Please HELP - LSD fucked me

[Solipsis]

Forget about all the food supplements, just eat good meals and keep it that that. That is where I agree with you about taking more things to alter yourself: it's best to just take nothing but good meals but if you múst take something let it be an actual pharmaceutical with a clear method of action and not some supplement or nootropic regiment to try and "fix" everything. What an illusion, at least in this incidence.

For gods sake stop worrying about molecules and brain structures you are only fucking yourself rather than any acid doing that. No need to keep thinking about it like that... sure I can get that it was powerful for you but don't let everything hypnotize you - leave the internet/computer for what they are and quit stressing over how you are feeling exactly.

Just let everything be what it is and sit back. Tell yourself to let it go already, this is not healthy.

I thought it was much more than 52 hours, I didn't check well enough. That is way too short to start thinking or worrying about how it's going to continue. 52 hours is nothing. Give it way more time. Stop thinking 'am I ok? am I ok?', you WILL survive if you just allow some nothingness now and let all the processes that are messing you up cool off.

 

[Black]

lsd cannot physiologically damage your brain. period.

but lsd can have after effects. and the intensity of a lsd experience sometimes depends much more on your state of mind then the dose of the drug circulating on your bloodstream. this had once freaked me out 12h after taking acid. and anxiety can greatly intensify a trip.

i think that you are experieriencing panic attacks. the symptoms can vary a lot from person to person and can include those that you're experiencing (actually i recognise some of them from my own experience). the easiest way to make it all go away and feel normal again is to calm down! if you cannot do this without help, why not take a benzo for a few days? 1.5mg of bromazepam before bedtime worked wonders for me.

and even if my guess is wrong, there's no way that lsd has damaged your brain. relax, give it some time, you'll be alright.

 

[IamMe90]

alright dude, this is enough. you're past the point of pitying - you're being melodramatic and annoying. people can only make so many posts telling you the same thing - to calm the fuck down - this thread is on page 5 and you either aren't getting the message or you're exaggerating everything for attention. God damn

 

[windowpaine]

I know this is going to come off sounding like I'm a dick but I can't think of any other way to word it...

I'm not sure what your level of experience is with drugs but it's seems clear to me that you're not psychologically equipped to take psychedelics. Maybe you should stick with weed.

 

[Cogumelo]

Meu amigo, criei essa conta só pra responder aqui no seu tópico. Para com essa paranoia, rapaz. Não tem nada de errado contigo a não ser teu psicológico. LSD nao tem poder de alterar a quimica do seu cérebro irreversivelmente. Volte a sua vida normal, faça exercicios, coma normalmente, durma bem, aposto que vc tá de férias e tem chance de fazer isso tudo com calma. Para de se preocupar com isso, você está bem. Nunca ouvi falar de nenhum DOx no Brasil muito menos Bromo-DragonFly, acho que os quimicos brasileiros nem os conhecem, então nao se preocupe, o que vc tomou foi LSD ou algum outro ácido lisergico bem proximo. Nenhum deles tem poder de estragar seu cérebro. Por incrivel que pareça é tudo psicológico.

Falou e boa sorte.

 

[mrdocat]

Obrigado, cogumelo. Bom saber. Não se preocupa. Eu vou ficar melhor. Eu sei que vou. Mas quem é você? Como sabe quem eu sou?

Guys I trust you. My brain is not damaged. Honestly. =) I truly believe I'll be better soon. But I still got some symptoms that are annoying me. I know you've already helped me a lot, but can I still ask for some advises about how to ease them? Just while I recover? They are:
1. Irritating vision (some lights are clearly disproportionately strong, it's hard to see anything else when the sun is on my vision, I have to force the cheek 24h to reduce the lights, can't stay long on the computer, my eyes hurt a lot).
2. Foggy thoughts (my mind seems heavy, it's difficult to concentrate and world seems like it's not real anymore... though I'm not sure it's consequence of the vision).
3. Difficult to eat (lost the pleasure in eating, something absolutely new to me).

There are some other minor things like tact but they are not a problem at all.

Also, I've meet a doctor and he said it's probably effect of remaining acid in my body. He gave me a remedy called "risperidone" and said it would help. Do you think it's alright to take it?

I know you guys are very experienced and certainly know what I'm feeling, sorry if I was a bit annoying and out of control, really didn't want to. But I have read every single word you said and it helped me very much. Truly. I know it seems like I want to troll but I don't. I just want to feel better and I know there's no better place in the world to get advises about my problem than here. Please, don't give up on me. I promise when I'm better I'll do everything to return the favor to this community as possible.

 

[SecondPull]

1. Do not take the risperidone. It's an antipsychotic, and is completely inappropriate for your situation. THERE IS NO ACID STILL IN YOUR SYSTEM. NONE. What is going on is COMPLETELY in your head.

