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LSDMDMA&9234207 said:
alright dudes
fuck it, i gotta quit and i may as well quit now, because its definitely gotten way worse recently.
i might buy vyvanses this week, and after that, i'm gonna try to quit again
fuck this craving ampz damn near 24/7, when i have em in me (or when im sober) all i want is more more more and when im coming down i just dont want to do anything, i feel so shitty
i should quit
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You'll get it man. Do you have any idea what makes you want to do them in the first place, if you don't mind me asking? Anxiety? Feeling depressed? Just bored? If you can work on the reason it makes the process easier.
 
Thanks thizz, I both appreciate and reciprocate the sentiment. :)

LSDMDMA&9234207 said:
alright dudes
fuck it, i gotta quit and i may as well quit now, because its definitely gotten way worse recently.
i might buy vyvanses this week, and after that, i'm gonna try to quit again
fuck this craving ampz damn near 24/7, when i have em in me (or when im sober) all i want is more more more and when im coming down i just dont want to do anything, i feel so shitty
i should quit
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Not having amps on hand is the best way to quit. Try to distance yourself from any supply and not frequently talk to potential suppliers. I know that when my relationship with a drug turns unhealthy, I'm not able to abstain so long as it is in my possession. That is to say, flush'em (or you can always have one of us dispose of them properly for you ;)), though I guess that's difficult given it's a prescription medication you need. I believe I've already thrown my support behind the vyvanase idea. Legerity's advice is also pretty good.
 
Thizzerfershizzer said:
Just life in-itself. Nothing crazy, just the realization that I am a growing human being and that the way things were is no longer the way things are.

I look onto the past as if it were all a dream, something that wasnt real, and then I look at how things are and im going at life with that mentallity, which is going to end up screwing me in the end.

I need to wake up, take responsibility, and do whats right.
Then I just need to fade into the back and enjoy life while it's still simple, instead of trying to turn it into something it's not.

I feel free just thinking about that, and I want to make it a reality as soon as possible.
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I get you there, reality getting super real. It's weird how far into this whole life thing I've gotten, right at the stage of starting to be expected more and more and more to act like an adult more often (21 years). Tryna keep a promise to myself to never lose that little child on the inside, that's where most of the fun in life comes from.

One thing I been trying to remember to do more and more lately (as I keep forgetting) is to take a step back and just breath slowly and reflect objectively about events in life.

I had a really trippy and crazy dream. It was just like a scene from a basketball game. Shaq and another player where talking about something to do with gravity. Suddenly everything slowed down and the words "gravity of love" kept repeating and I watched as shaq calmly moved through the players on the other team to score, like he suddenly went Zen mode. I don't even care for basketball.
What if gravity is just the absolute simplest physical manifestation of love
 
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Never Knows Best said:
It was pretty great, I think hiking and I have a future together. And there's nothing wrong with spending a nice day at the house, that's most every day for me.

Simple is good, keeping with the Tao, spiritual poverty, letting go of desire, etc. etc. Confucius once said something to the effect of "Life is really simple, it is we who make it complicated." Err, what I'm getting at is that it is through the appreciation of the small things, and living in an earnest, straightforward fashion that one finds happiness.

I'm thinking if I hike every weekend (or every other weekend), I should have another hobby that I can do on the other day that weekend, or the other weekend (weekend because my life will need structure as soon as I find employment). I'm considering fishing, it's a nice and relaxing for the most part, and just the sort of slow-paced thing that will be great after a day of good exercise or whatever.
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If you get into hiking seriously look into hiking the Pacific Crest Trail.
Its a very long hike through CA, WA and OR. It would take a couple months i think.
It the wests equivalent of the Appalachian Trail, except more rugged and more beautiful.

Im hoping to one day at least do a bit of the Appalachian. Id love to spend a few weeks or a month in nature on my own.

Its a good hobby youre picking up.=D
 
Delsyd said:
If you get into hiking seriously look into hiking the Pacific Crest Trail.
Its a very long hike through CA, WA and OR. It would take a couple months i think.
It the wests equivalent of the Appalachian Trail, except more rugged and more beautiful.

Im hoping to one day at least do a bit of the Appalachian. Id love to spend a few weeks or a month in nature on my own.

Its a good hobby youre picking up.=D
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That's my plan this summer. Going to hike 15 days out and then turn around and head back.
 
Ah man I'd love to go hiking somewhere nice like that, although I don't have any experience. I've been drawn to go to British Columbia for a while now...seems like it would be as good place as any to start.

Montreal is named after our little mountain over here (Mount Royal) but it's not exactly exciting hiking territory.
 
It feels good to actually start to get some help with my lack of study skills and attentiveness with school (and really my whole life in general). Set up up some one on one appointments to try and find some routines and strategies that actually work for me. Never had the help I needed with this back in the day. I was left to try and figure out how to learn, and well, it never happened. Also set up a tutor for physics. Not that it is hard, I just have trouble with some of the algebraic aspect, as I always just rided on my intelligence/critical thinking skills till I was forced to actually do work in Calculus.

Hopefully this will help lead to the As (or high Bs) I'm looking for. I like to learn, and I especially love to dive my head into sciences, but just never was able to make myself function within the education/learning community.

How is everyones week starting out?

Gotta get myself to go to bed a bit earlier, but I'm feeling pretty good. Once I got myself to go to campus/class the large number of beautiful women here certainly makes the day a bit brighter.
 
nearjat said:
Anyone know any good ways to help with really bad ADD other than good sleep and eating habits and stimulant medication?
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Adding fish oil & flax-seed oil to your diet might help.

It has done wonders for improving my attention span and reducing my anxiety. The effect is subtle but very noticeable; I think many people are deficient in polyunsaturated fats (unless you happen to eat salmon 5 or 6 times a week lol...), and supplementation can improve the functioning of your body and mind.
 
And disciplined meditation practice if you've not already thought of it.

And exercise. Anything that requires you to practice pushing through no matter how much your mind tries to convince you to do otherwise.
 
Delsyd said:
If you get into hiking seriously look into hiking the Pacific Crest Trail.
Its a very long hike through CA, WA and OR. It would take a couple months i think.
It the wests equivalent of the Appalachian Trail, except more rugged and more beautiful.

Im hoping to one day at least do a bit of the Appalachian. Id love to spend a few weeks or a month in nature on my own.

Its a good hobby youre picking up.=D
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Heh, it'll be a looooooooong time before I'm ready for something like that. I'm pretty out of shape, like I've always done a bare minimum of exercise (maybe 20-25 miles of walking a week) to help me maintain thinness, but this is the first time I've engaged in strenuous physical activity since they made us run back in PE back in high school.

So today I've been rereading The Old Man and the Sea over a La Aurora 1495 Corojo. Loving the story still, and it's a damned good cigar, woodsy with a peppery kick (don't quote me on this, my palate is still quite rusty).

I've been thinking that I definitely need to live near the water when I eventually get a place of my own. The ocean would be ideal, but a lake or a decent sized river would be good too (and much more affordable). I've begun nursing a fantasy of a very small, inconveniently located plot of land near the ocean (there needn't necessarily be a beach near it), and constructing a ramshackle little shack on it. I can spend hours looking at the water and engaging in quiet reflection, I did it often back during my brief flirtation with university at the Potomac.
 
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