Some background information:
Prior to this event i had tried aMT two or three times. The first i dropped around 20mg and was not impressed with the vague almost placebo like stimulation I received. The second i upped the dose to 40 and then dropped another forty several hours later. I had a most pleasing trip and decided i wanted to try it again as i unfortunately could not stay awake for the whole experience (strange seeing as most describe it as a speedy high) and only experience the odd hour of the trip.
I am already experienced in mephedrone, methylone, mushrooms, MDMA, ketamine, amphetamine, Ritalin, cannabis, salvia, poppers, nitrous, temazapam, 6-APB and alcohol. Plus assorted pills which i assumed contained a mixture of amphetamines and piparazines.
The trip:
I received my 100mg of aMT freebase which my friend had ordered for me off the internet previously that week and decided to trip that night (it was a Saturday). I also decided to trip in my room alone as i find human company is distracting and too much effort to be dealing with. I am a male and weigh around 140-150lb. The drug itself was a kind of orangey brown colour (I have heard others describe it as ‘tan’ but it definitely seemed more orangey to me) and smelled very strongly although I’m not sure what of although it was very unpleasant. I was in an excited mood at this point, no drugs had been consumed since the previous weekend and I was in a generally good state.
T+00:00 - i dropped 80mg wrapped in a rizla and sat at my computer chatting to a friend who was trying to convince me to join him in his caravan even though it is already late.
T+00:50- i am beginning to feel the lethargic rushes of an aMT come up joined by a sloppy discomfort and some mild euphoria. At this point i decide to drop the last 20mg, wrapped in a rizla.
T+01:30 have just noticed that wood surfaces in the room are beginning to ripple and everything has taken on a more ''rich'' appearance as if it has been painted in oils. Nothing major yet. The ''sloppy'' rushes are growing although i notice that when i stand up my body feels light and speedy while my brain remains in this 'stoned' state. At this point i make up my mind that i will try and visit my friend in his caravan though transport may be a problem as he lives in the next town. Noticeable euphoria now but for some reason it is hard for me to find it enjoyable.
T+02:00- visuals are becoming heavier now. Walls are breathing very noticeably and most surfaces have the same ''oil painting'' effect now. Colours seem to be ''condensing'' (this is the only way to describe the effect on a surface before really visuals start to appear) as in the way i view the surface seems to become more complex and different tones and textures begin to appear.
T+02:30- i go out to wait for the bus that will take me to my friend's house. This drug does nothing to diminish the intense cold of a November night. In fact it seems to add to the discomfort. The outdoors has taken on a slight ''metallic'' hint and many colours are making themselves present which seem to be mostly purples and greens, very 'poisonous' colours. Everything now has a rippling underwater effect and the road is heaving into ditches and ridges with curving Celtic patterns crawling along the spines of the mounds. The sky has colours slowly shifting over it and the beginnings of patterns beginning to emerge, and then fleeing just as quickly into component lines, edges and colours.
T+03:00 a man across the road from the bus stop (who looks like a rough kind of guy) is smoking and i think of asking him for a cigarette but decide against it. i go to sit back in the bus shelter, but instantly rearing shadows fly against the frosted up back window which i cannot see through and i believe that the man has dashed across the road and is now surrounding the shelter (do not ask me how a single man surrounds a bus shelter i do not know) and i panic because i cannot see out the sides. I scuttle out from the prison in utter panic and terror to see he is not even in sight any more. I decide this drug is freaking me out outdoors and decide the bus is probably not coming (it is about 12:30am after all).
T+03:45- i am back inside on my laptop trying to talk to my friend who is angry that i am not coming to see him. I try and prove a point as to how far it would be to travel by bike by using Google maps. but when i enter Google maps the entire computer screen becomes a fractal mosaic with each piece bleeding and moving past each other to make a kind of computer screen soup on top of which text floats randomly. This is when the visuals really kick off. Everything in my room is now rippling at an uncontrollable rate and flickering shadows begin to race over things. Strange colourful shapes meander their way across my curtains to vanish at the other end.
T+04:10- geometric rainbow-lined patterns that are incredibly clearly defined start to emerge from the walls. They fade and mould into ever more complex ones. Sometimes the patterns look like they have been scooped from the walls themselves leaving engraved craters with rainbow edged rims. Strange points of light start to glow at random points in my room and then vanish. The rippling and breathing continue as wild as ever and everything takes on an even stronger underwater ''made of clay'' kind of look. When i look at my curtains they seem to slowly condense until they seem to be made of 3d green curtain material numbers.
