godlovesugly
Bluelighter
relieved.
finally, i can breathe. sweet relief. good things do come to those who wait.
finally, i can breathe. sweet relief. good things do come to those who wait.

^ God, that was effortlessly poetic! Astounded is right! Hehe.astounded
so lonely that myself seems useless.
im codependent, im a people pleaser, im a mirror maker, im a empathy eater, im a soul sucker, im a sense sensor, & bashed and matured beyond what i wish to know; im only wanting to reach others as much as possible in this life, and that is my purpose of pain, my hold for the heart, my love, my life, my soul it ends at this cycle, these are the reasons, the sum of which i know.
this is nothing that know1 or many can scoff.
for it is proven to be my some~Thing.
overtime if anything, not nothing, forever.

content that I've finally lined up some things productive for while I'm recovering and will get my future in line. Man that does feel so good. Two certifcations and work will be possible wherever
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. ^that sounds like a word my mom would describe me banging pots n pans as a kid.
i'm feeling really hungry, both physically and spirtually.
sucks not having any food.
well the food is there but its not mine, im like window shopping in the fridge.
I was always the opposite way as a child. I'm vivacious when it comes to being wacky as hell, but I always was (and still am), pretty fucking indolent. Hahaha! Cute!I was always the opposite way as a child. I'm vivacious when it comes to being wacky as hell, but I always was (and still am), pretty fucking indolent.
What a bummer that the needs of your senses are not being met.
Although I am usually always eating in the physical sense, I definitely struggle with random outbursts of spiritual cravings. I've found that during those times, resorting to a healthy passion is very helpful. Perhaps you could take a glimpse of something in nature that brings you peace of mind, or take part in a physical activity of somesort.![]()
i'm feeling really hungry, both physically and spirtually.
sucks not having any food.
well the food is there but its not mine, im like window shopping in the fridge.

im in the exact same position..ill know before wed they said.im sure ill get them but ya,waiting sucks esp when ur hungry.im sorry you're goin thru this too.cooking is my passion, hard when u dont have anything to cook.. i kno like within the next week i'll have $. its the time waiting for that $.. sucks.
i've got some flour. maybe add water, and bake it and make something sweet out of it? or put cheese on it. lol.
