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Why are my cocaine experiences not as when I first started doing the drug?

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Madman07

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Hello everyone, been a while since I last posted. I hope everyone is having a good start to the beginning of 2011. My question today is why are my cocaine experiences not nearly as good as when I first started doing the drug 8 years ago?

It seems like I get irritated alot easier, I get self concious about who I run into and how I look to them when having a conversation. I do get pyranoid quite often and also my sex drive goes through the roof where all I think of is sex. 95 percent of the time I always end up at home by myself doing the drug until its gone and then worried that someone is gonna stop over and I am gonna have to deal with them.

When I first started doing the drug all I wanted to do was be around people, go to the next party, and enjoy myself. It made me feel on top of the world, and I would want to go up to anyone and buy them a drink. Now it turns me into a non social person, and I have really been thinking of quitting the drug. Its not fun anymore. I dream of the days of being able to feel the way I did in the beginning but every time I hope for that, it never happens. I do enjoy the first couple lines I do though, but my whole night always ends up revolving around finding my own little space in my little room and doing all of it till its gone. The thought after a few beers is "Man it would be awesome to have some blow right now." But that always leads to the negative effects that I have explained on here.

Is the drug cut nowdays with something that is making me feel like this? If anyone out there can explain what is happening with me I would really appreciate it.
 
Because the coke your getting, is shittier.

Either find someone who can get you good coke, or purify it via Le Junk method.
 
Congratulations, you are experiencing this thing called "tolerance". 8 years of continual use of cocaine is more than enough to alter the pleasure circuits in your brain to be less sensitive to cocaine. Perhaps you should take a break.

Cocaine purification isn't something a layman can do without access to a basic organic chemistry lab and solvents.
 
sekio said:
Congratulations, you are experiencing this thing called "tolerance". 8 years of continual use of cocaine is more than enough to alter the pleasure circuits in your brain to be less sensitive to cocaine. Perhaps you should take a break.

Cocaine purification isn't something a layman can do without access to a basic organic chemistry lab and solvents.
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So how long should I take a break for? A month or two? Please let me know what would be best, thank you.
 
It may be because you had a lot less worries when you were younger. Many people find that getting high is not as fun when you have more responsibilities (paying bills, buying food etc). When you were younger you could get high without that many concerns. You could always get bailed out by your parents if things went wrong.
 
Take a break for a LONG time. Forever would be best, a month or more for best results. Total abstinence will help greatly, but avoiding drugs that elevate monoamine levels will help the most (antidepressants, amphetmaines, stimulants) The reward system in your brain has been tuned to be "used" to the elevated levels of dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin etc. caused by overuse of cocaine. Eat well, engage your mind and body in other activities and let your brain 'cool off' so to speak. Supplementation with vitamins and minerals may help too.

The sad reality is you will likely never bring the magic completely back. You will never recapture the first experiences you had. Such is the peril of stimulant use - our brains are wired, however cuelly, so we cannot live in a state of pure bliss all the time. Not only has the novelty of cocaine worn off by now, your body is starting to tell you that it's time to stop.
 
It sounds like you are over doing it. You say you are experiencing negative side effects. I think your tolerance is high by now, and you are probably getting shitty, really cut up stuff. Thats why you are not having fun with ur blow.

Blow is supposed to be fun!!! I suggest you take a break. That will significantly lower your tolerance. Take a month.

Also, i think american powder sucks.. it so cut up it fucks up my nose for days. Rock is more potent, cheaper, and it wont fuck your nose up. Only time i sniff coke is if im in SA or CA and its raw. Good coke clears sinuses, not fucks up the nose.
Hope this helps.
 
lol u serious? _"How come when i snort my heroin i dont get high any more, i been doin the same amount for a year!??!"_ lol bro its tolerance, and the quality of the powder... lolol some people..
 
The Rock Monster said:
It sounds like you are over doing it. You say you are experiencing negative side effects. I think your tolerance is high by now, and you are probably getting shitty, really cut up stuff. Thats why you are not having fun with ur blow.

Blow is supposed to be fun!!! I suggest you take a break. That will significantly lower your tolerance. Take a month.

Also, i think american powder sucks.. it so cut up it fucks up my nose for days. Rock is more potent, cheaper, and it wont fuck your nose up. Only time i sniff coke is if im in SA or CA and its raw. Good coke clears sinuses, not fucks up the nose.
Hope this helps.
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I've had good coke before, the stuff that does not clog your nose up. Its got a yellow color to it. It also had a strong smell of gasoline. That shit was great.

Its been a long time since I had that shit though, and I do miss it. A line or two of that stuff and you felt great for atleast an hour and a half. Drink a couple cocktails and man you were on top of the world. I agree with you that most American Powder sucks. People are way too greedy and cut the shit out of it. I for one don't understand that at all. I mean if you are gonna have a good product, don't you want people coming back for more? Why cut your shit? Thats like making a pair of shoes, and having them fall apart after a week. People are not gonna want to buy shoes from you again. Street dealers nowdays are a joke. Whatever.
 
yea i never really got to into cocaine, or crack- although i have done it a handful of times (and been wanting to do rock this weekend), ive heard storys that the raw, potent cocaine/crack is actually yellow shade.. i never believed this until i got some cocaine that was a tint of yellow, and just like stated above, smelled of VERY strong gasoline/ether. very good shit :)
 
ch1nawhite said:
yea i never really got to into cocaine, or crack- although i have done it a handful of times (and been wanting to do rock this weekend), ive heard storys that the raw, potent cocaine/crack is actually yellow shade.. i never believed this until i got some cocaine that was a tint of yellow, and just like stated above, smelled of VERY strong gasoline/ether. very good shit :)
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Yes it was very good shit. It even had the fresh vice marks on it. It came straight out of the gas tank. Fresh as can be. I really didn't appreciate it back then cause I was spoiled but man how I wish I could go back in time lol. The gasoline smell was so strong it would make you gag.
 
Madman07 said:
I've had good coke before, the stuff that does not clog your nose up. Its got a yellow color to it. It also had a strong smell of gasoline. That shit was great.

Its been a long time since I had that shit though, and I do miss it. A line or two of that stuff and you felt great for atleast an hour and a half. Drink a couple cocktails and man you were on top of the world. I agree with you that most American Powder sucks. People are way too greedy and cut the shit out of it. I for one don't understand that at all. I mean if you are gonna have a good product, don't you want people coming back for more? Why cut your shit? Thats like making a pair of shoes, and having them fall apart after a week. People are not gonna want to buy shoes from you again. Street dealers nowdays are a joke. Whatever.
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Simple. A)People will continue to buy cut coke because they have no other options as most coke is cut and B) Dealers make more money this way by having to use less coke in their product and substituting it with different substances. By doing so, they preserve more of it and parlay it into more sales.

Also, the fact that your coke had a yellow tincture to it and smelled like gasoline sounds pretty cut and disgusting to me. Just saying.

Tomer
 
Tomer said:
Simple. A)People will continue to buy cut coke because they have no other options as most coke is cut and B) Dealers make more money this way by having to use less coke in their product and substituting it with different substances. By doing so, they preserve more of it and parlay that into more sales.

Also, the fact that your coke had a yellow tincture to it and smelled like gasoline sounds pretty cut and disgusting to me. Just saying.

Tomer
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It was the real deal. You know how I know? I could do it all night long and not get clogged up and the next day, I could breathe out of both nostrils perfectly. Plus you would be flying for an hour to an hour and a half off of one line.
 
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