T + 0 4:40 - the patterns are now becoming more intricate until i think i can make out butterflies and hologram looking flowers and complex shamrock shames. whilst i sat in front of my computer, these patterns coalesced into a strange being somewhere between a dove, an angel and a flower outlined in glowing threads. This hung before my eyes, intimidatingly and seemed to be judging me. I thought i had an encounter with god but decide afterwards that i did not. This is the only thing on my trip which seemed to be a conscious entity. I leave my computer as i can hardly see the screen anymore and lie in bed as the stoned/groggy feeling is overwhelming and i just wish to be comfortable (although the strangely light speedy body is still present). I am also extremely giggly and this becomes evident when i ring my friend to see how he's faring as he has also ordered aMT. I also realise at this point that i am grinding and licking my lips a huge amount.
T + 0 5:0 0 - visuals now becoming overwhelming, i am getting strong tracers from moving my hand in front of my face, leaving good 2 foot trails at least and impossibly my had seems to leave tracers when it is not even moving at all. I could not quite comprehend this. Patterns are now jumping and blazing out at me from every object i see and everything still ripples as if it is on fire or melting, colours fly about the room and odd shadows and insectile things race across the ceiling. I decide to watch the patterns in the ceiling for a while and experiment with turning the lights on and off. I become bored of this. Turning the lights off means i can still see the patterns but i found this drug more to be about how its visuals interact with objects rather than just the patterns themselves.
T + 0 5:30 - finally feel like i am peaking. Body load is becoming apparent: eyes feel tired; body feels sloppy, drugged up and like a mess (a very stoned feeling but similar to MDMA in the rushy, sloppy sense). I sometimes now turn the light off just because it is too bright. The visuals are now becoming too inescapable and a little wearing. Also some are unpleasant. For example when i stare at my hand it seems to shrivel before my eyes vividly becoming a zombie hand, sores appearing from nowhere and the skin peeling and i have to turn away. I look at my arm and it seems to begin to melt into bubbles starting at the bottom and slowly consuming my flesh. a strange thing I’ve noticed is when i close my eyes on this drug i get closed eye visuals (nothing interesting, tunnels of 2d wheel type shames and multi-coloured bubbles) but when i press my head into my pillow, my vision goes dark but then begins to light up of its own accord until it seems to be daylight behind my eyelids.
T + 0 5:50 - go to the toilet. I seem to be perfectly able to accomplish the act of peeing but getting to the toilet is a mission. I am completely unco-ordinated and unbalanced, i seem to be seeing strange tracer lines around everything, making me confused and everything breathing does not help. The wood panelling in the toilet looks like a brown ocean and is very trippy but i am desperate to get back to my room and comfort. This drug seems to have a prevailing feeling of discomfort. When i am in bed or anywhere i cannot get comfortable, i feel more sensitive of the cold and my body just has an overworked grotty feeling (especially my teeth).
T + 0 7:0 0 -nothing has changed, still seem to be peaking, decide to just go to bed as the visuals are getting rather samey and my eyes are over tired. Although i can never get comfortable and this drug seems to have a speedy edge, i can sleep fairly easily on it (i do not know how).
T + 15:0 0 - i wake up after a good 8 hours sleep with the intention of finally going to my friends caravan (he also was on aMT last night and plans to share the rest with me today although that is a story for another time). The moment i moved i realised how destroyed i felt. I had a headache, my eyes were gummed shut and took much effort to open, and my cold (which I thought gone last week) seemed to have returned with a painful cough and horrible teeth aches. All in all i felt physically ill, shattered and grotty although mentally not too bad. This was a strange feeling. At this point after 15 hours i was still getting moderate to mild visuals. Everything was still breathing and rippling slightly and there was some colour distortions and light tricks. These prevailed until around T + 17:0 0 when i dropped some more.
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All in all this drug did not disappoint. I found 100 mg (though a high dose) thoroughly enjoyable. It did get intense but never unbearably so and although there were some bits which were potentially frightening, i was able to pull myself out of them which shows a degree of control. The control did not extend to my physical state though. AMT rendered me completely incapable at this dose. I was unco-ordinated and felt drunk and very very sloppy but with a light speedy body feeling which only made it worse. If got feelings of euphoria but they just seemed to add to my annoyingly disabled state and I did not enjoy the mental side of the drug too much,
this drug is nowhere near perfect, there are many things which make it a hard drug to be on (such as the comedown which lasted 3 days in total) but the question is whether the visuals and feeling make up for it. If you are going to try this i recommend a lower dose as I’m assuming the side effects will not detract from the experience as much. I found the visuals to be slightly more intense than mushrooms and more intricate and complex, whereas mushrooms seemed much more broad and playful.
Be careful with this one, its hard on your body and not always enjoyable, can be very intense.
