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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

How do you ration your drugs so you don't blow(lol) through it all?

I suffer from acute anxiety and I find it interesting that just POSSESSION of my anti-anxiety drugs is an anxiety reliever itself. Just knowing I have them available and I can take them should I need to is enough to take the edge off a lot of the time.
 
I never enjoyed being "overly" fucked up. I much prefer just a chill feeling, I only do opiates really, never gave benzos a shot. I enjoy just relaxing a little, and I tend to do very little at a time.



This is me too.....I just like popping a 10/325 vicodin or percocet & adding a Soma with them & sitting back & watching some movies with my girl. Im not the type "yet" that has to take all of his pills & get really high, just dont like to abuse my meds, plus I have back pain & if I would abuse them, they wouldnt work like they should.
 
I suffer from acute anxiety and I find it interesting that just POSSESSION of my anti-anxiety drugs is an anxiety reliever itself. Just knowing I have them available and I can take them should I need to is enough to take the edge off a lot of the time.



If I had $500k sitting in the bank, that would alleviate all my stresses & anxiety & wouldnt need any benzos. Just knowing you have money, benzos, etc.....alleviates the anxiety.
 
Whenever I get painkillers, I give my girlfriend a couple to hold on to for a rainy day or when I have withdrawals.. if you don't have a girlfriend, give them to a trusted friend!



I have a gf but she snorts more pills than I swallow so I dont give her any to hold, but I do give her share of goods.
 
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