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People who are rolling is depressing.

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i did not say he was fakin anything. and i feel perfectly fine after all of my usage over the years. sometimes it may be a mental thing. the brain is very powerful and if someone believes their are bad activitys or even may be, their brain can make it a reality. i didnt mean that it was a hundred percent safe. no drug is. but i dont believe it has any long term affects as well as many of the First users do

ive already tried to go down that road herre, explaining its partly mental, and certain people can choose to overcome it, and i got flamed to hell and back. i do still believe that as long as you dont let it get to you, it is possible to overcome the depression/comedown/after effects of mdma. some people are stronger than others, nobodys brain is wired the same
 
In the past two events I've been to, I've met so many potential friends and people I thought I've made connections with.

Only for them to blow me off/ ignore me on facebook the following day.

Not saying that all people don't mean what they say when they get their seratonin flowing, because i do.
But a lot of people in this area don't seem to.

Man tell me about it... I've shared some experiences that have surpasses any thing I thought was possible... only to have that other person ignore you after, I just don't quite get it, it's very confusing :(
 
I've never noticed a depression after rolling. I've also never felt "cracked out" except when the pill was speedier, so it was probably a comedown from speed. But never a bad comedown from MDMA.
 
I've never noticed a depression after rolling. I've also never felt "cracked out" except when the pill was speedier, so it was probably a comedown from speed. But never a bad comedown from MDMA.

It's interesting Abra, I had never really had bad depression after rolling until I had the most amazing night of my life (not necessarily cause I took more pills), which brings me to my point, what comes up must come down... the higher you go (with or without more E) the lower you will subsequently go. I usually get depressed because after raves people kind of part ways and it's hard to keep those new friendships sailing.
 
This might come off as mean, but this is my opinion on this subject. I'm a "jaded" raver and I have many "jaded raver" friends that spout this garbage all the fucking time. It pisses me off =P

Sure, they are going to come down and may be depressed or upset. At that moment, though, they feel they love you and are in the best place in the world. You've experienced that and sure it doesn't last.

Then one time I got to thinking about what people were saying concerning that ("MDMA is so fake" "It's just huggy speed with a worse crash", etc).

The problem isn't that MDMA is fake. The problem is that YOU are fake. MDMA has shown you the potential you have for love, empathy, and compassion. Sure, it may have been a drug, but when you actually sit down and analyse the experience you had, you can find a way to bring some of that artificially induced happiness into your own life.

From MDMA I learned that love is the best emotion in the world. I learned that every moment is amazing. I learned that life is a fantastic adventure with so much to be learned appreciated. I realise that I can become a victim of my past experience or I can love all experience for what it is -- experience!! I used to shoot heroin. I have that experience. Instead of being victimised by it, I choose to embrace it. That's something that I've done. That's part of who I am. I don't shoot heroin anymore, but I have that life experience that only someone who has done it can have.

Maybe MDMA doesn't work for you like it used to. What you're describing IS loss of magic (to some extent). This happens to all kinds of people at some point. This is the time to learn from what you experienced on MDMA rather than getting bitter / worried about what others are doing. They're loving life and having a good time. Respect that and worry about your own life =)

Damn, really fucking good post ayla.
 
I'm sorry but I've read a few posts in this thread and I'm not allowing this nonsense to get started back up. This thread is almost 3 years old and I can't see this discussion going anywhere positive. Locked.

PM me if you have any questions.
 
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