Prior to this event i had tried aMT two or three times. The first i dropped around 20mg and was not impressed with the vague almost placebo like stimulation I received. The second i upped the dose to 40 and then dropped another forty several hours later. I had a most pleasing trip and decided i wanted to try it again as i unfortunately could not stay awake for the whole experience (strange seeing as most describe it as a speedy high) and only experience the odd hour of the trip.
I am already experienced in mephedrone, methylone, mushrooms, MDMA, ketamine, amphetamine, Ritalin, cannabis, salvia, poppers, nitrous, temazapam, 6-APB and alcohol. Plus assorted pills which i assumed contained a mixture of amphetamines and piparazines.
The trip:
I received my 100mg of aMT freebase which my friend had ordered for me off the internet previously that week and decided to trip that night (it was a Saturday). I also decided to trip in my room alone as i find human company is distracting and too much effort to be dealing with. I am a male and weigh around 140-150lb. The drug itself was a kind of orangey brown colour (I have heard others describe it as ‘tan’ but it definitely seemed more orangey to me) and smelled very strongly although I’m not sure what of although it was very unpleasant. I was in an excited mood at this point, no drugs had been consumed since the previous weekend and I was in a generally good state.
T+00:00 - i dropped 80mg wrapped in a rizla and sat at my computer chatting to a friend who was trying to convince me to join him in his caravan even though it is already late.
T+00:50- i am beginning to feel the lethargic rushes of an aMT come up joined by a sloppy discomfort and some mild euphoria. At this point i decide to drop the last 20mg, wrapped in a rizla.
T+01:30 have just noticed that wood surfaces in the room are beginning to ripple and everything has taken on a more ''rich'' appearance as if it has been painted in oils. Nothing major yet. The ''sloppy'' rushes are growing although i notice that when i stand up my body feels light and speedy while my brain remains in this 'stoned' state. At this point i make up my mind that i will try and visit my friend in his caravan though transport may be a problem as he lives in the next town. Noticeable euphoria now but for some reason it is hard for me to find it enjoyable.
T+02:00- visuals are becoming heavier now. Walls are breathing very noticeably and most surfaces have the same ''oil painting'' effect now. Colours seem to be ''condensing'' (this is the only way to describe the effect on a surface before really visuals start to appear) as in the way i view the surface seems to become more complex and different tones and textures begin to appear.
T+02:30- i go out to wait for the bus that will take me to my friend's house. This drug does nothing to diminish the intense cold of a November night. In fact it seems to add to the discomfort. The outdoors has taken on a slight ''metallic'' hint and many colours are making themselves present which seem to be mostly purples and greens, very 'poisonous' colours. Everything now has a rippling underwater effect and the road is heaving into ditches and ridges with curving Celtic patterns crawling along the spines of the mounds. The sky has colours slowly shifting over it and the beginnings of patterns beginning to emerge, and then fleeing just as quickly into component lines, edges and colours.
T+03:00 a man across the road from the bus stop (who looks like a rough kind of guy) is smoking and i think of asking him for a cigarette but decide against it. i go to sit back in the bus shelter, but instantly rearing shadows fly against the frosted up back window which i cannot see through and i believe that the man has dashed across the road and is now surrounding the shelter (do not ask me how a single man surrounds a bus shelter i do not know) and i panic because i cannot see out the sides. I scuttle out from the prison in utter panic and terror to see he is not even in sight any more. I decide this drug is freaking me out outdoors and decide the bus is probably not coming (it is about 12:30am after all).
T+03:45- i am back inside on my laptop trying to talk to my friend who is angry that i am not coming to see him. I try and prove a point as to how far it would be to travel by bike by using Google maps. but when i enter Google maps the entire computer screen becomes a fractal mosaic with each piece bleeding and moving past each other to make a kind of computer screen soup on top of which text floats randomly. This is when the visuals really kick off. Everything in my room is now rippling at an uncontrollable rate and flickering shadows begin to race over things. Strange colourful shapes meander their way across my curtains to vanish at the other end.
T+04:10- geometric rainbow-lined patterns that are incredibly clearly defined start to emerge from the walls. They fade and mould into ever more complex ones. Sometimes the patterns look like they have been scooped from the walls themselves leaving engraved craters with rainbow edged rims. Strange points of light start to glow at random points in my room and then vanish. The rippling and breathing continue as wild as ever and everything takes on an even stronger underwater ''made of clay'' kind of look. When i look at my curtains they seem to slowly condense until they seem to be made of 3d green curtain material numbers.
