i quit drugs recntly mostly cocaine i smoke pot from time to time or use booze and sometimes benzos to sleep i have a normally healthy life i go to school and ecercise regularly two hours of yoga everyday even tho i still felt empty so this weekend i was feeling anxious so id ecided to drink with my guy friend then we smoked some green i dont remember most of this he says i was tripping screaming gor him not ot touch me i woke up half naked...god figures howw much ir egret it due o he trauma asked my friend to give me some prozac pills i have never taken them i have only taken focalin / these changed my life for the beter i stopped drinking or using any other drugs but sometime si would get panic/anxiety attacks whch lased for days i had conversations with myself..tho i bought xanac from this kid and that put me back to my normal self i was also using vicodin and oxycontin during thanksgiving even tho just for recreational purposes..so yesterday i took prozac for the first time..my pupils were huuuge i got so thirsty felt like my heart was gonna pump out of my chest i took 1mg ok clonazepam and i still couldn sleep until 2 am i took the prozac at 2pm only 20 mg
i woke up this moning completely restless so i had 25 mg of alzoprazam...srry dont now how to spell it still doesnt d the trick im still awake but rather sluggish and paranoid i dont have the motivation to ge out of bed i even missed school , i frequently take st johns and 5htp these seem to do the trick but i have been considering to visit a shrink soon because of my ADD and rgular anxiety how long will it take for the st johns 5htp fluoxetine clonazepam and alzoprazam to get out of my system ..idk what the shrink will give me i hope this helps my constant obsessive impulsive and compulsive tendencies
i also had a weird night couldnt sleep but had disturbing thoughts most of them chldhood or old memories sorta like dejavu now this seems blurry and i am traumatized due to the expierience what shold i do to put all this behind me? and go back to my old self yoga practicioner constantly social person even tho i have tendencies to hagout with drugaddicts which i shouldnt..but i can manage to resist temptation
i woke up this moning completely restless so i had 25 mg of alzoprazam...srry dont now how to spell it still doesnt d the trick im still awake but rather sluggish and paranoid i dont have the motivation to ge out of bed i even missed school , i frequently take st johns and 5htp these seem to do the trick but i have been considering to visit a shrink soon because of my ADD and rgular anxiety how long will it take for the st johns 5htp fluoxetine clonazepam and alzoprazam to get out of my system ..idk what the shrink will give me i hope this helps my constant obsessive impulsive and compulsive tendencies
i also had a weird night couldnt sleep but had disturbing thoughts most of them chldhood or old memories sorta like dejavu now this seems blurry and i am traumatized due to the expierience what shold i do to put all this behind me? and go back to my old self yoga practicioner constantly social person even tho i have tendencies to hagout with drugaddicts which i shouldnt..but i can manage to resist temptation

