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Okay I fucked up... Need some advice to stay awake.

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I had three different psychics tell me that I'm one of the last Indigo on three separate occasions and when I was a kid I always told my mom and my grandmother very matter-of-factly that I was from the stars... Used to communicate with nature, natural healing abilities, the firey temper that Indigos are known for... the works...

So I decided to do the responsible thing - I called out. I don't work in a mission critical environment (its a help desk for christ's sake) and if they fire me, so be it. I'll get something else. I called my doctor and made up a story about my Wellbutrin causing me severe insomnia (which I stopped taking a long time ago because it did indeed cause severe insomnia among other things)... I'm going to go in tomorrow and get a doctor's note and hope for the best. Whatever happens, happens.

And yes I've gone on some binges lately though I'm not really sure WHY. I don't know what it is I'm trying to escape from. Things have been going really well for me lately so it just doesn't make any sense.

This was hardly a binge though. I had 500mg when I started the night and I have 186 now. Methylone, would have easily been a gram...


EMP from the mother and son
Tore the digital down.
Dawn now the age of the innocent ones.
The Indigo Children

Analog time piece, sky wide
Synched to the ticker inside
Move with the rhythm of the moon and tide.
The Indigo Children

Sirius, Venus and the lunar child
Giggle and the flames grow higher.
Dance in a circle round a central fire.
The Indigo Children

Wine, song, food, and fire.
Clothes, shelter, and seed.
No more need for the old empire
(When the) indigo children (come.)
 
Caffeine gives you extreme anxiety but MEPHEDRONE is an appealing alternative ?

people go to work hung over all the time, just live it, and enjoy your crash sleep when you finish the next grueling 8 hours.
 
What is it that makes you an indigo child?

I think the term is goofy because even though this universe is so ridiculous, it is an endless stack of relativity. Do you have some kind of singularity that you are projecting from to figure out that you are actually an "indigo child?" Hook it up!

Yeah I think the term is kinda vague too.

I did a quick search and they describe "indigo children" in very general terms that people can try to apply to themselves. I once read one description of "Indigo children" that made it seem like every kid that was born in the late 70s, early 80s, and maybe even very early 90s was somehow an "Indigo child".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indigo_children

http://www.namastecafe.com/evolution/indigo/

The whole thing sort of reminds me of Chinese astrology in a way or Astrology done with the charts and planets at the location/time/date of birth, that can be fun to see what it says just for kicks but not something I believe in and it's not science.

OP-at least you called out sick based on what you wrote. Get some rest when you're able to.
 
Get yourself another bag of mcat!!! that will get you through your work day.coz i dont know what kind of shit you have been taking coz the stuff we get here in Pretoria keeps me up for 4 days straight.=D
 
OK I think we're done with the bad advice coming too late anyway.

Yes I've been stupid too and cut that shit out for the most part. Learn from your mistakes already and of all the chemicals at the very least leave mephedrone behind.

I also don't think PD is interested in trying to prove or disprove (good luck with either) if you're an Indigo child but if you want to talk about that over at Philosophy / Spirituality be my guest.
 
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