2. You are ok. It sounds like you are experiencing some mild depersonalization/derealization. This is pretty normal after an intense psychedelic experience. Sometimes it lasts a few days, sometimes a week or two. After a severely traumatic trip, it can last a few months. But it will pass.

The most important thing is realizing that these symptoms are 99% (possibly 100%) related to your anxiety about feeling a little 'off.' Let them go. They will pass with time. The mere fact that 'you' are still there to be freaked out indicates that nothing seriously bad has happened. If that were the case, there would be 'no one home' to react this way, so to speak.

So chill the fuck out. So lights are bothering you. So what? What would that POSSIBLY mean that could be bad?

I second the other posts in this thread that suggest that psychedelics may not be for you, at least at this point in your life.

 

[bluffythefluffy]

There is no way that LSD is still in your system, as its half-life is only 3-5 hours.

Your doctor has prescribed anti-psychotics, which are not in any way a treatment for "remaining acid" in your body. No such treatment exists, as such a condition does not exist.

My advice would be not to take any drugs whatsoever (recreational or otherwise), but it is certainly not warranted to take anti-psychotics. You should ask your doctor about anti-anxiety medications, as they would make a better first line of treatment, since what you are describing sounds a lot like extreme anxiety.

 

[Crack4Lyfe]

You might have HPPD

 

[averagetool]

Back in the day, I've had acid trips that lasted 18 hours. Of course I took 4 purple jellies that melted instantly (in my experience they usually take a few minutes, but these just disappeared!) one of those times, and another time i accidentally touched the tip of the liquid dropper on my tongue. It took hours for my buddy to call me out of my head. But were you, I'd look on the bright side, that being as long as it didn't take more than 45 minutes to come on, then you probably have a killer cid connect, That's something I'd die for, seeing that I haven't had any electric in 6 years that I'd write home about. Last time I got it it was from a college. Jerry Garcia tie-dye unperfed blotter. ate 8 hits and had to struggle to get any OEVs!

I WISH I HAD YOUR PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[frusty noggets]

 

[DwayneHoover]

^ A little cruel and also a little funny. (kinda like host Ricky Gervaise on this year's Golden Globes, haha). Funniest thing is whoever made that was extremely stupid and didn't know enough 3rd grade grammar to realize to write "you're"... "your" means something completely nonsensical in the context. And even if frusty noggets didn't make the dumbass graphic, he also wasn't smart enough to realize how stupidly incorrect it was, so I guess the joke's on him, "in the end", haha if you get what I mean 8)

 

[mrdocat]

Can't sleep this night. Woke up after 2 hours of sleep with my vision all blurred, lots of nausea, strange sensations though my body (like my hand and feet are cold) and can't sleep anymore.

How something that's on my 'gay mind' can affect me while I'm sleeping? And how it can make me not want to eat when even in the worse moments of my life I used to eat a lot? And the blurred vision? Mind power?

 

[Diskordia]

The only advice I can give you that hasn't already been said is this. Whatever you do, don't ever try salvia.

 

[artaxerxes]

Sorry I know I'm maybe exagerating. I searched a lot and it seemed like LSD doesn't cause any bad effect the day after. I searched things like LSD hangover, LSD afterday... and didn't find anything. Is everything I said normal? Including the lack of pleasure, difficult to eat, eye irritation?

That's how I used to feel (trip experience to the hour + after-effects) every single time I dosed 300mcg clean LSD. Utterly typical vis-a-vis my experience. Just give your brain and body some time to get back to normal.

Treat your body right, eat healthy foods, drink lots of water, don't push yourself too hard at the gym.

And don't worry about permanent brain damage. Just take it easy. You are fine.

 

[IamMe90]

^ A little cruel and also a little funny. (kinda like host Ricky Gervaise on this year's Golden Globes, haha). Funniest thing is whoever made that was extremely stupid and didn't know enough 3rd grade grammar to realize to write "you're"... "your" means something completely nonsensical in the context. And even if frusty noggets didn't make the dumbass graphic, he also wasn't smart enough to realize how stupidly incorrect it was, so I guess the joke's on him, "in the end", haha if you get what I mean 8)

Dwayne, I think you're a cool guy, but I don't think you've been a denizen of the deep internet long enough to realize that the "your" is intentional. It is a very common trolling tactic to intentionally misspell or use incorrect punctuation to make a point ironically or to mock someone else. Just saying, whoever made that macro is aware of that and so is frosty nuggets, is my guess, lol.

 

[DwayneHoover]

Um, OK if you say so. What is "the deep internet" exactly, anyway? Man you just made that up.

And dude, I've been browsing around the net since the beginning, before such a thing as "personal computers" existed, when all there was was B&W text tubes connected to mainframes, and Usenet... then the Mosaic browser and all the sites were text-only at first, etc etc... I'm old compared to most people here I bet, so, the "not long enough" thing is TOTALY off the mark.

