers can recover and ultimately experience joy and love life again =D I'm sure if you gave it a chance, the same could be true of you =)
 
educating yourself is key
moderation as well
your story will perhaps prevent ppl suffering the same fate
im still recovering from year binge myself
if you abuse MDMA it will turn on you
stay safe kidz
 
I abused heavily for about 6 months (twice to four times a week) it was the worst feeling in my life when i stopped i had the same feelings that you did mad depressed wanted to end it and had terrible hallucinations all day everyday but you gotta realize that its just the damage you have done and learn to accept it. It is a chemical that is affecting you so dont get beat by it thats what kept me going is that its just a chemical. Stay hangin out with your good friends to help keep your head up and just tough it out i still havnt fully recovered but it has def gotten alot better. Start a clean life with exercise, a good diet, and a different lifestyle and it will get better. And once its all over you look back at it as something that has made you a stronger person overall.
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here in england we have terrible binge-drinking youth rates; which is worse for a growing body? alcohol or ecstasy?
 
Warped Reality said:
Stop. Don't start. Don't be stupid. Grow up with a normal life.
I started at a young age, and I fucked myself over. My mind is numb because of it. What are emotions? I couldn't tell you. I don't remember the last time I had one. I don't want anyone to go through the pain I'm going through. What are memories? I couldn't tell you. I don't remember any of them. What is fun? I don't know. I haven't had any in the past 5 years without the use of Ecstasy.

If you know kids using Ecstasy, please do the right thing. If you have any young family members using Ecstasy, please inform someone. Life is such a beautiful thing, and although Ecstasy may enhance it, in the long run it will also ruin it.

To the people that have normal lives while using Ecstasy, congratulations. I'm honestly proud of every single person in this world that can keep it under control and live normal lives while using it at a 'healthy' rate (Healthy as in not destroying yourself with it.)

I would love to tell you my life story but it's just too long. I've been through too many things. Too many drugs. My life is numb. Who am I? I don't know. What am I even here for? What is the meaning of life now? I can't go on living with this thought. The thought that I intentionally destroyed myself. The thought that I threw my wonderful life away. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm ashamed to call myself a human being. I'm ashamed to walk on this planet knowing that I am one of those low lives that everybody tells their kids to stay away from.

All I wanted was to fit in. I did fit in, for a while. Until everybody moved on and I stayed here by myself. Alone. Alone in this terrible, terrible drug-filled world. I can't get out now. I've locked myself up in this life and threw away the key.

And this my friends, is the end of me. Please, stay safe. Do the right thing and keep kids away from this. Ecstasy can be the most beautiful thing at one point, but it is now my worst nightmare. I love you all, stay safe bluelighters, my time has come. I have no reason to be on this planet any longer, and I'm going to put an end to myself in a few minutes... there's no turning back now. What's done is done, I don't have a way out.

If only there was just one person in this world, one person to tell me that I'm doing the wrong thing...

Move this to TDS if you may... but I think it should stay here. As a warning to teenagers to stay away from this shit. It throws your life away, honestly. This is my story guys, please don't forget it, let young users know what a powerful thing this drug can be.
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Just because you were naive immature and dense about your substance intake doesnt mean the whole world is. I understand this post but you worded it all wrong and it comes off like a rant.
 
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somedud said:
I'm six months into recovery and still feel severely etarded =\ all from one time of doing it after my small binge..
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Get out in the sun, exercise, eat healthy. Things will get better.

I used to roll every weekend in HS, never had major problems besides short term memory impairment, increased dyslexia, and slightly increased social anxiety(which I already had pretty severe beforehand.) It never caused me any added depression besides the next day I would get some (usually when the pills had some meth). I have been smoking weed to treat my depression for years though.. Everybody's different. I roll about once every 3 months, and the problems come back each time, but are relatively mild in comparison to the problems most people reported.
 
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dude whats wrong with the KITTY PICTARZ
yeah, you were stupid, so what
i didnt ask for any advice from you, kthnxbai
 
alantis360 said:
Wow is that really necessary ?

I hope the OP is alright , he has not made any posts since this one...
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I didnt think it was mean... Besides its pretty hard to take this post seriously. Someone made a post during the peak of one of there anxiety attack cause by mdma abuse warning "everyone and there kids to avoid this dangerous drug"
Seems lilke they should have posted a reply in "tolerance schmolerance" or the like thread and just not left this mdma abuse induced rant as a thread....
Also did u read the post? It seems to melike they made choices that were obviously wrong knowing the high risks involved and are now crying about it feeling sorry for themself.
 
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If you know kids using Ecstasy, please do the right thing. If you have any young family members using Ecstasy, please inform someone. Life is such a beautiful thing, and although Ecstasy may enhance it, in the long run it will also ruin it.

To the people that have normal lives while using Ecstasy, congratulations. I'm honestly proud of every single person in this world that can keep it under control and live normal lives while using it at a 'healthy' rate (Healthy as in not destroying yourself with it.)
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Contradictory if you ask me. Those two statements kind of cancel each other out. Just because you made bad decisions doesn't mean you should condemn those that don't. People who are responsible with their usage and still live full, happy lives should not be tattled on for a problem they don't have. That's incredibly unfair of you to suggest.

As for suicide, I agree with whoever says you should just go start life anew somewhere else. You have nothing left to lose, so why not hop on a plane to say... Germany and explore the world a little. Create whole new possibilities in somewhere entirely foreign.
 
I'm six months into recovery and still feel severely etarded =\ all from one time of doing it after my small binge..
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Bet you got dirty pills sir. So many people blame the MDMA without realizing that they are forgetting the fact that out of the small handfull of truly clean pills out there, you're going to find armfuls of ones that are not... so clean.
 
I think he is trying to make the statement that with mdma ,it can change your life for the worse faster than basically any other chemical. You may get some enlightenment and stuff off it but that doesn't really stay with you, it usually clears up. Taking it even monthly can really change a persons life around, and cause many problems from depression, anxiety and so on. It really depends on the person but i agree with the OP in ways, mdma is a real harsh chemical if not kept for once in a blue moon. I know i learned my lesson off rolling every month and a half.
 
F1n1shed said:
I think he is trying to make the statement that with mdma ,it can change your life for the worse faster than basically any other chemical. You may get some enlightenment and stuff off it but that doesn't really stay with you, it usually clears up. Taking it even monthly can really change a persons life around, and cause many problems from depression, anxiety and so on. It really depends on the person but i agree with the OP in ways, mdma is a real harsh chemical if not kept for once in a blue moon. I know i learned my lesson off rolling every month and a half.
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Its true. I dont know of any other chemical besides methamphetamine that changes its users personalities so fast, and often for the worst. Its totally dependent on the person though i have come to realize.
 
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