When I don't have weed, I don't feel like myself

[Adamrocksatlife]

As the title says, I don't feel like myself when I'm not high. I get all down in the dumps, and nothing seems to have the same appeal anymore.
It's been about a month since I smoked, because the magical fairy that brought me my weed flew away, never to return.
I'm in the process of trying to find another fairy, but they're so rare, and so damn elusive!
Anyways... Does this sound like a problem to you? Maybe I should just quit now and let the depression fade away? Ugh. All I know is I could really use a bowl right now.

 

[getnice]

you might have clinical issues... i know that after about a week of not smokin pot the fog seems to lift n i start to "feel my self" again.. but also u cant just sit around doing nothing but mourning the loss of your buds... go out n do something!

 

[schwiftee]

trying to source imo

 

[Adamrocksatlife]

Yeah I have a lot of other worries on top of that, most of them being financial....
But you're right. I should probably at least be outside doing stuff, like a walk around the block during the day or something. Maybe I'll find a bud fairy in the process, who knows?
And I've actually been diagnosed with clinical depression. But whenever I'm high it's like I'm pulled out of it.
Wow it really does sound like I have issues >_<

 

[Adamrocksatlife]

trying to source imo

Screw off, not trying to source.

 

[getnice]

let the mods determine that... as for marijuana of course its gonna make u feel great when your high, but if ur clinically depressed smoking weed is gonna effect any SSRI you take i know this from experience, do you take any meds for depression if so might i ask what?

 

[Adamrocksatlife]

let the mods determine that... as for marijuana of course its gonna make u feel great when your high, but if ur clinically depressed smoking weed is gonna effect any SSRI you take i know this from experience, do you take any meds for depression if so might i ask what?

I'm supposed to be taking zoloft but I don't, probably should be
And I take ambien for sleep aid if that matters at all.

 

[purple_cloud]

This is not CD material. I thought about leaving it open until I investigated your other posts Adamrocksatlife. There's lots of information here about taking a break from pot, and The Dark Side is a good place to discuss feeling depressed or empty because of your substance use. This post, reads like a journal entry, and the sourcing thing is questionable, so I'm going to close this. If anyone has a problem with it, feel free to PM me.