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What Have You Done During A Blackout Or Where Have You Ended Up?

i mean owning and leasing out the studio(s) to the labels&artists; as an investment.

nice watches... heh.
yeah the Cartiers are pretty nice eh?
rolex is infamous for a reason, but there are some intense, life devoted other craftsmen out there...

owning a studio is a real bitch, i know a few people with their own studios they sell recording time and such. i think its too much of a a headache.

yeah i love my watches, the Rolex i have are true classics and the Cartier(and Bulgari) are just beautiful, classy watches.
 
too many to count
most of the stories are far from funny
one involves waking up, thinking 12 hours had passed but 4 days had
dead cat in the bathroom, cuts/scratches/bruises all over my body, 2 giant cuts on my head with giant scabs crusted into my hair, blood all over the carpet/tile/bed
fuck benzos
 
Substances:
1) Ambien (20mg)
2) Jack Daniels (a lot)
3) MDMA (some)
4) LSD (about 600 micrograms)


Setting:
First night at bonnaroo with some kindred allies, about a mile and a half from centeroo.

I black out with a friend at perhaps 2:00am and we proceed to "go for a walk." The JD and ambien are wearing off due to the MDMA and LSD we decided to eat while blacked out are taking hold, I begin to come to. We continue walking. Fast forward to 6:00am and the sun is coming up - beautiful patterns everywhere as the blue sun rises. We are lost. As it hits 8:00am, the temperature is nearing 90 degrees and sweat is pouring off me. I am feeling like a lost animal burning alive. We had been walking for at least 6 hours. I give up hope and ask to be left for dead.

None of our friends are picking up their phone. Around 9:30am we get a call from an ally back at base camp wondering where we are and why he has 283 missed calls from us. We are near death. Somehow he we are guided back to the blue balloon, where we were rescued.

Back at base camp: I was tripping out of my head. My bag of 3g molly, 20 hits of LSD, and a galaxy of uppers, downers, laughters and screamers is lost. I look for what seems like days, and finally find it under my car. Sanity is gone, but my peace (or piece?) of mind is restored.

The experience was a nightmare that I look back on fondly.
 
owning a studio is a real bitch, i know a few people with their own studios they sell recording time and such. i think its too much of a a headache.

yeah i love my watches, the Rolex i have are true classics and the Cartier(and Bulgari) are just beautiful, classy watches.

yeah, it seems unless you had a sweet deal on the equipment it would take a while to hit the profits.
but eventually...
whats more in demand, except the demand
of clean&sheen label(sounds)
:\
watches though, they retain and gain.
the premise for computers and such,

do you think nice mechanical watches will become extinct?
 
hahah at my boys house with 2 ounces of shwag nugs and my spiderco, spider-fly balisong blade in my hand after "i robed some kid" fucking idiot trying to sell me swag anyway haha that was a funny night
 
i took 3-4 xanax bars, and black out obviously, ''woke up'' to me cutting donuts in a brand new mustang gt, and my buddy was in HIS mustang, ~20 feet away cutting donuts too.. turns out i stole the GT.. pretty fun night... oh and i ate ~1/3 script of K-Pins between me, and 2 of my friends, idk what i did , but i woke up in jail. we must have done something funny because we had EVERYONE in the drunk tank geekin out laughing non stop.. lol..
 
oh yeah also after a big night on the DXM woke up on my kitichn counter in just my jocks with a thong in 1 hand and fly spray in the other.my mum wasten too happy when she found me =D
 
just from booze

woke up - some random frat kids house
driven home by a friend
instantly back to sleep

wake up again, now in my own bed

wait why am I itchy... wait are these ticks? ah fucks sake what the hell happened?
 
I took a bunch of xanax before going to a bar. I got stupid and one of the bartenders to me to a friends house. But I guess a guy who's tail lights i'd kicked out earlier (I remember that) was following us and when we got to a stop sign he jumped out with a baseball ball. I took it away from him and beat the shit out of him. I remember going to the bar but no more

Another time I was at the same bar and we left in a my car to go get some crack. We drove to her car and got in it. Then we went to the spot but when we got there she goes inside to get it (my money) and I guess I forgot why we were there because I drove back to the bar leaving her there. The bar was already closed and I realize I was in someone else's car. I ended up passing out in an alley and spent the next day looking for her and then my car, I had both sets of keys in my pocket. I remember bits and pieces of this once it was explained to me.

I quit drinking a few years ago. Probably for the best.
 
My worst blackout incident occurred thanks to a combo of about 4 mg alprazolam and about 15 beers. I lived in an apartment complex and around 3 AM I went outside and started pissing on my neighbors door. My roommate came out to try to stop me, and as fate may have it, my neighbor who's door I was pissing on (who was a very, very large african american man) was just coming home from his late night job. He caught me red handed, and needless to say was not very happy to catch me in the act. My roommate told me I at first tried to deny it (despite being caught mid-stream), then I attempted to fight him while saying, "I'll piss on any door I want motherfucker!" My roommate quickly broke things up and pushed me back into our apartment. For the rest of my time living there, every time I went to leave my apartment, I would open my door a crack and peer outside to make sure the dude was no-where in site.
 
I blacked out when I was in college drinking heavily. Wound up in a bed with a girl I didnt know. She asked me if we had sex & I told her I didnt know but was pretty sure we didnt.
 
My worst blackout incident occurred thanks to a combo of about 4 mg alprazolam and about 15 beers. I lived in an apartment complex and around 3 AM I went outside and started pissing on my neighbors door. My roommate came out to try to stop me, and as fate may have it, my neighbor who's door I was pissing on (who was a very, very large african american man) was just coming home from his late night job. He caught me red handed, and needless to say was not very happy to catch me in the act. My roommate told me I at first tried to deny it (despite being caught mid-stream), then I attempted to fight him while saying, "I'll piss on any door I want motherfucker!" My roommate quickly broke things up and pushed me back into our apartment. For the rest of my time living there, every time I went to leave my apartment, I would open my door a crack and peer outside to make sure the dude was no-where in site.



You're lucky you didnt get the shit kicked out of you or even worse.
 
In Las Vegas I had taken two rolls and enjoyed myself. I then took a bunch of ambien, xanax and alcohol and blacked out.

From my friend's recount, I went down to the casino (we were staying in the NY NY) and played some blackjack with them. I spent half the time getting yelled at by the dealer for touching other peoples chips and acting like an idiot. I woke up the next morning with $180 extra dollars and was told by my friends that I won a lot last night while I was black out.

Of all my blackout escapades, this was probably the only one where I did not feel any regret when being told stories about myself from the night before. Especially since most of them involved ambien, which turns me into a weird and perverse animal.
 
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