T + 0 4:40 - the patterns are now becoming more intricate until i think i can make out butterflies and hologram looking flowers and complex shamrock shames. whilst i sat in front of my computer, these patterns coalesced into a strange being somewhere between a dove, an angel and a flower outlined in glowing threads. This hung before my eyes, intimidatingly and seemed to be judging me. I thought i had an encounter with god but decide afterwards that i did not. This is the only thing on my trip which seemed to be a conscious entity. I leave my computer as i can hardly see the screen anymore and lie in bed as the stoned/groggy feeling is overwhelming and i just wish to be comfortable (although the strangely light speedy body is still present). I am also extremely giggly and this becomes evident when i ring my friend to see how he's faring as he has also ordered aMT. I also realise at this point that i am grinding and licking my lips a huge amount.
T + 0 5:0 0 - visuals now becoming overwhelming, i am getting strong tracers from moving my hand in front of my face, leaving good 2 foot trails at least and impossibly my had seems to leave tracers when it is not even moving at all. I could not quite comprehend this. Patterns are now jumping and blazing out at me from every object i see and everything still ripples as if it is on fire or melting, colours fly about the room and odd shadows and insectile things race across the ceiling. I decide to watch the patterns in the ceiling for a while and experiment with turning the lights on and off. I become bored of this. Turning the lights off means i can still see the patterns but i found this drug more to be about how its visuals interact with objects rather than just the patterns themselves.
T + 0 5:30 - finally feel like i am peaking. Body load is becoming apparent: eyes feel tired; body feels sloppy, drugged up and like a mess (a very stoned feeling but similar to MDMA in the rushy, sloppy sense). I sometimes now turn the light off just because it is too bright. The visuals are now becoming too inescapable and a little wearing. Also some are unpleasant. For example when i stare at my hand it seems to shrivel before my eyes vividly becoming a zombie hand, sores appearing from nowhere and the skin peeling and i have to turn away. I look at my arm and it seems to begin to melt into bubbles starting at the bottom and slowly consuming my flesh. a strange thing I’ve noticed is when i close my eyes on this drug i get closed eye visuals (nothing interesting, tunnels of 2d wheel type shames and multi-coloured bubbles) but when i press my head into my pillow, my vision goes dark but then begins to light up of its own accord until it seems to be daylight behind my eyelids.
T + 0 5:50 - go to the toilet. I seem to be perfectly able to accomplish the act of peeing but getting to the toilet is a mission. I am completely unco-ordinated and unbalanced, i seem to be seeing strange tracer lines around everything, making me confused and everything breathing does not help. The wood panelling in the toilet looks like a brown ocean and is very trippy but i am desperate to get back to my room and comfort. This drug seems to have a prevailing feeling of discomfort. When i am in bed or anywhere i cannot get comfortable, i feel more sensitive of the cold and my body just has an overworked grotty feeling (especially my teeth).
T + 0 7:0 0 -nothing has changed, still seem to be peaking, decide to just go to bed as the visuals are getting rather samey and my eyes are over tired. Although i can never get comfortable and this drug seems to have a speedy edge, i can sleep fairly easily on it (i do not know how).
T + 15:0 0 - i wake up after a good 8 hours sleep with the intention of finally going to my friends caravan (he also was on aMT last night and plans to share the rest with me today although that is a story for another time). The moment i moved i realised how destroyed i felt. I had a headache, my eyes were gummed shut and took much effort to open, and my cold (which I thought gone last week) seemed to have returned with a painful cough and horrible teeth aches. All in all i felt physically ill, shattered and grotty although mentally not too bad. This was a strange feeling. At this point after 15 hours i was still getting moderate to mild visuals. Everything was still breathing and rippling slightly and there was some colour distortions and light tricks. These prevailed until around T + 17:0 0 when i dropped some more.
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All in all this drug did not disappoint. I found 100 mg (though a high dose) thoroughly enjoyable. It did get intense but never unbearably so and although there were some bits which were potentially frightening, i was able to pull myself out of them which shows a degree of control. The control did not extend to my physical state though. AMT rendered me completely incapable at this dose. I was unco-ordinated and felt drunk and very very sloppy but with a light speedy body feeling which only made it worse. If got feelings of euphoria but they just seemed to add to my annoyingly disabled state and I did not enjoy the mental side of the drug too much,
this drug is nowhere near perfect, there are many things which make it a hard drug to be on (such as the comedown which lasted 3 days in total) but the question is whether the visuals and feeling make up for it. If you are going to try this i recommend a lower dose as I’m assuming the side effects will not detract from the experience as much. I found the visuals to be slightly more intense than mushrooms and more intricate and complex, whereas mushrooms seemed much more broad and playful.
Be careful with this one, its hard on your body and not always enjoyable, can be very intense.
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