But anyway, if you think the wrong word there was some intentional way of mocking the person its directed at, OK I guess... are you sure you are not just reading an imagined deliberate intent into something that was in fact really due to stupidity, because you theorize that no one would possibly be so dumb as to make such a mistake, and thus it can only mean they are being "extra cool" to mock someone by using bad grammar? But really it was just a fuck up and a sign of our lousy education system these days? Seems lame and pathetic to me, and it does not seem to add to the "Mockingness" level or the "burn" whatsoever, but if that's how people are mocking each other nowadays, by deliberately making them SELVES look like idiots and speaking incorrectly, well I guess I am just too out of touch with what's "hip" to get it. Seems counterproductive. I guess because its considered "Nerdy" to speak correctly, and "cool" to speak wrong, use slang and abbreviations, etc? If so I feel sorry for the people doing that... its totally retarded. Makes me just laugh at THEM and think how fucked up they are, not their target.

Also, I find the entire premise offensive, since I AM GAY and if I ever met the guy who made that graphic thinking it was the most insulting thing he could possibly ever say to someone, I would beat the crap out of him till his face was a bloody pulp and he was begging for mercy, and then look down at him with a sneer while my boot was still on his nose and ask him "WHOSE GAY NOW, CRYBABY?" (uh see how I used the wrong word there? "Whose" not "who's." Nope didn't feel any more satisfying to me at all... I'm pretty sure the "YOUR" is just the fuck-up of a low-IQ asshole.)

 

[IamMe90]

Um, OK if you say so. What is "the deep internet" exactly, anyway? Man you just made that up.

And dude, I've been browsing around the net since the beginning, before such a thing as "personal computers" existed, when all there was was B&W text tubes connected to mainframes, and Usenet... then the Mosaic browser and all the sites were text-only at first, etc etc... I'm old compared to most people here I bet, so, the "not long enough" thing is TOTALY off the mark.

But anyway, if you think the wrong word there was some intentional way of mocking the person its directed at, OK I guess... are you sure you are not just reading an imagined deliberate intent into something that was in fact really due to stupidity, because you theorize that no one would possibly be so dumb as to make such a mistake, and thus it must somehow they are being "extra cool" to mock someone by using bad grammar? But really it was just a fuck up and a sign of our lousy education system these days? Seems lame and pathetic to me, and it does not seem to add to the "Mockingness" level or the "burn" whatsoever, but if that's how people are mocking each other nowadays, by deliberately making them SELVES look like idiots and speaking incorrectly, well I guess I am just too out of touch with what's "hip" to get it. Seems counterproductive. I guess because its considered "Nerdy" to speak correctly, and "cool" to speak wrong, use slang and abbreviations, etc? If so I feel sorry for the people doing that... its totally retarded. Makes me just laugh at THEM and think how fucked up they are, not their target.

Dude... visit 4chan. Visit competitive gaming website. There are HUGE communities online that employ this type of humor. You are simply WRONG from an empirical perspective, not to mention I have no stake in this because I didn't post the macro... so I don't know why you'd think I'd "make that up." I was trying to inform you of something that you weren't aware of... because you know, you aren't omniscient. Don't be that stubborn dude... come on.

And you're missing the point. It's not that speaking correctly is "nerdy" it's about being ironic. Like in humor when you make a bad pun as a joke because you're ironically critiquing the content of your own joke. Eh, whatever man. It's clear that I'm not just bullshitting because I didn't post the macro and I don't know frosty nugget... w/e

 

[DwayneHoover]

No I'm not jumping on you... I know you did not make the graphic or the post of it... I suppose people may do that on purpose, but if so then I am still critiquing that "method" of humor and saying I think it is lame and pathetic and stupid, even if it was intentional.

And by the way whatever that is it is NOT "irony." Apparently you dont know what "irony" means. It involves CONTRADICTION, saying the OPPOSITE of what is really meant. NOTHING TO DO with bad grammar and using an incorrect term that is a homonym of the one that should properly be used. Absolutely that technique if thats what it is cannot be called "irony." Whatever it is its just some trendy misplaced attempt at seeming "hip", that is really just stupid and conveys exactly NOTHING.

i·ro·ny1    
[ahy-ruh-nee, ahy-er-] Show IPA
–noun, plural -nies.
1.
the use of words to convey a meaning that is the opposite of its literal meaning: the irony of her reply, “How nice!” when I said I had to work all weekend.
2.
Literature .
a.
a technique of indicating, as through character or plot development, an intention or attitude opposite to that which is actually or ostensibly stated.
b.
(esp. in contemporary writing) a manner of organizing a work so as to give full expression to contradictory or complementary impulses, attitudes, etc., esp. as a means of indicating detachment from a subject, theme, or emotion.

 

[abore]

I hate this thread more than anything else I've ever read on Bluelight.

You're going to fuck your brain up way more with risperdal than any psychedelic will do for you. But at least you'll get your appetite back.

http://bipolar.about.com/cs/sfx/a/sfx_risperdal.htm